
Ghost Of You @ MindSay 
it's like I bear a crushing weight
with your synthetic pills that keep you inches above the ground
and your apathetic face
but I won't let you drag me down
I wasn't the one who paid for this diamond and rust crown
as a little girl, I used to ask Jesus for scarlet ribbons
but instead he gave me you
but the way you hold that medicine bottle like truth is all opinions
it makes me wanna cry out to you
that God is the only thing that could ever satisfy
whatcha gonna do when the only thing left is that empty look in your eye
the shade of crimson your face turned in the cold winter air
the sound of water hitting porcelein in the bathroom light glare
compared to the now trance-like hypnosis of your stare
it's a burden of chains and padlocks that I can hardly bear
will you forever sail into that setting sun
and be drownded in the tide
and convince yourself eternally that it was all for nothing
that "some guy" was crucified
or will you see the dangerous love he had for you
and that some silly little girl feels that same love for you, too
well seeing as waterfli isn't coming on anytime soon i guess it's my turn again today...and i will bore you by talking about umm...the songs i write! yes there we go, songs:).
now if you've read my previous post on wiltedflame (lmao i can't get over how i gave him such a pretty boy name sorry back to the post) i put in a song. ano, i think that one was 'why can't i be the one'. i write a lot of songs sorta like that some are about love, some are the pressure in life, some are death around us (like relatives dying), some are about apathy, and some are just for the sake of venting emotions and being all 'emo' as my friend um...BuffyMcHuge would say.
See im totally capable of making awesome names for people;). ok fireflower back on track for the poor unsuspecting readers...
ANYWAYS, yeah i thought i'd share with you some song lyrics or at least my favorite as of today. Well i'll share with you the chorus of 'Ghost of You' because it's DawnShowers fav (love you hon) and the chorus of 'Lying Beneath' because it's new and i love it So first Ghost of you:
"I feel the ghost of your breath
I hear the ghost of your voice on the wind
I fear the ghost of your death
I realize loving a ghost is a sin
But I see you once in a while
I long for the ghost of you
When I see the ghost of your smile
I’m haunted by the ghost of you"
Like it? i sure hope so:P and now onto 'Lying Beneath'
This ain’t right
This ain’t real
This is only for tonight
So why does it feel
So right lying beneath the stars
So real your hand in mine
So good cradled in your arms
So familiar lost in your eyes
So cold without you by my side
Yet so warm, with you in my sight
So complete what you feel inside
Beneath the cover with you tonight
hope you like that one to:P anyways just to you know let you know it is COVER without an S so it's NOT coverS like sheets it's a metaphor for cover as is like mask or facade, a front that we have to keep up to be accepted. and it's beneath this cover that they feel so together and happy and in love
<-------like that, lol. and these are both for two seperate stories that im working on the first is for (you guessed it) a story called Ghost of You and the second is for a trilogy called Lying Beneath Auroras. so yeah i hope you like it and if you know you want me to be happy you could reply and talk about how good/bad i am at song writing or i could tell you bout my stories im more than happy too.:)
you can always fine me here lying in my field of fireflowers

