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Hi Everyone,

It has been awhile since I've posted anything. First because of the fridge ass weather, then because of sickness. I seem to have outlasted the fricking frigid weather, however the sickness still has a good hold on my ass and doesn't seem to want to let go of it.

My family doctor admitted me to the hospital on the 2nd of march because of some stroke/heart attack like symptoms that I was experiencing.

After they got through prodding and poking me, in their usual medical manner, they ruled out the stroke and heart attack thing and blamed my symptoms on this infernal infection that I have been fighting with for way to god damned long now.

Anyway, I laid my ass up in a hospital bed from the second of March until the fifth of April gobbling up god only knows what kind of fricking pills and with a fricking IV needle stuck in my damned arm.

I just got released yesterday, the fifth of April, and decided I had better update my blog before MindSay deleted the fucker like they did all of my past replies.

OK, so now that I have been cured (?) of that I have to get my ass back to the same fricking hospital that I just got out of at 08:45 Hrs R in the morning and do some "Pre-Op" registration so that My bone doctor can go whacking on my fricking knee on the 8th of this month.

I thank that fucker is planning to remove some diseased bone and then sew me back up. Hopefully that will cure all of my medical woes and I'll heal up mice and proper without losing my leg from the knee down.

Now, in the event that that surgery doesn't do the trick and he actually has to go ahead with the unspeakable, and remove my leg, I am starting to do some research into selling human body parts and tissue.

I figure, as long as a whole body is worth well over 200K, that a lower leg ought to be worth between 6 and 10 K.

I also figure that if I wind up having to lose it that I ought to be able to at least be able to reap the financial rewards for myself as opposed to some medical tissue company making a killing on my lose.

I know all of that sounds a bit morbid but at least that way I could be sure my final expenses are gonna be covered.

Well enough about all of that. If any of you guys have an extra prayer or two stashed away I'd sure be grateful if you were to send it my way as I kneed all the extra help that I can get right now.

God Bless all of you guys, and don't any of you fuckers ever do anything as fucking STUPID as what I did... Drinking and Driving DO NOT MIX.

I'm not too sure just how long I'll be hospitalized for this knee surgery so I can't say when I'll be updating my Blog again but as soon as I can I'll toss out a few more words to let all of you know what's going on.

OH YEAH, just in the odd event that someone starts making posts on here and claiming that I gave them my password to access my account to update you guys on my situation..., PLEASE feel free to call the mother-fucker a bold faced liar and then let DUSTBALL know that someone has cracked my account and is making fraudulent entries on it. 

Love all of you guys Boo.

EDITED 25 Apr 2010:

OK, I made it through that ordeal fairly well. I am now one patella short of a pair and I still have an open wound on my knee that requires the use of a thing called a Wound V. A. C. but so far it looks like the infection is gone. I'll know more after my appointment in the first week of May.

With her wrists were bound behind her, he attached her collar and led her by a leash to a hardwood table and pressed her to lay down on her side. She averted her eyes and turned slightly as he reached for a short leather strap. He wound the strap around her ankles, tightened it, making her arch her back sharply as the other end of her leash, running down her back, was fastened to the ring on the ankle strap. With her head held back and her back arched, her mouth, breasts and hips were easily accessible as she was displayed on the table.

 She glimpsed him quickly then closed her eyes to submerse herself in his use of her. There was comfort and pleasure in imprisonment, in shameful behavior . There was a honeyed addiction to the shame, a revealing, sinful intimacy looking into the eyes of the one using you . . . Seeing the pleasure . . .feeling the pleasure . . .and, most of all going further floating on the ache, like an addict who needs the intercourse of the narcotic . . . a sensational reality illuminated.

He pet her slit and she tried to purr for his pleasure, pressing her cunt to his hand. Instead of opening her and fingering her, he continued to pet and she whimpered in protest, again for his pleasure. She opened her eyes watching him impatiently . . .she was wet and very willing and waited for penetration of her cunt . . .her ass . . .and opened her mouth when he saw her looking at him. He took a riding crop he had set near and swatted soft skin inside her thighs sharply . . .punishment for being impatient and a sting of reward . . .she twisted happily on her leash . . . impatient still

He unrolled a thick soft violet towel he placed near her where she could see the intimate implements he'd chosen . . .thick . . .glassy . . .curved . . .long . . .blunt . . .two were frightenly small, knowing their specialty . . . Then the leathers . . .she moaned knowing that she'd be marked at some point, a false climax . . .something cruel, just for her and him, then he'd . . .

