Growl @ MindSay

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growle and it did it again. im back up here. all the way up here.fuck.
 and how it went back a line. my computer or keyboard ort both kjust HATES ME....er4w95ui4532"
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Biting at a ceramic bowl like a baby. I know it's abnormal but it feels good and I couldn't care less. Scratch the walls at school, fall down the stairs, "fake it" on repeat. I can't be crazy because I feel crazy. I'm tired and love sleep but I don't want to go to bed. I feel so fat. I eat and I eat and I need to exercise. And I complain. and I complain. I'm pathetic and in sayingthat I am being more pathetic. I don't understand anything . I tend to put things in my mouth when I'm angry or depressed. Like when I messed up a math problem today, I put my plastic duotang in my mouth and bit it. When I played boggle and my friend ownd me I chewed the paper...

And I sniff my textbooks because they're yummy. and so are the nachos I had tonight. I;m so fucking in love. I need him. I fucking need him and he knows it and he don't care. pathetic. i wonder why he ever made time for me. he doesn't make sense. i don't make any more sense. if I could hug him I'd squeeze him dry.

i feel like rolling around on the floor. maybe if i licked a lightbulb and burnt my tongue I could focus on that. and not be so fumb. i mean dumb. or do i mean fumb. maybe i do. maybe both. yeah both.

this is a longer entry than i intentioned. i love furutal,ma. yes...that show. furturams. those who know it know what im ean. woot.

Yet another re-post ..... this one because tomorrow is the day Petey goes to have his toe amputated.  I thought a post in his honor would be a nice thing to do.  Petey is a very misunderstood dog.  He is very true to his breed.  He is my constant companion .... my protector.  He listens when I talk to him and allows the tears to flow if needed. He wakes me up with a kiss in the eye every morning .... letting me know he and the rest of the clan are hungry. I will worry about him tomorrow. But hopefully after this he will be in no more pain and will be able to use his paw again. 


November 15, 2006 1:51 PM

 Things That Make Petey Go GRRRRRR!  


I love my dog Petey. Next to Dave .... he's my best buddy. He is a McNab. For those unfamiliar with the breed .... they are a herding dog out of Scotland. They are quite popular here because of amount of cattle and sheep ranches in the area. They live to herd. And where most McNab's have something to herd .... poor Petey does not. Unless you want to count the chickens which he does a pretty good job at and the llamas which he doesn't. He likes to try and herd us as well .... which is quite annoying. Frisbee is his favorite game. He's very good at it. There are also peculiar things that make him growl .... we've never understood why .... he just does ..... some of these are:

A rake
A broom
A tape measure
Any word or phrase spoken in Spanish
The Aflac Duck
Snowmen (he will attack and destroy .... has done this since he was a pup)
Gloves
Hats
The lawnmower and/or weedeater
And of course .... people he is not familiar with .... but once he knows we are ok with them .... all's good.

Throw a frisbee and he'll be your buddy forever.

My thoughts will be with Petey tomorrow ...... I hope he knows and won't be to angry when he wakes up without his toe.  ****sigh****

Peace.  J.

I love my dog Petey. Next to Dave .... he's my best buddy. He is a McNab. For those unfamiliar with the breed .... they are a herding dog out of Scotland. They are quite popular here because of amount of cattle and sheep ranches in the area. They live to herd. And where most McNab's have something to herd .... poor Petey does not. Unless you want to count the chickens which he does a pretty good job at and the llamas which he doesn't.  He likes to try and herd us as well .... which is quite annoying.  Frisbee is his favorite game.  He's very good at it.  There are also peculiar things that make him growl .... we've never understood why .... he just does ..... some of these are:

A rake
A broom
A tape measure
Any word or phrase spoken in Spanish
The Aflac Duck
Snowmen (he will attack and destroy .... has done this since he was a pup)
Gloves
Hats
The lawnmower and/or weedeater

And of course .... people he is not familiar with .... but once he knows we are ok with them .... all's good.  Throw a frisbee and he'll be your buddy forever. 

So I decided to dress up today as the sexy bish Lulu from FFX, even at work, I'm rocking the belts, and the fur around the shoulders and everything, and even the hair...it took me fricken half an hour!  But anyway, so I look pretty hot, and everytime Cal goes by he gets hot for me, it makes me laugh because now he's trying to ignore me so he doesn't get...uhh..'happy' at work XD!

He even came into the store and growled at me, LOL

hope everybody has a "Happy" Halloween! :)