Gave Up @ MindSay

Morgan has a .357 to my head...she says she'll fire if I don't post this....

 

Uh, what I mean is that xrainbows4everx’s poetry inspired me to subject you to this--I ordinarily keep this kind of stuff to myself. So, really, you should yell at her rather than me.

 

Gave Up

 

I gave up the dreaming

dreams never came true

and the constant crushed fantasies

made me feel blue

 

I gave up on hoping

it was just disappointment

that never had chances

of being anointment

 

I gave up on love

because nobody cared

and the pain of rejection

just made me too scared

 

I gave it all up

to avoid all the pain

which I will forego

if it makes me insane

 

Sure it pretty much sucks

and my life is a mess

and giving up hurts

but at least it hurts less

 

 

Yeah, yeah, I know--I should stick with the stupid shit I usually post.

Hi!!!I made another poem because my teacher told us that we didn't really follow the directions or didn't do it right,so here it is:

Whenever I walk,
If I see you there,
Although you're not,
Because you don't care,
I gave you my heart and my body.

Wow, I haven’t been on here in a LONG time. There’s been quite a bit going on I guess…

 

Uhm…that cute boy? I gave up on him...he’s just not the type for me I guess. I heard some things about him that I really don’t like. AND he’s such a flirt with a lot of the girls…already. And he’s only been at ER since school started. He just kind of disappointed me, because I thought he would’ve been different. I guess I’m proving myself right—all boys are the same.

 

School is going alright. I hate chemistry…but on a test I didn’t study at all for, I got a 96 percent. Pretty amazing, huh?

 

Friday I got called a bitch by my dad…once again. I mean it’s not like I haven’t heard it enough, I’m just kind of sick of it now. Bleh it’s stupid. I’ve talked about emancipation with many of my friends, but I could NEVER do it because my whole family (including my grandparents) would disown me.

 

My mom’s worried about me. She thinks I’m going to commit suicide or something…just because I spend a lot of time in my room. UHM! That’s because I don’t wanna get yelled at by my dad! DUH!

 

My weekend was amazing. I think I laughed more than I have in a long time.

 

I can’t wait for deer hunting. My cousin Josh is going again this year! WOO HOO!

 

My friends are the best thing that has happened to me in my entire life.

 

I’m sick of work.

 

AND homecoming for us is Friday. I don’t think I’m actually going to go to the game…I took the day off, but I’m most likely going to just spend the night hanging out with friends and stuff. It’s going to be amazing.

 

This is beginning to be a blog about nothing, so I’m just going to kinda stop. I will blog later…

 

<3 Nicole

Well, Yesterday was great. I got to see Brigette...I showed up at her house at about 6ish and i gave her a rose...I just wanted to because she deserved one and i got her one because i could...she told me when i gave it to her that i didnt have to...i know i didnt have to but i wanted to..Then we went out to eat...it was great just being with her...the date was just perfect in everyway...After that we walked on the beach for a bit and hung out...and it was great...the date couldnt have been any more perfect...The date ended perfectly...i took her home and it was just a great date all round. I love her so much...Well that is all bye...

 

Paul "kazuo" Loftis

The Mongoose

I'm procrastinating by writing in here..... so...... I'm screwed for my history exam . I think I'll just give up now. Last time I gave up I got an 80 something so hopefully it works out the same way (if that makes sense).

 

Anyway, I can't wait until Friday. I love you Aaron