Gone @ MindSay

Fuck love
fuck life
fuck this
why bother

The most right thing I ever felt turns out to be wrong.

I can't live with that.

I'm gone.

I noticed somethin' while lookin' around Mindsay again.

Most of the people I used to talk to on a regular basis are no longer active.

It's kind of sad that they're gone.

I know people make new friends, move on to a new place, but from time to time... it's nice to come back and catch up on things. I know i've made new friends, lost friends (haven't spoken to hadden in fuckin' months), I left, I came back, I left again...and I came back.

I'd like to catch up with people, but who? They're all gone. I miss you guys.

I keep having the same stupid dream that a squirrel is biting my toe? I wake up in the dream and hear this crunching sound and Nina Simone is not to be found, instead this stupid squirrel is eating my toe.

What’s it mean?

 

I hate you. I hate you Andy. I hate all of you who have left me alone. always when I needed you the most. all with no reason at all. no explanation. fuck you. you have hurt me too much. it's over. im done with you. you are not a friend. friends don't leave. it hurts, but it will turn to anger and i will not think of you. you are not worth the time or space you've taken up. yer not worth my life. goodbye forever.I hope someone fucks you over as you have me, so then you'll know how it feels.

I broke up with Drake, and
Drake told Marcus that he shouldn't be my friend.

I barely even know her, and
She told Andy that he shouldn't be my friend.

I told him I was upset, and
Andy told Russel that he shouldn't be my friend.

I gave him another chance, and
Nick told Tom that he shouldn't be my friend.


For who knows why, and
they listened.