Good Friendtrue Love @ MindSay 
H-You have a very good personality and looks.
E-You have a nice ass.
A-Damn good kisser.
T-You're loyal to those you love.
H-You have a very good personality and looks.
E-You have a nice ass.
R-Sexy thing!
E-You have a nice ass.
S-Easy to fall in love with.
T-You're loyal to those you love.
E-You have a nice ass.
S-Easy to fall in love with.
A- Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever
E- You have a nice ass.
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy thing!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do
Y- One of the best bf/g's anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find
~*Heather*~
Well the boys have two shows this week the 14th at fatdaddys and the 15th I kinda forget where that one is at. Then its off to atlanta for more recording. I am going to miss them terribly until they get home. I won't get woken up rudely at 6am and then be kept up. Which is a good thing, so now I can catch up with my sleep. I really will miss them. The Video tapping will be gone and thats a good thing. I really hate being on camera. I love to be on stage, but I hate the cameras if i don't see them were good.
much love
Later;)
- first i got the scare with my father...
- for the first time i was put in crutches
- i am getting the worst migraines/headaches
- just found out my mother has thyroid cancer
- i've come to realize that you don't need to speak to people so they can talk negative about you
- realized i really don't need any close friends, the farther the better
- love is an iffy thing, whether it's you or someone else
- friendships are weird as fuck when you're in college
- all guys want to do is get in your heart, it's so much easier when all they think about is sex...lmao...
- i love my amor, but man he can be stupid at times
- the ones you love and honestly love you back will be there through thick and thin
- sophomore year is a good time to stop any/all illegal activities
- i need a job, even though my man makes pretty good $$ for the both of us...lol...
Update! Firelight's photos are amazing! Just really wonderful photography.
Howdy Howdy all!
Okay, I will be the first to admit that I have been in what I believe was love. I will admit that just because I loved someone didnt mean that I would not hurt them, not intentionally mind you but I hurt them still. And hell who's to say that acting on that knee-jerk thing rather than taking a deep breath and thinking, thinking, thinking first isnt indeed intentionally hurting someone, even someone you love?
What about those times when you want to...I dont know....behave and do but the rug still gets pulled out from under you?
What keeps you from chunking the deuce and renouncing the whole setup?
What keeps you from just saying "I'm gonna get mine whether you get yours or not?"
Is it karma? Are we just performing so that we won't muck things up for our souls when the next stage(if you believe there is a next stage that is) comes?
If you go buck wild will that land you in a place akin to Purgatory or something? If so, do you care enough to live as if this Purgatory-like dive exists in the nethers?
Okay, you got me. I do try to behave so as not to pollute the universe with my psychic filth or junk energy as it were. I do believe that you get what you give as many religions teach. And so I reign in my baser emotions and motivations in an effort to keep my cosmic space as blemish free as possible. Where was I? Oh yes Love....
What makes me think I was indeed in love? I mean I have heard of
Parental Love-even when you mess up big time the best parents don't let you get off scott free but they dont write you off either..
Sibling Love-sure you think your brother or sis is full of beans but if someone else tries to stir their pot the gloves come off...
Friendship Love--You friends become family through shared experiences and when something pops off you can crash on their couch or munch vittles from their fridge with little or no yakety yak!
Societal Love--Your general concern for humankind (if you aren't a jerk or --insert vampiric political party of choice here--) You see someone in need of a buck, or a hug or even more a group in need of a check and you out of actual concern break them off a piece of your American dream Actualized.
LOVERS--this is the one.
Husbands and Wives (if they are lucky) are not just spouses but Lovers on some level.
Couples (ALL couples in love) should have this thing between them that ignites some spark (even after the relationship has passed the springtime stage and moved into winter).
I have felt that between me and another on occassion and I have wrapped myself around that feeling and let it burn me, burn me, burn me. I loved that feeling of familiarity couple with some small new-ness.
What happens if you loose that? Or if you never really have but press on into relationship territory? What then? Can it be cultivated...that spark?
I have heard that folks grow to genuinely and wholely love one another in the abscence of that spark.
I dont know if I believe it though. I mean if you have a general feeling of friendship with someone and they are really very good for you otherwise (you know-they encourage your creativity, make you feel good about who you are, and basically tell you what you know but need to hear periodically), then can that or rather should that be enough. Should you be greedy? Is that Greed?
They just don't set you off or give you that tingle--that quickening in the breast that you know is necessary for a real and true fit.
I don't know...maybe the holiday season is working me over and causing all this blah blah blah....
To Be Continued...
Poetry to the rescue.....
A Lady
You are beautiful and faded
Like an old opera tune
Played upon a harpsichord;
Or like the sun-flooded silks
Of an eighteenth-century boudoir.
In your eyes
Smoulder the fallen roses of out-lived minutes,
And the perfume of your soul
Is vague and suffusing,
With the pungence of sealed spice-jars.
Your half-tones delight me,
And I grow mad with gazing
At your blent colours.
My vigour is a new-minted penny,
Which I cast at your feet.
Gather it up from the dust,
That its sparkle may amuse you. --Amy Lowell
Goddess Bless
Howdy howdy all! Well, Well, Well, we are now at a sign that is near and dear to me and THEREFORE all of you. SAGITTARIUS is in the house ya'll and that means that I am in the House!
Feel free to start shopping early for my Christmas/Birthday gift--here's a hint I LOVE music and POETRY.
