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ASTONISHING DISCOVERY! AS SEEN IN WASHINGTON POST


China knows how to build 6'3 soldiers,

this secret technology can add

3 to 5 inches to your natural height

in less than 90 DAY'S


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DISCOVER CHINA'S REMARKABLE SECRET THAT CREATES HEIGHT AT A RATE OF OVER 1 INCH A MONTH! - A METHOD SO EFFECTIVE THAT GOVERNMENTS USE THIS VERY SAME METHOD TO INCREASE THE OVERALL AVERAGE HEIGHT OF THEIR POPULATION! - LEARN WHAT CHINA, VIETNAM AND POLAND DO TO PRODUCE 6'3 TALL SOLDIERS! ABSOLUTELY AMAZING! 100% FACT!





EXPOSED

This remarkable technique has been a confidential Chinese government secret and classified information for decades



We obtained copies of the relevant Chinese government documents

and had them faithfully translated into English some time ago.



But only recently has the decision been made to release the

full transcript including notes and relevant research and studies our

team have accomplished to now make it simple for anyone with

a wish to grow taller, to do so...




...Something completely different.

I recall the day, this manuscript translation came across my desk I was in awe. Having seen many such claims, we researched the possibility of height enhancement after the end of puberty (around the age of 20) and our conclusion was these were just a scam. The offer was to sell us supplements. This is laughable as supplements are simply concentrated protein packaged and marketed for specific purposes. Essentially supplements are powdered milk extracts, they deliver concentrations of protein above and beyond the average diet. Protein will make muscle grow more readily with the application of resistance training, however in no way on gods green earth will it trip the body's DNA and access the messengers that would restart the growth process.



Height and growth of the body is regulated by the pituitary gland which is a pea sized organ inside the brain that secretes human growth hormone which is the chemical messenger that "talks" to the DNA in your cells which would make you grow. Human growth hormone is regulated by this pituitary gland and typically stops releasing it at the end of puberty.



The remarkable research that the Chinese government did from 1987 to 1995 was evidenced by the athletes they unleashed on an unsuspecting world during the Olympics of 2000







"The remarkable research that the Chinese government did from 1987 to 1995 was evidenced by the athletes they unleashed on an unsuspecting world during the Olympics of 2000"



The world recoiled in horror and media immediately accused the Chinese Olympiads of using steroids. But this was far from the truth. The Chinese government barely lifted a finger to deny these accusations primarily because doing so would force them to offer the truth and the truth was too valuable to share with the world. In fact the truth was they developed a technique for growing human beings beyond puberty and making them larger, stronger and of course much taller. The Chinese State Document calls it "super-massing"



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The infamous photograph above of the super-massed Le Jingyi is world famous. In 1994, the world was aghast as the media portrayed the athlete as a super injected steroid addict, but this media hype was far from the truth. The Chinese government plead no comment and kept quiet as the worlds media made cheating accusation after cheating accusation. In fact, keeping quiet about their remarkable research and obviously successful results was the only logical choice in a competitive world.




"The Chinese State Document calls it super-massing"

Super-massing...what is it?


Think for a moment if there was a way to re-ignite the pituitary gland releasing the specific human growth hormone that regulates the body's growth. Super-massing does not only make bones and cartilage grow but it increases muscle mass easily with very little effort on the part of the subject.


Works amazingly well for teenagers in particular because of the human growth cycle, a shorter teenager can increase their human growth hormone output to levels that make them shoot to 6 foot or taller quickly.

Super massing can also make the genitals larger in males and increase testicle size in all cases, it also surprisingly grows hair thicker on the head*    *reference Carter Davis Nasa report 2002


Super-massing is the process of marshaling the pituitary gland and forcing it to release more human growth hormone. This is a completely natural process that thousands of people around the world have already tried and found success with. The average subject will start at a disadvantaged height and within weeks see mild to medium results. It works quickly because of the way the pituitary gland is accessed and manipulated using diet and applying energetic stress trauma on the body. It is very easy to do and the results are remarkable.



