Guitar Hero 3 @ MindSay

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Today has been rather odd.
I was waiting for Shelly to come - laid downstairs on the sofa. She'd told me she was coming at 12, but she didn't come until almost 1.
It was weird, it's one of the rare occurances where I sit there and proper think about her and how much I love her - naturally I do, I just don't sit and think about it a lot because I'm usually too depressed to - but when she ended up coming, I proper threw myself at her. I hugged for ages then dragged her upstairs and I had my clothes off in like ten minutes flat. Proper weird.

I could tell it was making her excited though - I was in a bit of a weird mood.
After we'd had our special time together, I took the money mam had left us - and I went to ASDA. She told me to get bread and something for us both to eat. We hadn't eaten dinner, and I wasn't even that hungry, so we just bought a jar of hotdogs and some buns for our tea.

Then I got some Pepsi, cheese Doritos, Milkybar yoghurts and a bag of whirly bites. I wanted some nibbles for us to munch on while we were playing games.
We ate the hotdogs when we came back and watched Outtakes TV. We nibbled on the whirly bites and shared out the Milkyway yoghurts. It's been so long since I've had one - they're so sweet and creamy. Really moreish as well, you proper want more than just the one.

We went back upstairs and for some reason, we ended up falling asleep.
Dad woke us both up about an hour or two later - we were both cuddled up on my bed proper asleep. I don't even know why, I wasn't even tired.
I was in a weird mood after that, but Shelly did persuade me to play Guitar Hero with her.

She asked me to give her tutorials. She's struggling on level 7 of GH3 - so I went onto practice mode and loaded up the songs she was struggling with - showed her how you do it, talked her through my techniques and some hints she could use.

Oddly enough, I then was looking through my old scores for the Expert career - and I wasn't happy with some of them.
I haven't played on Expert for ages, so it was weird suddenly jumping back into it - but I managed to upgrade a 3-star ranking song to a 4-star and I upgraded a different 4-star rating to a 5-star - with 98%, no less. :D
Shelly was pleased with me.

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I'm currently playing four games, attempting to get somewhere close to finishing them off:

- Shadow The Hedgehog (GC)
- Banjo-Kazooie (N64)
- Super Paper Mario (Wii)
- Pokémon Ranger: Shadows Of Almia (DS)

Pokémon Ranger is oddly addicting...
Super Paper Mario is a pile of shite, I just want to get it finished off. I'm going for a mastered run - 100% entire. It shall be torture, but it'll look nice on my Backloggery. The two-star rating for the game will look weird amongst the 4-star rated ones though.


Sigh, Dixie is not looking forward to tomorrow.
The only good thing is that I don't have shitty English.
Seriously, when I had decent teachers, I liked it - but as soon as I got to college, I started fucking it all up. :(

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Today wasn't a Saturday of epic proportions - but it was still pretty good.
I've spent the day with Ashleigh and Shelly - playing through the co-op career on Guitar Hero III, playing some band career on Guitar Hero: Metallica and some random quickplay songs on Guitar Hero: World Tour.

It's a breakthrough today - we actually got Ash to go on drums again!
On easy of course - I'm a twat who wants money, so I wouldn't let her use auto-kick. She wasn't as arsed as I expected though.
And with that, I completed the epicness and got Shelly to sing.

So Shelly was sat on my bed with the microphone, Ash was on drums, smashing away - and I was stood next to her jumping around with the guitar. We're a half-epic band. :D

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Isn't this the most fucking ridiculous handbag ever?



I think it's fucking hilarious - Shelly brought it with her today.
I mean for fuck's sake come on, it says KISS. :D

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Then we had a change of game and a change of console - the three of us played Mario Party 5.
A team battle - Ash and Shelly against me and a computer player.

Ashleigh played as Luigi, I played as Peach, Shelly played as Yoshi and the computer player was Boo.
Boo and myself ended up winning, but that's because I'm just epic. :)

Ash kept having all the bad luck - landing on random event spaces that made her lose like 40 coins a time. Rofl.

