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After a hot and long summer boys and girls came back in Gossip Girl Season 2.
In the first season,in the rich people school,everyone has its stories,and all ot these can't be missed by gossip girl.Between these arrogant girls,there are almost vanities and lies.
And the price of the DVDs of Gossip Girl Season 1 is about $35,and many young people buy the discs to watch on iPod,they have a video converter or iPod video converter to convert DVD to iPod or DVD to PSP.
And some teenagers watch GG on computer use a DVD ripper to rip DVD to avi and so on.And what is the next show in GG Season 2?Serena and Dan are apart - as are Blair and Chuck. Erik, likewise, is on his own.The show opened in the Hamptons. Serena is by herself. Nate is making out with his new older hottie…Everyone has his own life.
I think it was Shakespeare who wrote, "It isn't conscience but respectability that doth make cowards of us all." Our conscience may indeed prod us to desist in such activity, but our disinclination to offend (thus maintaining our "respectability") keeps us present. So what can we say about a people who will remain present, and risk offending God, in order not to offend another human?
The latest rumor - "I use this blog to bash my co-workers."
...I don’t know where to begin this one. How about, I expected this alot sooner.
It's been months since I gave a certain someone a link to this blog, always keeping in mind the spread of and exposure to the Gospel that permeates my entries. I must thank this person (and you know who you are) for inadvertently helping me in my endeavor and advertising my blog, even if it was in the form of gossip and you waited till now to tell everyone. If people are offended, it is because I tell it like the Bible says; these are not my words but the truth. Look it up yourself if you want. Point one.
Second Point- this is a blog, journal, diary, memoir, call it what you will. One major function of a blog is simply a place where one can "vent" their frustrations. I am not immune to them. Now, a concept that will be foreign to most people... Scripture talks about two kinds of anger: righteous and unrighteous. Anger and hatred against another person (or God Himself) is a sin (Luke 14:26, 1 John 2:11, 1John 4:20, James 1:20). Anger against sin, my own and those of others of which Satan blinds them to, is righteous anger that leads one to repentance and prayer (Lamentations 1:8) . This is what I "vent." This is a source of great frustration for myself. True Christians can relate - we must live and function in a world ruled by sin and the devil and at the end of the day no amount of washing can get rid of that feeling. Cursing, lusting, perverted jokes, drinking, smoking, drug abusing, pre-martial sex, fornication, abortion, lies, gossip, slander, homosexuality, false religion, witchcraft, hatred, envy, murder, need I go on....All these our society indulges and promotes, blind to the truth of God and His judgments on those who practice them. This is the source of my frustration. This is what drives me to my knees nightly to pray for them, which leads me to my next point.
Is is so wrong to pray for someone? To pray that God will open their eyes and heart to see the world and their ways for what they are - sins against a Holy God? In the bodies of my blogs I never mentions names (for obvious reasons) but God know of whom I speak for He knows the thoughts and hearts of all men. Those I mention in the prayers at the end of my blogs are those that Lord has put on my heart. They are what keep me up at night, at all hours of the night, praying to God on their behalf for whatever reasons; sickness, family issues, guidance, hopes and aspirations, etc. Later I can look back and give Glory to God when I see a prayer answered. Is that so wrong, I ask again, to pray for someone I care about? Apparently it is to some and in recent days I have felt the hostility as a result of all this. They hate me because I cared...?
"Rescue those being led away to death; hold back those staggering toward slaughter." ~Proverbs 24:11
I have, in conclusion, come to a sad part in my Christian walk. Discouraged, yes, but not defeated. I want to say I have taken up Jonah's perspective. He turned his back on Nineveh and said "Lord they do not deserve your mercy and grace." They have mocked your name, your words, and your servants. But ...was I once one of them? Yes. I, too, was once lost and did not know, did not care about truth and judgment, sin and damnation. But now I do and that doesn't make me better than them, no. They cannot say I am judgmental. I want to help. I see them making the same mistakes I did before I found Christ and the Lord has both blessed and cursed me with a big heart. It only comes natural to me to want to reach out and help them, warn them, show them, tell them, pray for them. Is that so wrong!?!?!