All natural process...all natural results

When stimulating the pituitary gland to release more growth hormone, the research shows that just 10 minutes a day is sufficient to get "quote - significant changes in rapid sequence" What is meant by this, is that one can literally control the stages of growth as they come by applying the technique or skipping it for a day or two. There is some loss in translation in the actual manuscript, however we have taken out the guess work and applied the concepts ourselves with remarkable proof of strong science. The growth does indeed come in "spurts" on a weekly basis just by applying the specified stress load on the body.







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Unlike weight training where the approach is to grow muscle, the required amount of work to see any results from weight resistance is astonishing, however, the defined movements required to grow the bodys stature is totally different. The stress applied to the body is not to build muscle but to ignite the body to release HGH or human growth hormone. This release is dependent on not more than a few minutes a day and in a chaotic sequence and not a set routine.



Stressing the body to the point where it creates the necessary environment to activate the pituitary gland is the central theme to the entire transcript and is how growth enhancement happens. As you can see from the results the Chinese had obtained previously from their athletes, the process works! HGH or human growth hormone is activated and is dependent on the "stress" levels, particularly unexpected and strenuous stress levels that occur in a random and sudden way. This type of "shock to the system" approach is how the hormone is easily activated in the body coupled with the stringent diet, the growth can occur at 1 inch of permanent growth per month.



At 5'8 you could easily be over 6 foot in less than 90 days...



The human growth hormone itself functions to move amino acids over the cell structures of the body which is where the DNA resides. It increases the synthesis of not only muscle fiber, making muscle actually grow, but it  also synthesizes connective tissue like collagen and cartilage and bone. This synthesis is responsible for new structure and added growth in all these areas. HGH also significantly increases the levels of glucose and fatty acids in the blood during metabolization, which ultimately creates a fat burning environment in the body while the growth proceeds.


"At 5'8' you could easily be 

over 6 foot in less than 90 days..."


What this is not!


This is all natural science...the Chinese created this with safety in mind and the research shows this is simply a way to manipulate existing processes meaning...


No drugs of any kind, you consume nothing into your body but the right food at the right time and at the right quantity. You will not be taking steroids or any type of risky growth enhancement substances.


No supplements, this is 100% fact. The instaHEIGHTsuper-massing© technique requires no further materials or equipment of any kind. Taking a pill cannot make your growth re-ignite.


No exercise. You will not be advised to perform excessive or routine exercise. The movements are strenuous and are designed to shock the body into human growth hormone production, however, this cannot be called exercise as the duration is short and there is intentionally no routine.


 No starvation diet. You can eat as much as you wish as long as you maintain the levels of vitamins and nutrients needed in your blood directly after the "shock movements"  You will be given specific foods and their respective quantities to achieve the anabolic environment within your body at the right time to promote human growth hormone production by your pituitary gland.



Creating the synthesis to grow height...

Remarkably, super massing is a very simple and elegant solution to a seemingly impossible problem. The Chinese state manuscript clearly and simply reveals what should have been blatantly obvious to anyone with a reasonable knowledge of body chemistry. Re-activating the pituitary gland to release more human growth hormone is the first step, but in adults, ones who have aged beyond puberty and have naturally stopped the growth phase, this does not automatically mean vertical growth, it usually means muscle production. All that was required was a catalyst that would re-assign the HGH (human growth hormone) to bone and cartilage too and that is exactly what happens. Vertical height increase is achieved when the HGH acts on bone and cartilage. A human can gain an extra 2 inches just from thicker and healthier cartilage and ligaments, all combined, including the vertebrae discs in your back, this thickening can increase your height cumalitively up to 2 inches alone. But the real power of this process lies in the HGH impact on the femur bone and the bones in the legs. This is where the true extra height will come from. When the bone is activated and synthesized by the HGH the bone grows thinker and longer, this type of growth is natural to the body and grows in a normal way to increase height without aesthetic distortion.



Look at what some of our amazed clients are saying about

Super Massing and InstaHEIGHT!!