He pet her moments longer . . . she tried to release the tension in her and watched his eyes as he examined her body . . .then took a breath and held it as his fingers slid between her cheeks and his finger pressed . . .sensuous cruelty . . .

She realized that he was waiting for her to relax, and gave in . . . seconds ticked . . .however long he wanted, and she waited . . .and tried to whimper her submission . . .instead, she ached more and she wanted to huff . . .he stood quietly looking at her displayed . . .she forced herself to relax . . .more seconds . . .

She finally gave in and lost the sharp focus of her eyes . . .as he again pet her slit and opened her ever so little . . . touching the cream of her

Relaxed, she turned her head as a tiny surge of her clit lit through her . . .his softest touch seemed to send volts through her skin making her shiver . . . . . .an imperceptible kiss on her lips, after removing his hand . . .and she shivered . . .this time it was because the warm warm sex scented air around her, was disturbed by the door opening behind him. She watched as several men and women, dressed in business attire came and stood closely. She looked at him and her eyes widened . . .she could feel their visual examination of her, hear the comments between them . . . she thought too of the things he's allowed her to see as he unrolled them from the towel . . .

 . . . quickly looked to see two rubber maids standing near . . . probably there to restrain and hold her at some point  . . . their eyes were bright, anticipating the scene, their breasts pushed out by the PVC corset, their cunts shaved and swollen . . .  red, red fingernails . . .

He'd calmed her, seduced her freedom . . . a masterful ambush . . .

 . . . her heart raced and she felt the heat rush through her thighs and tummy . . .and whimpered clearly as she watched him prepare her blindfold, another surprise . . .she slipped into the depthless black as he tied it tightly . . .her only connection to the world was the image of the others examining her . . .and waiting to respond to the sensations he was about to begin . . .

 . . . moments passed . . .

"I Like It Rough"

Your love is nothing I can't fight,
Can't sleep with the man who dims my shine.

I'm in the bedroom,
With tissues and when,
I know you're outside banging then I won't let you in.
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world,
And I'm a hard girl,
Loving me is like chewing on pearls.

[Chorus:]
You've got me wandering why I,
I like it rough I,
I like it rough I,
I like it rough. [x2]

Won't go without my fix tonight,
It's a little too rough.
Prom girl wipes her tears with silver lines.
And she can't get enough.

I'm in the bedroom,
With tissues and when,
I know you're outside banging then I won't let you in.
'Cause it's a hard life, with love in the world,
And I'm a hard girl,
Loving me is like straightening curls.

[Chorus]

I'm shiny and I know it,
Don't know why you wanna blow it,
Need a man who likes it rough, likes it rough, likes it rough. [x2]

Is it because you don't mean it?
Or because I don't feel it?
Yes it's rough. [x2]
(Lady Gaga)

I am listening 

Is this what you're trying to say?  

I'm never leaving, for "you" I stay

Run and run, until you catch 'we'

  I'm not leaving

Shine brighter with me

(Pearl Darling)

Jeanne settled deeply into his bed and slid her hand along him in the dark, putting her arm around his neck.  She felt his face close to hers and giggled at the things he whispered to her and she relaxed.  This morning had been a lifetime ago, the munch had been only a few hours ago and now she was nude,  and in a mans bed who made her giggle by reminding her she owned no clothes.  It would be wise to not drift in the sensation . . .not disappear in the intoxication of being used . . .but then you shouldn't have gone surfing in the first place if you didn't intend to ride the wave, or drown . . .  He pushed her on her back, feeling his first kiss on her cheek . . . She turned her face toward him and returned his second kiss and tightened her hold around his neck and settled deeper into the pillow with him  . 

Kisses . . . He traced her lips with his fingertip . . .another kiss and another . . . another . . .they shared the same breaths and she moaned softly softly  when she caught her breath and felt him nuzzle her neck.  He put his hand on her hips and brought her closer where she was lying along the length of him and drew her leg between his as he kissed her again.  She felt her face flush and put her hand to the back of his head and drew his face to her and kissed him again.   He raised up where he could fondle her breasts and she arched her back just enough to feed him one nipple then the other. . . Kisses . . .

He relaxed and turned her to spoon up against him, reached and turned her face again for a good night kiss.  She adjusted the pillow   . . . Felt his arm slide over her and slept.  Jeanne woke and saw glimpses of light around the curtains.  She hadn't moved all night and woke up just as he had her lay against him.   She moved a little and dozed  . . .slowly turned to face him, peeked to see he wasn't quite awake either, and snuggled closer burying her head back to the pillow.   She felt him stir and peeked to see him resting on his elbow as he watched her trying to blink her eyes into focus . . .a soft good morning kiss, which she turned into a pout as he slid away.   She woke up and stretched a bit as he stepped away. 

