Fucking Bitch @ MindSay

i fucking hate my mother.
i just really, fucking hate that fucking bitch.

words honestly can't describe the hate i feel right now.


maybe this can describe it:
"When love is suppressed, hate takes its place."
-Havelock Ellis

I argued with my mum again last night. I'm so fucking annoyed with her. Suddenly out of the blue she set all these fucking rules on me. Can only go out twice week. No 18 rated DVDs or games. No alcohol in the house.

 

Fucking bitch.

 

Tried to talk to her about it yesterday but it just ended if another fucking argument. As far as I'm concerned she's being fucking unreasonable. And then she began complaining about my fucking friends saying that their not real friends and that they are bad associations. Well fuck you you cunt.

 

Other than that i really wanna a girlfriend but there is noone i feel comfortable about asking out. I'm too fucking shy and unconfident. Fucking prick. I've also been hating myself recently. I hate the way i fucking look, how i fucking talk and how i fucking act. I need a fucking drink.

 

Anyway,

 

'I have every right to hate you'

straight girls.

you fucking conceited bitch.

She's at it again.

 

This bitch is going down.

 

Yes, of course I'm talking about Charlene. Who else?! Sherwin took matters into his own hands on Wednesday - he took her rosters and literally ripped them up, then redid them all so that they were better. And absolutely everybody was happier with them!! But noo...Nick (our store owner) put her back on the fucking rosters, so everybody's up creek again!!

 

We're doomed!! And what's worse is that Sherwin's just about ready to give up!! While yesterday he was telling me that he's not going to let one lazy bitch take him down, today Erin told me that he was ready to quit. I got him to drive me home, and the whole way here we were just talking about her, and how something needs to be done. To prove a point, we started a 'petition' at work in something like two minutes, just to show him who's on his side. Basically it would be all the best crew (actually, most of the crew) and the entire management team (as Paulie - he's a manager - so excellently put it).

 

Something has to be done!!

 

I can't take this anymore!! Seeing Sherwin on the verge of giving up almost reduced me to tears!! I feel like there's nothing left to be done!! He's tried everything, but it just isn't working. But Mum pointed out that although he has the whole crew on his side, nobody else has been saying anything. We need to speak up. We need to be heard.

 

This bitch...

 

...is going...

 

down.

 

xoxo