I am 14 and I play soccer an I did your process last month. Just a note to let you know how it is going. I am a girl and I was worried about getting too tall, but I wanted to get taller so I can beat other teams in this years finals. I tried the exercises at school gym and they were really fun to do. My gym teacher was wondering what I was doing lol Anyway, I did the work and I was sure I wasn't gaining height but now, after a month I have grown more tall, nearly 2 inches. I am going to keep working at it, because I was 5'5 and now I am just a little under 5'7 wow! I couldn't believe it because I wasn't  even doing it seriously for the last week, but when I checked my height, it was really 2 inches taller, my dad said we have to put a brick on my head to stop me growing. Anyway, thanks for the information and I liked reading it. bye"



Sally Zaretti

Ottawa, Ontario, Canada


"I was 5'5 and now I am just a little under 5'7

wow! I couldn't believe it"


Hi Deavon and Harry and the team! Thank you for your assistance initially, I guess I should have read the transcript more carefully lol I just want to let you know I am truly in a new league. I added 5.3 inches over the last 6 months and I am amazed that a 42 year old man can actually keep growing because puberty was a very very long time ago for me. I did the exercises that activate the pituitary gland as shown initially after the clarification and you are absolutely right. This thing works like crazy! I had an old work injury in the knee that kept me careful about the explosive exercises required, so i favored it, but it worked just the same without problem. I learned it is not so much the exertion that is important but the randomness and sudden unexpectedness that the body responds to. Anyway, I am absolutely delighted to now be a 6'1 man as my stature commands incredible advantage in society and I do notice more respect from strangers. My wife even sees me in a completely new light. Thank you for your course.



Richard Brams

LA, California, United States


"I am amazed that a 42 year old man can actually

keep growing because puberty was a very

very long time ago for me"






WOW holy moley, who knew this was possible. I am delighted with this product and would recommend it to anyone who is too short. I couldn't believe this is true and I am living proof because at 5'4 I grew 4 inches and am now getting closer to hitting that 6 foot mark Shall keep working and let you know when I am 6 foot Thanks and thanks,...and thanks!!



Tracy Benton

Anaheim, California, United States


"WOW holy moley, who knew this was possible"



I bought your course for my husband who was nearly 5'8 but he didn't like my gift because he thought I didn't like his height, but I only got this for him because he once mentioned he wished he was a few inches taller. Anyway, this led to his rejection of my gift and not even reading the instructions, but I read them and applied the simple steps. After work each night I went to gym and kept it up for a full 6 weeks before I started to notice, low and behold, my body was growing height! I showed my husband mark and he was amazed. He has since started doing your 10 steps too and we have both gained nearly 5 inches each. Tall couples really do get more friends laughs...thank you for the research.



Alene Howard

Roseboro, Nth Carolina, United States



"tall couples really do get more friends"



I started your course 12 months ago and saw absolutely no improvement. I could see how this works based on your writing and explanation. but until last month I had absolutely no results. Randomly last month I read your course again and was suddenly inspired to try it again because I really didn't apply it properly previously. I forgot to take the cell food you talk about and now, since taking the required nutrients, my height has shot up from 5'9 to 6'1 in 30 days. I still cant believe it! A really amazing thing you are doing. Thanks!



Andrew Selley

Charlotte, Nth Carolina, United States

"my height has shot up from 5'9 to 6'1 in 30 days"



W
OW can you please explain to me why science has never shown this or discovered it or whatever before. I just didn't know you can keep growing even after u finished puberty. I really can't believe it. My family can't believe it and my friends can't believe it. I am now nearly 6 foot tall and my life is totally different. I often suspected that my height was the problem, now that I am a much more acceptable height, I am amazed how people treat you so differently. Super massing is so easy and I am glad I took a chance to buy your report because it truly is amazing, you should receive the Nobel peace price!!



Jose Marino

San Jacinto, California, United States

"super massing is so easy and I am glad I took a chance to buy your report because it truly is amazing, you should receive the Nobel peace price!!"



