Happy @ MindSay

Who is really happy when they are totally alone?

 

I know we are all different, but doesn't everyone need someone to lean on, at least from time to time?

 

I love helping others, I love feeling like I make a difference. It makes me feel good, it makes me feel strong, or at least it makes me feel like I am getting stronger. I am talking emotionally of course.

 

It seems sometimes we make our problems worse than they really are, we get self-absorbed and forget how lucky we are. Helping others helps me see what I do wrong,

 

I learn from other people, the more I talk, the more I help and the more others help me the better person I think I am. I am a good person, so is everyone I talk to, we are good people, we all deserve the best. I think that happiness may be accepting what we have, rather than wishing for something else and wanting more.

 

I am happy. You should be too, whoever you are, you deserve it.

 

 

In 24 hours or less, I will be getting bruised by a few hundred elbows.
I will be covered in sweat, most of which will not be my own.
I will be stepped on by a huge herd.
I will lose whatever remnants of my voice my teaching career hasn't killed in the past week.
And I absolutely cannot wait.



thank the lord for concerts. <3

Today is a good day, I am alive and heathy. I have much to be thankful for.

 

I have family and friends, that I am thankful for, including some friends I have made here on mindsay.

 

Here is to all of you out there, thank you for letting me be a part of your lives. In reality or here on mindsay.

 

I'm hitting at least 3/4 of the notes on a very long guitar hero song. It's called my life. XD

I have a ton of things going on, but I seem to have most of them under control, and I am not too behind on my homework. I've pretty much been keeping up, calling the people I need to call, completing the volunteering I need to complete, etc. It's very stressful, with a ton of things on my mind, but I don't think I'm failing the song yet!

It is kind of a band effort though, I have a friend who's been hanging out with me a lot, in fact playing guitar hero somewhat, and he's been awesome.

There's my update, I need sleep. (in fact I didn't even realise I wrote this, looking back a second time. I don't need sleep, I want it. and I meant to say I need to get back to my homework. x.x)

I am very behind in writing in my journal though, which is bad. And teachers hate me and make everything all the more frustrating. It seems that perhaps it is in their job description, or requirements, I don't know.

I also need to start eating healthier again, and exercising more. As there has been hardly any food in the house, I guess it's not exactly my fault, and this past few weeks have been especially fast paced and very packed, but I hope to get back to normal soon!

My friend is sick and I plan on going to give them soup and hugs!

Still no sleep, my throat has been sore, I've been coughing and sneezing somewhat and have a runny nose, and a bit depressed, but not too bad I guess.

I have a job and I'm not completely failing at life right now, so I should be thankful, and I am.

Song length: Unknown,  Percentage notes hit so far: aprx. 70%+

Streak: 10, SP phrases: 1/unknown

Goodnight!

SO,
I have to work today from 3-9
and I don't want to, but at least I
get to go to work by myself.

And Hollye is being amazing,
and she is going to come over
tonight and we are going to
watch the movie Hard Candy.

She has seen it like a million times, and
I have not, so....