He sat next to her and she waited for her command, for the protocol.  She should have anticipated, moved to care for him . . .but  . . .instead he sat and lingered and she watched him look at how the bedcovers outlined her . . .

"What would you have of me?"  She should have gotten up, found her position.  He said nothing but looked at her outline again.  She smiled and took a breath and slid the covers off her breasts and watched him examine her.

"Why not linger here with me?"  She lay on her side and raised the covers slowly and followed his eyes from her breasts . . .tummy . . .hips  . . . As his eyes looked at her cunt, she drew up one knee and opened her legs more where he could see her slit. 

"Come back to bed.  Put yourself in my hands."  Jeanne held the covers high and spread herself a bit more as he slid next to her.  He took the covers and peeled them back for the length of her.  She rolled on her back, spread her legs and awaited his inspection.  He began by fondling her breasts, rolling her nipples between his fingers . . . She arched her back to fill his hand.   He caressed her tummy for only a moment, then  filled his hand with cunt, spread her open and fingered her  . . . She looked as he kept his eyes on her cunt, raised her hips gently and spread her legs wide . . . She turned on her side and drew her leg up where he could slide his hand all along the crack of her ass, then reached and spread her cheeks for his visual pleasure.   Her cunt was sore and stinging and she took his hand and pressed it deeper until the honeyed fire warmed her thighs.  She took his cock in her hand and stroked him as he fingered her and looked closely at the pink of her cunt.  Mmmmm  . . . she loved showing pink . . . it was sweet shame, spreading your pussy and seeing a man look between your legs . . . pink . . .  It made her creamy.

She raised up out of the sweet warm spot of the bed and caressed his cock as she sat on the side of the bed.   "Wait here for me".  She leaned over and kissed the head of his cock as his fingers opened and fingered her for a moment more.   She went and ran the shower until the steam began to collect near the ceiling and went back and found him on his back . . .his cock saluting . . . She laughed and leaned over and took it in her mouth until she felt him begin to move it in and out . . .

She laughed again as he protested and she lead him by the hand and put him in the shower.  She whispered a sinful promise and began soaping a washcloth and pushing him under the much more than warm water.   She soaped his back, and legs . . .his chest and tummy . . .then knelt in front of him, soaped the washcloth until it was soft and slick and washed his hips, thighs and took minute after minute caressing his cock and his heavy sack . . .

He was expecting more and protested again when she raised up and offered him the wash cloth.  He took her hands and placed them on the shower head and began bathing her . . . She kissed him as his hand went between her legs and again when he slid his hand between her cheeks.   She turned and set on the ledge and spread her legs wide and offered him a razor.   He pet her slit, spread her cheeks and she placed her arms around her neck as he opened her cunt, fingered her and stroked the razor to shave her cunt smooth . . .  She reached and pushed his fingers deeper and fed the coals of the soreness.  He opened her . . .spread her . . .and ran his hands between the slit of her cunt and the crack of her ass . . .the hot water kept them warm and the steam carried her scent as she moaned each time the razor stripped her cunt.

She breathed deep, drew his head to her nipples and took the razor from him.   He protested and she pleaded sweetly again as she stroked his cock . . .and had him look at her now without the trimmed curls.

She dried him and led him back to the bed and placed him against the headboard and put a pillow behind him, smiling to herself as she mimicked Marisol's 'technique'.   He took her nipples into his mouth and guided her hand to his cock.   She straddled him and put her arms around his neck and whispered to him to be still.  She giggled as she felt his cock stiff against her tummy, then began rubbing her cunt against him as she raised up . . .She marked him with her scent as she rubbed her cunt over his tummy . . .his chest and then stood where her cunt was in front of his face . . .

She released his hands, reached and opened her pink wide and fed him . . .he grabbed her hips and pushed his tongue between her labia and found her clit.  She held his head and pressed and moved to where his tongue was covered in the creamy flow of her.   He moved his tongue along her slit to her ass and then licked the cream from her as she shivered and pressed to him more . . . He sucked her clit and pushed a finger in her ass and fingered her until she shivered again and again.   The surges of her clit, the ache and sweet pain blended into an overload and she finally cried out, unable to tear his mouth from her or bearing to have it absent.   She relaxed slightly,  and sat back to his lap and kissed him again and again, still holding his head in her hands . . .