Bless you for this work. I am a pastor in the valley and my sermons are now so much more effective. The parish is constantly remarking on my height and stature since the help you offered me and just a short note to let you know how delighted I am with my taller height, I added 4 inches so far, but I wont be stopping until I reach 6 foot. God bless.



Pastor Mark Wallis

Sparks, Nevada, United States


"The parish is constantly remarking on

my height and stature"

Thanks for the product i really liked it. The videos helped a lot. Your research is amazingly clear and it works just as you said.



Peter Shepperd

Harlowton, Montana, United States







Are you tired of looking up at people...

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"When the bone is activated and synthesized by the HGH the

bone grows thinker and longer, this type of growth is natural

to the body and grows in a normal way"




Even just a few inches can make a big visual difference to your overall appeal and visual demeaour. But what about 5 or 7 inches??



Imagine living the privelaged life of a 6 foot man or woman. Tall people have all types of social and business advantages that shorter individuals fail to receive. Height gives you advantage in nearly every single sphere of life and being the tallest man in the room will always command the most attention from females.



FAQ..



Will this work for everyone?

No, the exertion required may be a problem for severely obese people or individuals that are physically handicapped or wheel chair bound. This will not work for people with an existing heart condition or any form of high blood pressure due to the diet recommendations. To do this you must have full physical capacity and health. However if you are an average person then this technique will give you the height increases you are looking for.



What do I have to do?

You will be given all the research notes and copyrighted material required to give you the insight necessary to understand how it works (HGH - Understanding InstaHEIGHT Super Massing). Then in the second transcript (10 steps to extra height - Inch Adding) you will get specific step by step information on how to apply this technology in the real world.



What if it doesn't work for me?

This is extremely unlikely. you will see for yourself as you begin the process, however if for any reason you are dissatisfied, simply contact us for a full and complete refund with absolutely no questions asked. See below for terms and conditions.



Do you have a refund policy?

Yes.



How did you come across the super massing technique?

Our employee Sung Xiavi works remotely in China and her full time job is at the "secratariate commission of the peoples health". She mentioned the document in one of our podcast business meetings and we took the opportunity to access the materials with her translation efforts. This material is high classed confidential government information.



Won't you get into trouble for distributing this classified government material?

Yes most likely.



Can the technique be used to grow muscle?

Not really, it is designed to produce vertical height. You will notice however, muscle increases particularly in the deltoids, latisimus dorsey and back.



Will a female look more like a man using this technique?

No, HGH is not testosterone, although an increase in testosterone is also noted in the studies. Women produce testosterone too, but in much smaller amounts and the micro increase may produce some masculization of the body in terms of muscle definition, however no, females will not grow facial hair or experience changes in the genitals.



Does it really increase penis size in men?

Yes, in all cases, the genitals including the testicles grow in volume and size. In men this process produces much testosterone naturally which is the main driver of genital size. An increase in the genitals in men is a typical outcome along with the height gains.




How long will it take to ship it to my home?

This is an electronic book (an ebook package) It takes 3 minutes to purchase and download the material directly onto your computer. (Note: we do not ship anything to you by mail, you get complete access to the entire product package in the next 3 minutes) From there, you can print it off on your desk top or just save it and read it off your computer anytime you need it.





Discover China's secret research







What is in the InstaHEIGHT program...

Detonate your growth with this remarkable break-through. The Chinese government have used this amazing technique for decades and the Polish and Vietnamese governments and military both use it! There is something amazing about this and you are about to discover exactly what it is.





HGH Explained - Understanding InstaHEIGHT Super Massing



Delivered in a simple to understand manner, the information explains in simple but detailed terms how HGH acts upon the body and what exactly stimulates the pituitary gland to produce HGH



There is absolutely no doubt about it that HGH is the chemical released by the body that is responsible for human height increase. This fact is well accepted in scientific and medical circles.



