Great Fucking Day @ MindSay

Happy Birthday to CallMeRoger!!!  Have a great day and enjoy some Delish Dinner at Fogo De Chao.

 

 

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So... Wooohoooo!  I feel great.  My back is feeling almost 100% again... For sure I just needed to do my SWF.  I just can't skip it even if I add extra laxative tea.  Now I know.

 

I had a VERY SMALL bowl of my soup last night.  I want to prepare my tummy for more solid food completely.  I was never the biggest fan of Minestrone but it was truly fabulous!!!

 

Today I started the day with High Pulp OJ and a Bannana... I took my time with it and chewed it really well.  It tasted GREAT!!!!!!!

 

Lunch was also great... I finished the soup from last night and had more OJ for lunch.  I also had a small hand full of walnuts.  I was stuffed.

 

Dinner was some vegetable beef soup that was also great. 

 

No tummy troubles from the food so far.  I am doing the swf again tonight just to help move things along. 

 

Summary of the Day:  Explosions of joy in my mouth!

 

 

My mom got drunk then started trying to argue with me. It started where she was talking then it progressed to where she was screaming at me. I ended up screaming at her that she's an alcoholic and other stuff like:

"YOU'RE A FUCKING ALCOHOLIC! AND YOU SMOKE POT TOO. EVERY TIME MICHELLE COMES OVER, YOU ALL GO OUTSIDE AND SMOKE POT AND YOU TRY TO HIDE IT. YEAH, THEN YOU COME INSIDE AND YOUR EYES ARE ALL RED, 'WHAT HAPPENED?' 'OH I DON'T KNOW I'M TIRED!'" and stuff like that.

Yeah, and then she tried to deny that she's an alcoholic. She said that last week she "only drank on Friday and Saturday," which is a lie. She drinks every fucking day. Every single day. She's drunk every single day.

Anyways, even now she's yelling at me. Stuff about a counselor, etc. etc. Man, I wish I didn't have an drunken idiot for a mother. She's a thief, a liar, an idiot, and a drunk. She's rude, impatient, and unreasonable. She never has any money because she's always spending it on wine, the lotto, her cigarettes (a pack and a half a day LOL), scratch cards, and pot. I hope I'm like my dad when I grow up, because I sure as hell don't want to be her. The only good thing I want from her is the fact that a lot of people who know her think she's nice.

Seriously, you can not believe how many friends of mine go, "Wow, your mom is so nice, I can't imagine all those things you say about her." Yeah, I'd like that. The only thing I don't want is the fact that it's fake. I just want to be genuinely nice.

Date canceled. He fucking just texted me saying that "Hey angel, I think thats its better if we are just friends and wait awhile to hang out." he later texted "I'm sorry angel. I think you're great, but too young". asshole. he knew how old I was. and I told him "Its ok that you dont like me. Its not ok to ditch me last minute, and you knew damn well how old I was and to fucking text me! You couldnt even call me? but whatever"

 

fucker.

 

 

anyhoo I'm seeing 300 tonight with Diana

people are effing hilarous!!!

btw, i am so happy and awkwardly i am failing all of my classes!!! but i don't care...i really don't want to be in school to begin with...i just want to move on with my life...

and even though i kinda do...I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO READS THIS...

ps to anyone who pays mind to this:

IF I HEAR SHIT ABOUT WHAT'S ON HERE FROM SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE AN ACCOUNT, TRUST ME YOUR ASS IS MINE, DON'T FUCK WITH ME, YOU MIGHT THINK YOU KNOW WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF, BUT DO YOU REALLY??? AND IF YOU DO HAVE AN ACCOUNT, AND I DON'T FUCKING TALK TO YOU ON THAT LEVEL, AND I DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU BEING A HUMAN BEING, THEN FUCKING STAY AWAY...

DON'T FUCKING USE MINDSAY AS AN EXCUSE TO POKE INTO MY LIFE...STAY ON YOUR SIDE OF THE NET PAGE!!!

this is not a threat however, just my personal disclaimer...

HAVE a FUCKING great DAY!!!