I had my son on the 17th of July. 7lbs 8oz. 19 in long. Tons of blonde hair. I was in labor for 13 hours and hard labor for about a half hour. His adoptive parents took him home on the 18th. He was beautiful. I had my relinquishment hearing on the 5th of Aug. They look so happy to have him. It brings me peace to know that he is very well cared for. He lives in an emotionally and financially stable home. He is loved beyond belief both by me and his parents. I do regret part of it... but i can't regret it all. I wouldn't take back a single thing that i have done. I do wish I could be part of his life and raise him... but he needs more than I can truly offer right now. I know i made the right choice. and fuck ya'll for trying to say otherwise. I had the most beautiful 24 hours with him. and they will always be with me. I loved him enough to give him what he needs. Breast milk isn't everything. The emotional aspect of necessities outweighs nutrition. and he is growing very well...so no worries there.