The breakthrough comes with the combination of strategy that affects the pituitary gland to make it behave as if it is still in the growth cycle. This is the break through the Chinese uncovered and it is the very strategy that the Poles and the Vietnamese use to create armys packed with soldiers with an average height of 6'3



Learn how to stimulate the growth platelets on a cellular level and where the easiest and quickest activity occurs. The three main areas where height occurs being in the muscle, cartilage and bone, discover exactly how you will add those 5 or 6 inches to your stature.



Discover in simple terms how HGH works on the body and why it works on the bones and cartilage even after a body has moved out of the growth phase (puberty) Learn exactly what synthesis means and how it affects the body in terms of growth.



Special bonus chapter! Discover the 3 things you can do RIGHT NOW...TODAY  that take a few minutes to get immediate results. Add 2 to 4 inches immediately using these 3 quality ideas. This chapter alone will guarantee you will be 2 to 4 inches taller before you go to bed tonight. This information alone is worth getting the instaHEIGHT system...but of course, there is a lot we have to tell you about super massing...you can be sure, life will never be the same again after reading this explosive research.





Inch Adding - 10 steps to Extra Height - Get Taller Today!



This section of the package completely destroys the myth that your height is a fixed and permanent station in life. By dismantling the Chinese research and assembling it as a fixed plan for immediate height gain, it gives the individual with a wish to accumulate extra inches, to do so.



The ten steps to create the right environment internally to create human growth hormone production is exactly what you need because it is exactly what we needed when we first read the Chinese transcripts. Through trial and error, we have formulated this simple process to the point it is foolproof.



That is what we wanted and that is what you require to take the steps to get the height gains you need. By simply streamlining the process into a workable daily effort, you now have a practical and effective plan for height gains.









Discover the secret process that thickens the cartilage discs in your vertebrae, making them healthy and thicker does add a base 3 inches for starters!!




You have 22 discs in your spine made of cartilage that can be enhanced. Add just a millimeter of health and thickness to those discs and they add up to a whopping 3 inches of height alone! Learn the other 2 places height will occur!!!




The 10 steps are easy to do. The first few are easily done in the comfort of your own home. Other steps may require you to have access to a gym or some other environment where exercise is possible. Possibly your back yard. These remarkable books are not long, not an encyclopedia, what you do get is results getting information that is designed for you to try in a practical sense. With the 30 minutes of bonus video mentioned below, you have a complete and honest tool in your arsenary for height gains.







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Get these remarkable videos free in this introductory offer. These videos clearly show in motion color, what you need to do and how you need to do it. Safety, effectiveness and accuracy are the goal of these 5 videos giving you 30 minutes of viewing to give you a clear picture of what we mean. But this won't be free forever, indeed we are about to remove this offer and make it part of a more expensive item, so if you want the entire package in its completeness for a fraction of the price, get it TODAY! If you return tomorow, and the change has been made, please do not email us as there will be nothing that we can do. You will be forced to pay the full retail price from then on, for this incredible and ground breaking research!



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In this well compiled package you get the movements shown to you in full digital color which you can view directly from your pc. This set of links show you the very exact videos you will need to perform the movements and it is exactly the prescribed movements the Chinese have their super massed athletes to do.







The first 3 titles



1) Height from the back - Getting half of your inches from your vertebrae

2) Create height from legs - increasing the length of your femur

3) Getting the torso extended - Firming up the torso for at least 1 extra inch









Title 4 and 5



4) Neck heightening techniques - Creating height with the sterno muscles

5) Impact trauma, Safe movements - Sudden explosive bursts, Movements that work



Watch the movements...copy the movements...get taller!





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Training for power and strength






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Oh...My...G...

It has been so long since I posted on here.

And so much has happened.

Of course.

So like...

Wow.

 

I'm currently completing my Diploma of Music Studies at Orange Tafe.

We are currently rehearsing for the Orange Theatre Company's production of The Wedding Singer, in which I play George.

 

And... Yeah...

Let's see, the last thing you all heard was that I was working at teh Orange Ex-Services Club and doing Jekyll and Hyde, plus having issues about life love and everything...