Oh what can I say about your fun-loving adult the Centaur? Well if you thought the Libras were a good bunch then you ain't seen nothing yet! Now your Archers love have a good time and they simple LOVE a good party and a TON of travel. But be careful if you decide to go on a trip with them, They are up with the Chickens and turn in when the LAST person leaves! All you have to do is tell them when and where and they will likely plan the whole thing and then beat you to said location! How about some basics...
| Symbol: The Archer | Ruling Planet: Jupiter |
| Element: Fire | Cross/Quality: Mutable |
| Group: Theoretical | House Ruled: Ninth |
| Polarity: Positive | Opposite Sign: Gemini |
| Favorable Colors: Purple & Blue | Lucky Gem: Turquoise |
| Key Body Part: Hips & Thighs | Period: Nov.22 - Dec.21
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KEYWORDS: philosophical, broad-minded PHRASE: I UNDERSTAND
Independent, honest, optimistic, friendly, driven, freewheeling, free spirit, good-humored, casual, forthright, philosophical, restless, un-inhibited, adventurous, intuitive, but can be self-righteous, rebellious, irresponsible, careless, inaccurate, superficial, impulsive, outspoken, candid,
About the only thing your Archers love as much as travel is LEARNING and as you can tell by me, some of them tend to be career students. Dispite their ease in social situations they can be fiercly independent and tend to spend most of their travel time solo (story of my life). One of the things that they have to worry about is the tendency to be too impulsive and many are highly susceptible to suggestion( I am an advertiser's DREAM ya'll). Because they are so independent they tend to be a little on the fickle side when it comes situations they may feel might tie them down (until they are shot by cupid that is--they have a real heavy romantic streak that they disguise lest others know that they sit about nights pining and penning verses of prose in homage to the object of their affections). You might notice that I put a little poem on every entry as a little gift to my unrequitted love interest (all together now AWWWW).
Now the Ninth house is where your Sagittarians shine through. It is the house of philosophy. Long journeys and foreign countries. The search for a power greater than yourself. Many enjoy alternative religions and their opposite sign is Gemini (which is debatable because I adore a certain Gemini you all know as Tristaprez )
Optimistic and freedom-loving
Jovial and good-humored
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical
Blindly optimistic and careless
Irresponsible and superficial
Tactless and restless
- LIKES
- Traveling
- getting to the heart of the matter
- Freedom
- Laws and meanings
- the general 'feel' of things
- DISLIKES
- Off the wall theories
- being tied down domestically
- Being constrained
- cooling your heels
- bothered with details
Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence. They have both profound and widely ranging minds, equipped with foresight and good judgement, and they can be witty conversationalists. They love to initiate new projects (they make excellent researchers) and have an urge to understand conceptions that are new to them. they think rapidly, are intuitive and often original.
They are strong-willed and good at organizing, a combination that gives them the ability to bring any project they undertake to a successful conclusion. Their generosity can be balanced by their extreme care at handling their resources.
Let's Talk About Love
Sagittarians are ardent, sincere and straightforward in love, normally conventional and in control of their sexual natures. Yet if thwarted, they may easily allow their failure to embitter their whole lives or they may revenge themselves upon the opposite sex by becoming cynically promiscuous. They are more apt then the average to make an uncongenial allianceIf their marriages are successful, they will be faithful spouses and indulgent parents; but their innate restlessness will inspire them to use even the most satisfying ménage as a base from which to set out on their travels. They need to fell free.
In other personal relationships they are reliable, seldom betraying any trust given to them. They can, however, be impulsively angry and both male and female Sagittarians know how to be outspoken and exactly what expressions will hurt their adversaries most. On the other hand they are magnanimous in forgiving offenses and are responsible when looking after the elderly in the family.
They are natural teachers and philosophers with a talent for expounding the moral principles and laws which seem to explain the universe. This gift enables them to be successful churchmen on the one hand and scientists on the other.
The vices to which Sagittarians are prone are anger they tend to flare up over trifles; impatience - they want to rush every new project through immediately and demand too much of colleagues who cannot work at the pace they require; and scorn of the inadequacies of others while expecting fulsome recognition of their own efforts. They may in one sense deserve recognition, because in completing a major project they will sacrifice their health and family relationships; in their family's eyes they may merit condemnation.
That is all for now ya'll--What do you think...was this me?
How about some poetry...here goes...(still, still, still, you are on my mind)...
Love's Infiniteness
If yet I have not all thy love,
Dear, I shall never have it all;
I cannot breathe one other sigh, to move,
Nor can intreat one other tear to fall;
And all my treasure, which should purchase thee--
Sighs, tears, and oaths, and letters--I have spent.
Yet no more can be due to me,
Than at the bargain made was meant;
If then thy gift of love were partial,
That some to me, some should to others fall,
Dear, I shall never have thee all.
Or if then thou gavest me all,
All was but all, which thou hadst then;
But if in thy heart, since, there be or shall
New love created be, by other men,
Which have their stocks entire, and can in tears,
In sighs, in oaths, and letters, outbid me,
This new love may beget new fears,
For this love was not vow'd by thee.
And yet it was, thy gift being general;
The ground, thy heart, is mine; whatever shall
Grow there, dear, I should have it all.
Yet I would not have all yet,
He that hath all can have no more;
And since my love doth every day admit
New growth, thou shouldst have new rewards in store;
Thou canst not every day give me thy heart,
If thou canst give it, then thou never gavest it;
Love's riddles are, that though thy heart depart,
It stays at home, and thou with losing savest it;
But we will have a way more liberal,
Than changing hearts, to join them; so we shall
Be one, and one another's all. --John Donne
Goddess Bless
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