Shelly's comments were amusing:
"...ARE WE RUNNING ON A CAKE?"
"...IS THAT GIANT ICE-CREAM FALLING OUT THE SKY?"

She just doesn't grasp the randomness of Mario Party.
But I'll coach her. :D

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Oh, and here's a picture of Ashleigh and THE BELLY:

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Hmm, yes, why did I name my blog after a Rammstein song that roughly translates to 'No Desire'?
Because, although I've spent a rather amusing of days with my sexy Shelly, it seems that my 'horny-levels' (Lmfao, Sue J...) weren't as high as they normally are.

There was no let up to our cuddling and our kissing - which I quite enjoyed.
Shelly can get quite scary sometimes when she suddenly grabs me and smothers me with kisses.
I like it though. :)

I tried to get her interested in Sonic Adventure 2: Battle.
Although she was reluctant to take up the offer of 2-player, she watched me gather around 12 emblems - and even offered me some moral support and suggestions on certain levels of how to complete the puzzles and how to shave seconds off my time.
Indeed, she helped. :)

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I asked mam yesterday if she'd put some Wii points on my shop account with her credit card.
It surprised me that she was true to her word.
She got me 3000 points, which cost £21, and I gave her the money - bar the extra £1. :)

I went straight to the shop channel and bought Super Smash Bros. and Final Fantasy: Crystal Chronicles - My Life As A King.
I have 500 points remaining, but I'll hang onto those. I doubt anything semi-decent will ever appear on the World Tour DLC list, but we'll have to see.

After this, Shelly and I played the Guitar Hero III co-op career for a few hours.
She's improved - she's actually not making stupid errors anymore, so we got a lot more FC 100% scores.
And for some reason, we still can't beat the old score for Barracuda, despite hitting 3% more every time.
Stress.

Mam came in with this mint T-shirt.
She'd been buying shirts with witty messages for her friend Paul, and apparently they were on offer - so she'd let me have this one.
It says:

"Cover me in chocolate and throw me to the lesbians."

We were all rather amused. :)
I'm going to wear it tomorrow, see what Ash and Adam think. :)

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After we'd eaten fish finger sandwiches and drank blackcurrant juice - Shelly and I were cuddling up together on my bed.
We were just getting close to actually breaking our day of abstinence - when Sharon appears, 20 minutes early. The slag. Neither of us were amused. :)

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When Shelly had gone home, I had a quick go on Super Smash Bros.
Compared to Super Smash Bros. Melee - it looks TINY.
Compared to Super Smash Bros. Brawl - it looks MINUTE.

There's nowhere NEAR as much to do or to collect.
This looks to be a quick completion. :)

It's a lot better than I thought too.
VERY smooth for an N64 game.

I completed the single player mode with Mario.
I was only playing on Easy - but it's a lot harder than the sequels, I shall admit that. :)

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Dixie currently feels:

   Depressed

 

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Blog #37

Thirteen of Fine...

 

 

9:00 - 22:00

For these thirteen hours, I was fine. It was what happened after the hour of 10 that got me depressed. 

 

 

I spent the day with Ian. I'd been looking forward to it for a few days.

Normally I don't get to spend much time with him because he's working or Sean takes it in his stride to come on over. He's not YOUR brother, Sean.

Though it fucking feels like they're blood related. Ian didn't take me to see Iron Maiden. Ian didn't take me to the WWE. Ian doesn't play football with me. Ian doesn't have me over at his house constantly.

 

We spent the day playing World Tour and GH3 - scraping together a few achievements as a duo.

My Expert skills caused much cash increase and someone to be impressed. There aren't many games that I can beat Ian at. There's a few, but he can beat me at more, usually.

 

He made us both double cheeseburgers for lunch - with edam cheese - *melts in lust*...

Then lmfao, he states: "Oh, there's a Snickers on top of the microwave for you."

