Great Friends @ MindSay

A couple of my friends are hurting real bad right now and everytime I look at them it makes me sad. I don't know how to make it better and that hurts me. I want to make it better for them, but I can't...:( I don't know what to do or say about this it just makes me sad.

Last night made me happy though. I went to the choir concert. Sounded great. I still think Eric looks a little funny when he sings, but whatever helps him is cool. It was great. I got to hang out with Eric a little bit before during and after...Vicki made fun of me cuz we were kissing. It was funny. Gawd I love him. He is so freaking amazing!!! No one has no freaking idea. He looks cute with his haircut...his ears stick out more, but that is ok. He has cute ears!

I currently have Eric's ipod. I have been listening to it like all morning. I am sure he probably wants it back...but I like listening to his music...Secretly though. Don't tell him that..lol...all is cool!

Blah I am so bored right now. I have nothing to do...well Ih ave to go to my next class in like 15 minutes, but yeah other than that I have nothing to do...so blah.. I am listening to Come Sail Away by Styx. I like that song. It is good to listen to and to play. It is chill to listen to Jorje play it on his trumpet! He is such a great freaking trumpet player! Yeah...

Uh...so I am going to go now...uh...BYE ^_^

Well friends and fellow Mindsayers ... Once again, the fog has lifted, well sort of. But more importantly, the stress is gone! I have pretty much decided to stay at the new store. The people are great, the hours are perfect, in number and schedule ... So ... What's not to like? :D There is also a great likelihood that I'll get manager training ... which, though I have worked in such positions before, will be a good refresher for my infant business when that gets going ... sometime in the next few years. As I drove home today, I wenty past the former store, as I do both directions, and something occurred to me. I said out loud, "You made your choice, now you have to live with it." That was directed at the manager. Of course, he hasn't heard me say it yet, but ... he will. As for the real estate ... well ... I have a month or so to decide on that. I do not feel it has been a waste either way, since I learned a great deal through the adventure ... and, as  Sojourner is so fond of saying ... it's about the journey, not the destinations!   I love You guys!  hahaha

Now ... for today's song selection, I'm listening to Sting...

"If I Ever Lose My Faith In You"

You could say I lost my faith in science and progress
You could say I lost my belief in the holy church
You could say I lost my sense of direction
You could say all of this and worse but

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world
You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV
You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians
They all seemed like game show hosts to me

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

I could be lost inside their lies without a trace
But every time I close my eyes I see your face

I never saw no miracle of science
That didn't go from a blessing to a curse
I never saw no military solution
That didn't always end up as something worse but
Let me say this first

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

Going great and getting better

The days just pass right by

And I don't know about this letter

But I feel like I can fly

I've got great friends all around

And I laugh with them each day

Never taking for granted that sound

And just saying what I say

I've got a good thing going here

It's great to always have a smile

And I'll continue without fear

And I know this will last a while

Don't look back upon my past

Only looking, living for the now

And I'm not quite sure how to make it last

But I'm sure some day I"ll know how