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My Final Good Bye To Micheal Jackson For Some Time
Everyone was shocked.  Of course I was to, yet it really did not hit me until that midnight Friday. When they started playing his slow songs when he was a little kid. The next morning I got up for work and driving to work and of course radio's on playing another slow song from him but  it's him older. I have to say I was tearing up. I just felt so awful, like my heart started to give and feel real weak. I know you guys are like come on Rory. yet I was thinking the same thing. Why was I feeling this way. I did not know him in person. Yet as long as he's been on t.v., since like he was 11 years old. Even before that he had to get where he was so now I'm actually not as surprised he died at the age he did.

I was talking to an old friend of mine last night he just got back from Utah and he was in the mountains and he did not get to hear much of what's going on. He worked practically 40 years of his life. Dancing all over the place singing all over the place. People using him left and right especially the dad, abusing him all those years physically and mentally. People call him Wacko Jacko but you know what he would not have turned out that way if people really gave him a chance to be human. Maybe that's why he loved kids so much more than he should have or whatever. He did not want them to go through the same thing that he did and all sorts of stuff.  Just listening to his songs. "Scream" Stop pressuring me. Or "Leave Me Alone" You could all see all sorts of stuff of what was going on and everything. his dad had the biggest affect on him, even when he was succeeding putting him down and also even made fun of his appearances. Maybe that's why he was never comfortable with the way he looked if you know what I mean.

There's just so much going on.Too many familiar people dying recently. I just felt like I really did lose a good friend and good childhood really did come from all his music. I feel bad no that there's going probably be pretty much an ordeal of what happen and whatever doctor is missing the speculations. Wonder what the  will is going to say. All sorts of stuff going on. yet I'm just glad he's FINALLY at PEACE even with people making fun of him and spitting on his grave and what not. He still did a lot more good than bad and with the way his life turned out he deserved a lot better from all of us. I have to keep remember to look at myself and wonder what I need to do to make this place a better place.



 
 
   
 

Psychotic Episode Over
Whew.

Friday totally made up for Thursday.  I don't regret posting about it, though.  Sometimes it's nice to just get stuff out.

It's also nice when the stuff just dissipates and goes away.

Work was good on Friday, the gym was good until I got a headache and just let myself go home, and then at the last minute, I dragged myself to services and I'm very glad I went.  The service was huge, we had a women's dinner on the 2nd floor which was really nice, and then MASS TRANSIT, NYU's premiere a capella group, sang to us for about 45 minutes.  And let me tell you; they were fantastic.  wow.  Some of 'em were cute, too ;).

And I talked to 'Josh', who is the senior in the group, because I wanted to know if anyone had invited them to sing at Relay yet, and they're already coming.  And as he felt like announcing to me, 'all single' (at least the 12 who were there that night), which means the boy who looked like an angel when he sang...damn :).  Probably a college sophomore, but I guess I could pretend :).

Basically, I'm better.  I'm trying to let things go and breathe and just remember that even if things suck temporarily, I have it pretty damn good.

*Strange moment of yesterday:  Opening my copy of AMNY (A.M. New York, for all you country bumpkins :p) waiting for the train, and seeing them interview three people about how they think the racial tension in New York is.  Do you know who the first person they interviewed was?  MASDEU.  Do you know who Masdeu is?  Oh, he's an NYU security guard who works in the building I used to live in.  How ridiculous is that?  Masdeu.  The guy I started calling MasDON'T after he was a jerk one night.  Ha ha.  How lame am I? But I looove Masdeu.  And there he was, in the paper.

And now...READING!!!!


**also of importance to note:  Zevu is home, and safe.  He was missing for over a week, and they thought a bear had gotten him, but he showed up, thin and scared, last night or Thursday night.  Thank G-d.
 
 
 

   
Gratitude Journal: Oct 16, 2007

1.  I'm grateful to have had a nice conversation with a friend who helped me sort out my experiences yesterday.

 

2.  I'm grateful that mother-in-law got her paycheck today.  It was over two weeks late!

 

3.  I'm grateful that my father-in-law finally got the reports he needs from his doctor to go forward with his disability claim.  He has post polio syndrome and DESPERATELY needs this to get done with.

 

4.  I'm grateful that payday is tomorrow!!!

 

5.  I'm happy I got to talk to several wonderful people today on the phone:  my mother, my mother & father in law, and my good friend Bertha!  I also got to talk to a lot of good friends on the instant messenger.

 
 
   
 

AARP
Seems like I just got done talking about Mike and his age etc, and I stumble upon this petition.
Whether you vote for him or not is not the issue.  Read these comments on this.  There is more to it but it's the principle of it all.  Dude needs signatures. 
Myspace is down as of a few minutes ago, but I actually found some really good stuff over there, buried as it were.  I'll shovel them out later to share. That is where I found the care2 petition info to begin with and it wasn't even in his blog.
hmmm.
 
 
 

   
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hahaha..... weeeird.  i'm in avoidant mode. 

plan to sign up for a yoga class, with all the touted health benefits and how it's totally up my alley, I can't believe I haven't tried it yet. 

I won't come back here until i get 3 resumes out, minimum. hopefully i can come back soon... heh.




 
 
   
 

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