It is to be expected that they want none of me because "men love the darkness rather than the light" (John 3:19).
"A perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends". ~Proverbs 16:28
Because of recent days of gossip, cold shoulders, and silent treatments, the Lord has taken them off my heart. If they do not want me to pray for them, then I won't. But they are always in His Hands whether they know it or not, believe it or not, and therefore they are still not without hope.
"The love of God is greater far
Than tongue or pen can ever tell
It goes beyond the highest star
And reaches to the lowest hell." ~MercyMe
Ndosch
To live is Christ, to die is gain!
Philippians 1:21
Prayers - the crew who hate me, richard's mom, new career endeavor, God's will and work of salvation
Today is a new day,
So much has happened
Since I graduated High School
Party, Shopping, Boys, Pointless wanna be relationships
[[The word relationship as in boyfriend//girlfriend seems pretty lame itself]]
Many crazy nights with my so called "bestfriend"
That now seems so uncertain
Maybe we were never that close
Its scary.
I liked so many jerks
I have lost all hope
Sex is not everything
but it seems like it at times
Its not, but we talk so much about it.
...While talking to my friends
I got to a conclusion that scared me
That ii need affection, love
and maybe I'm looking or seeking for
It in the wrong places.
I don't mean it that way
It is true I am needy of Love.
And what?
No one can really do anything about it
At least, no other than myself.
I try to pretend that I can
That I'm happy but sometimes
It gets harder
Even to smile.
I make everyday a better day
I smile, I live
I want Love!!!!!!
I want love!!
I admit myself
I want love.
I don't want to be in the need of love
That would be pathetic.
Apparently, I am
That's just sad
Because I'm the coolest person ever
I'm nice and really friendly
Beyond average In a good way
Of course, hehe
But I'll wait maybe one day
I'll get lucky
and get the love that ii deserve.
xoxo a Gossip Girl.
I went by yesterday early afternoon and no one was there. So I went back at around dinner time last night hoping to catch them there w/ no boss lady around. It was dark and I pulled up into the driveway not really realizing that the van was not there. I knocked on the door and here comes a former coworker (one I'm not all that fond of) but if there was an ex coworker to run into it would be her because the first words from her mouth were "you didn't hear this from me, but ...."
The girl who jumped off the bridge on my watch attempted suicide two weeks ago for the fourth or fifth time and has now been permanently removed from the house. This made me very sad.
Two of the other original girls were in juvie for the weekend after stealing Jack Daniel and Peppermint Schnapps last Saturday and getting plowed (all this under the watch of the girl I worked with) .... the last I had heard they were not allowed into stores period anymore .... so my question is how did they get the stuff and where was their supervision? And why was I let go? And why is she still there? But this all explains why boss lady was at the house last Sunday.
They have a new girl who I have not met. And the only original girl that was not in trouble was in the van .... coming home from a day trip to Medford. In any case I did not get my stuff because none of it was to be found. But we were locked out of the office so it could be in there. I just left a message for boss lady telling her I need my stuff asap. Like now. I managed to sneak a note into one of the girls rooms that is in juvie .... letting her know I'm here if she needs me.
As I got several miles from the house I was passed by the van coming home from Medford. I almost turned around but decided not to .... I'll go back around dinner time tonight I think .... hopefully all the girls will be there.
I don't hurt so much anymore over the loss of this job .... just will be glad to have it put behind me. There is a part of me that worries still over the well being of the girls .... but understand now more than ever that they are going to be what they want and do what they want regardless of how hard we try to reach them. I just wish I could of touched their lives a bit more. Its all so bittersweet and it will take a while to understand what lesson I was to have learned from all of this.
Hoping everyone is enjoying their Sunday .....
Peace. J.
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