Thinking back to the fucking mental dream, I had to try hard not to piss. :)

 

I'd never seen The Simpsons movie until today. Ian likes it more than I do - he's got all of the series boxsets on DVD. So we watched that and scoffed shitloads of bacon flavour Skips.

It's pretty good - nothing less than what I was expecting. :)

 

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Due to fucking boredom when I got home, I caved into desparation and created a new account on Neopets.

*Raises gun to head*

 

...Repeat after me Dixie...

 

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

YOU SHALL NOT GET ADDICTED TO NEOPETS AGAIN.

 

Either way, I've gotten a bronze trophy for Snow Wars and made about 10,000 neopoints playing my favourite games. I like the fact they've increased the amount of times you can send a score daily from 3 to 5.

I mainly played Meerca Chase, Destruct-O-Match, Extreme Potato Counter and Defender Trainer - my main favourites.

 

I've won a shitload of shitty snowballs from Snow Wars too.

I'm not sure on whether to donate them to greedy scroungers or sell them for peanuts.

I could do with some peanuts though. The Snickers was immensley enjoyable, but I couldn't get the image of Ashleigh out of my head - pmsl!

 

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Shelly rang me at about 8 - we talked for a while. She didn't upset me.

She never does - but that was just a comparison to a certain other phone call that did.

 

I was just playing another round of Snow Wars at about 10 when Adam rings me.

I knew he was at a party tonight - and I answered the phone to him being drunk.

He amused me at first, but when I heard how happy he was, how everyone else around him was enjoying themselves so much... Well,  just got the craving to start cutting myself.

 

I'll never be invited to anybody's house party. I don't have the confidence to get drunk with people.

I never fucking enjoy myself, I never fucking will.

I don't even have anybody else to enjoy myself with.

 

But fucking believe me - I'd rather have nobody than have Emily. (And I don't have NOBODY.)

Thanks to quick realisation shortly after a long conversation with Shelly at the start of the week - all has become clear to me.

I'm better off without her.

 

I can do without cunts in my life.

Cunts who continually go out of their way to upset me.

 

I noticed a trend with how often I cut myself. I'd noted it down for a few years on a word document.

After I met Emily, it tripled.

Now Emily's gone - thank fuck - it's decreased to less than once a fortnight again.

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Dixie currently feels:

 Bored

 

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Blog #35

Bored as fuck!

 

No weird dreams last night, thank fuck for that. :)

Though saying that, it might have livened my day up a little.

 

I've basically sat around all morning owning n00bs on GH3 Wi-Fi - before I switched to World Tour, finished off the vocals career and completed a few songs on bass quickplay.

I've bought all the shoes on the Rockstar Creator - lmfao there's some proper fucking weird ones. Honestly, who the fuck in the heavy metal music genre would wear fucking UGG BOOTS?!

 

Who the fuck in their RIGHT MIND would wear Ugg Boots?

They're even worse than RUBBER CLOGS. Lmfao!!!

 

I would have went on a downloading fit and added some more shit to my iTunes - but for some reason my Mr. Maxtor isn't registering on my PC.

There's really summat wrong with this USB port. Unless something is already plugged into it, nothing registers until you restart the computer.

I really can't be arsed faffing on with it either.

 

So basically I've watched an hour of The Simpsons, ate some Paula vanilla cow-flavoured yoghurt and thrashed some flash games.

I had an odd urge to play Aggressive Alpine Skiing - so I completed that a few times. :)

 

 

I'm being a good girl today - I haven't thought about sex/masturbation once. :D

Even when I was on the phone to Shelly. Unless making amusing comments regarding it counts. Which I don't think it does as they were more amusing than arousing.

 

I'm worried about Shelly at the moment - she's been told her nana has less than a day to live. She was afraid to go and see her in hospital for fear of getting upset beyond stability - but I've consoled her a little.

She ought to see her nana - if I were dying, I'd want to see my close family before I didn't have the chance to.

 

But I've told her I'll always be here for her when she needs me. Dixie shall provide lots of hugs.