Good Bye @ MindSay

Well, it looks as if Encyclopedia Dramatica and 4Chan have both kicked the bucket. Now there is no point in being on the interwebs.

Fuck you, Internet, and good bye.

HA HA, DISREGARD THAT

GOOD BYE

 

When you said I love you

When you held me tight and said I will never let go

When you said I wont let you go

When you said I'll try harder

When you looked in my eyes

When you said trust me

 

Did you mean it?

 

When you took my virginity

When you came in side

When you took your hand and slid it down my thighs

When you talked to me like never before

When you told me things

When you kissed all over me

 

Did you mean it?

 

When our lips became one

When we slept through the sun

When I gave myself to you

When you said forever

When you no one will take you away

When you called me baby

 

Did you really mean it?

 

I meant what I said and I trusted you too.

But for some reason you broke my heart in two.

When you said forever I guess you left out  the truth.

When you said I love you I guess you meant I like you to.

When you looked into my eyes you were really looking for her.

I guess I was the sucker and you got off on that.

So when I say Did you mean it Im really saying good bye.

Why they call it true love is be on me.

You didn't feel a thing for me and I just couldn't see.

What your eyes were really saying to me. 

 

So when I say Did you mean it. I really do mean Good Bye.

 

---Cotton Picker

 

First off, I would like to apologize to my family.  I am soo sorry.  In my defense, I can only say that I have been going through some soul searching.  It's been very hard, especially with the wedding coming up.  I do want all of my family there and their support, I love you all!!!!!!  I just feel like I get backed in to a corner when I talk about the wedding with some family and I cry about it because I feel like I'm letting you down and can't have what I want.  I just want enough respect that if I say or we say we're going to do it this way there should be no more discussion about it and that's what I or we decide to do.  That's all.  I just want my families respect.  Because I feel put-down, like I have to make everyone happy but me.

I'm sorry to Angel, you are my sister.  I should not have said what I said.  I know you weren't always the greatest role model for me but you still are my sister.

To my other sisters, I'm sorry.  Some days I wish you would call me and ask how I'm doing, how I'm feeling.  And I know I could and probably should do the same.  I love you all.

One last thing, dukkies has been as supportive as he can.  But as he says "I can only show you the doors in life, its you that chooses to walk through any of them."

And Finally I say my good-bye.  I hope that you all can find a way to forgive me.  I won't be posting on any blog or going on any blog type thing including myspace.  I might come to read what is replied but I will not reply back.  I might be back on after the wedding but until then good-bye...........................................

From Me To You

good bye 06 you went so fast, hello 07 put up your feet and stay awhile...

Well I knew it would happen someday. I am moving the Femigog Files to a new home! Dont panic I wont go far and I wont shut this one down completely until I move some of the Posts that are near and dear to me to the new location...

 

I think I found a forum better suited to my Femigog needs and I think on Mindsay I tend to Censor myself to a great degree (if you can believe that!) and I think I found a place where I can really let loose and talk outta both sides of my neck if you catch my drift.

 

Now my new spot is totally raw and all Femigog All the time so be aware that it IS indeed un-censored and completely out there and TOTALLY ME all the way...that being said

 check the link to the right titled Sable Feminist News if you are interested....

 

I really appreciate the audienc I had at this site and totally Dig ya'll for putting up with my attitudes and language and hope that you will check me out at my new blog home....peace

French a Sistah and be as safe as one can!