 

Since then (in chronological order):

I have left the club; done Cats with the OTC; met this guy named Mat (different to me, I am Matt); been the Manager of Boost Juice; moved into a share house with a group of friends (Mat included); started dating Mat; got fired; started a Cert IV in Music at TAFE; done You're a Good Man Charlie Brown as Snoopy (hella awesome that was); moved out of share house and into a flat with Mat; completed a Cert IV in Music at TAFE; started a Diploma of Music at TAFE; broken up with Mat; moved back to Canowindra with Mum and sisters; taken up Tai Chi; and got the role of George in The Wedding Singer... All in 2 and a bit years.

 

So yeah. Things are going along better than ever, and I have found a great deal of peace within myself.

I am pleased to be no longer as emo as I used to be. lol

I am more in touch with myself now than I think I have ever been. I dont fight things so much, I go with the flow a lot easier, but I also work hard to create the reality I want for myself.

I'm proud of myself for the things I've done and do, and I've healed a lot of crap from my past.

I enjoy my life and I love my friends so much, they have helped bring me back from some of the darkest times in my life.

Being with Mat was toxic, I loved him and sorta still do, and he loved me as much as he could, but it wasn't a healthy relationship, too many drugs, too much stress and depression and shit.

I understand that everybody hurts and every couple has rough patches and stuff, but it just wasn't healthy. Everyone who knows me saw me change so dramatically in the 2 years I was with Mat, and now they see me and can see me smiling again and laughing again. It's good.

I miss him, but at the same time I'm glad. I hope he finds his way out of the darkness, I sincerely do, but I just couldn't let him bring me down anymore.

And I didn't want to be responsible for not being good for him anymore, and thus being responsible for making him worse.

So yeah, that was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, but it was necessary and I was definately being the grown up in that situation. I think.

So I moved back to my mum's. lol

My family will always be there and I hope they realise that i will always be there for them no matter where I am. I love them so much, my sisters are so awesome. *hugs for them*

 

My plans for the future?

Well, for tafe this year we have to record an album, so once I do that I can sell it, and next year I'm going to get another job and work my ass off earning money, while getting vocal training and dance lessons so that I can try out for WAAPA (Western Australian Academy of Performing Arts) in Perth. They do a Bachelor of Arts in Musical Theatre. Sweet!

That's what's motivating me for the next three years, but I'm open to that changing.

 

Anyways. I'll try to update this more often now, and the appearance of the page will probably change.

I also wanna go back and delete old posts that are full of angst and stress.

 

So cha.

Peace and love all.

 

Matty D.

 
 
 

   
Friday

                Overall, I can’t complain about today.  I had my busy morning; time with Erin, who I love, and then 45 minutes with AB, who was very flighty and resistant today.  Sue said he got his medication, so she thinks it was just him being purposefully stubborn.  I just think she doesn’t like him very much.  She has hit her limit with him; it’s my job to repair that bridge.  Then I went to Jacqui’s room to work with CB, but she told me, ‘he (thinking I was there for NB)’s absent today’ and when I said, no I was there for CB, she said, ‘she’s out, too’.  So instead of staying, I went back to my room and had fun.

                Lunch was another ‘D and Kait issue’ (why is it always when I’M alone in there? And why is this turning into a Friday routine?).  Not NEARLY as bad as last week.  Thank the Lord.  He sat down at the table with A, and then stood and went a row and a table over to stand behind his sister, pretty much shoving his tray into her neck.  He assumed/accused that she was telling people about a bump on his forehead (the nerve!).  Again, we had to tell him to give her space, and he wouldn’t.  So Kati got up to get some salad dressing for her lunch, and in that 2 second period, D slid into her seat and refused to stand up, even with both Dorell and I urging him.  Finally he got up, and walked out of the cafeteria.

                Got down to the room, Parker started to talk to him and he started talking to Parker, and I told Parker that D did NOT have permission to be there.  Fun when he started to bring his tray down for recess and I said, ‘and then come right back here’.  He asked ‘why?’.  When I explained that he left location and had also been bothering his sister, he tried to back-pedal pretty hard:  “so you’re telling me I can’t go out, even if I do a re-start?” when when he first came in we’d told him to go back and ASK to come to the room, but he wouldn’t.  Kept going back to ‘so you’re telling me_____’, but I held my ground, and Claudia and Parker did, too.  I was actually really nervous during it, because I know how he blows, but I also know that it’s not fair that he get to do whatever he wants and get no consequences.  No other kid in the SCHOOL would dream of talking back to a teacher that way,  No other kid has the privilege/option of eating in the classroom when he wants to, and that we’re deserving of respect when we give him that option.  I don’t think that option’s on the table for a while.  He told me he wouldn’t take his tray down, so I said, ‘okay, as long as your tray is here, you will not be watching the movie with us; you and I will go into the room and do work or read’ and I basically got growled at, but he went.

                I have to share silent reading.  This is something that actually made my heart feel WARM, even if you’re about to read it and go, ‘big whoop’.  In the work I do, with kids as tough as mine, you have to savor small moments where things go really right, or you burn out focusing on negative things (like D’s lunch drama).  So, to rewind a little, A is my 6th grader.  Not a typical 6th grader; he has a lot of mental disabilities (I'm pretty sure he suffered a TBI when he was 2-3), and functions pretty much on a kindergarten level.  He cannot really read; made HUGE leaps from the start of the year, but the books he's reading are... designed for pre-k/k, and he still flubs through most of them.  Mostly what's improved is his work ethic.  So today, after lunch, we got our usual mini-tantrum that it was silent reading time.  He said, "I want to listen to a book" (we have a few that are on CDs so he can just follow along).  I told him that if I saw him actually looking at a book quietly when I turned back, he could have those.  I reminded him what we've been saying since September; we don't care if you cacn READ the book; just show us you can look at the pictures/pages/be engaged in it, and we're happy.  Today...he did that.  He sta there and quietly flipped through a story, and then a second when I told him it hadn't been enough time, and he did that witout complaint, and he got his reward.  And a very happy teacher : ).

 
 
   
 

They'll Ask For My Help....And I'll Look At Them And Say "Fro"
Since it's been awhile since I've been here and I have no one specific item to share at present, I will take this opportunity to just expunge on a few thoughts before the weekend.

Tomorrow is my 33rd birthday. Seriously (and I say this every year), it really doesn't feel like it. Aside from the normal social expectancies that most people assume will occur in their lives by this age (ie; marriage, kids, house, inability to smile), I have avoided the personal interest traps that many willingly dive into by this age. Most people by this age it seems are all too willing to give up what they were once so passionate about in order to blend into the herd more easily. Why bother attempting to stand out when you can buy a bag filled with Affliction t-shirts and learn to like Bon Jovi and Dancing With The Stars? Pass. I've long since embraced my personal interests and nerd-isms with no slowing down. Though it may not net me that kind of life others desire until they actually acquire it, I still feel I'll get more out of watching Afro Samurai and Frisky Dingo. All I seem to share with married people in my age group at this point is the lack of intimacy (at present), but not of my own volition, I assure you.

As a birthday present to self, I went to the Chicago Theatre to see Speaker Series 2009 with Bill Maher and Ann Coulter. Being that this is Chicago, the crowd heavily leaned left but there were Ann Coulter fans to be found. Overall, it was an excellent experience and, for me, a chance to see Bill Maher live as I am a fan. At one point, Ann Coulter took it upon herself to refer to the entire crowd as "a room full of idiots". Prior to this, she made a point to state how she does not like to judge people for their personal lives and decisions. Interesting how this woman thinks one thing, does the other and deludes herself into justification in her own head. In a way, I'm sort of jealous that she can be so delusional and live in her own head the way she does.

As for this weekend, I have some plans in the works of sorts. Actually, it's back down to the theatre district to see "A Bronx Tale" at the Cadillac Palace. It's kind of weird to me that I feel like I'm becoming somewhat of a theater fan, but I do like the change of pace from movies and the like.
 
 
 

   
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