She blushed at the shameful compliment he paid her and raised up briefly as he kissed her cunt again . . .

She began by kissing his mouth, face, neck  . . .his nipples and his chest . . .

She took his cock firmly in her grip and gave him a moment to settle back into the pillow, then took his cock into her mouth . . .using her hand to keep it where she wanted it, she put her tongue into the hole of the tip then sucked it gently at first then took it into her mouth.   She knelt straddling him and sucked his cock . . .caressed his sack and felt it tighten as she took first one ball into her mouth then the other.  She relaxed and took her time . . .sucking and running her tongue over the tip and along the soft underside . . .continuing until she felt his hips move and begin slowly fucking her mouth . . .she sucked harder and put her tongue in the tiny hole to get the taste of precum . . . She reached and guided his hand to her cunt and smeared his fingers with cream and pushed until his fingers were fucking her in the same way he was fucking her mouth . . .

She felt him stiffen and held the head between her lips . . .and moaned loudly for his pleasure as he came in a flood and filled her mouth . . .she ran her tongue through the cum, pursed her lips and sucked as the second surge came. . . . He watched her open her mouth just enough to see it filled with cum  . . .swallowed and then sucked again . . .swallowed again with her tongued covered  . . .

He relaxed and she stroked his cock and sucked the tip until he twisted and turned.  She lay him on his back and fondled his balls . . .his sack was tight and began to smooth . . .she let him watch as she examined his cock and sack . . . Running her hands between his legs and taking her visual pleasure , stroking and measuring the thickness by putting her fingers almost around it . . .

She lay down and pressed her body the full length of his and curled up in his arms and kissed him for another sinful compliment he paid her.   Reaching down and pulling the covers back over them , he held her closer yet and kissed her mouth over and over . . . Softer then softer . . .she ached and felt the wet sticky flow between her thighs . . .her mouth the thick taste of his cum . . .

Lingering for a moment  . . .they slept again.

That BITCH in heat!!  Jeanne thought.  The warmth from the second bottle of wine, full tummy and the fire seeped deeply where the soreness floated on top of the ache.  She'd relaxed, sitting close to her master, when Marisol raised up, knees spread further apart, and adjusted his pillow.  First having him sit up which put her easily within reach and near his face.   He could hardly resist a hand full of her soft cunt  or purse his lips around a nipple that was only an inch away.

"That bitch!"   Jeanne sat there in disbelief.  Marisol was re-adjusting the pillow, again!  Now straddling his waist, both arms around his neck and pulling on the pillow, putting her breasts within easy access.  He would remain properly "pillowed" and could suck her nipples easily as she kissed and nuzzled his neck.  Her hand could easily grip and stroke his cock, fondle his balls as he sucked her nipples or kissed her mouth.  His hands were free to caress her tummy, her cunt or simply caress her hips and spread her cheeks as she guided his cock.

He was well sated, or the sweet offer she'd just made would have seen her on her back with a thick cock deep inside her.   She knew her man and Jeanne could tell that the whispered offer was not acted upon only because of being more than a little sleepy and, the offer would be given when he wanted. Marisol returned to her spot, and Jeanne noted that her knees were still apart giving a good view of her cunt and she never took her eyes off of his, so she could see he was looking at her body.  She spoke softly again to him, a familarity that Jeanne would have never done with her previous master.  He laughed and  then turned his attention back to Jeanne.

Jeanne caught Marisol's eye and understood the message clearly . . .this master was attended at all times.  Jeanne still shot Marisol with her eyes and was determined to return the little drama that she just observed. 

Jeanne's former master dismissed his stable once he'd been satisfied or if he'd given her away.  There was never any eye contact and nothing made sense except for memorizing routines and preferences. But that was the point . . .always being off guard and anxious, hoping not to invoke punishment or disapproval.  The sex was sinful and she craved it.  She was popular for her wicked skills and always used.  But the freefall from the highs could be deadly, especially if she were spending the last ounces of her energies.

Jeanne poured more wine and moved closer as she reached over and poured a few drops in Marisol's glass.  She straddled his hand and filled his hand with her cunt as she reached and ran her hand over his chest.   He cupped and pet her and turned on his side, away from Marisol, so he could enjoy the light massage.  She flickered her eyes and caught Marisol's . . .message received.   She whimpered and caught her breath as he pet her. 

"Sore?"  He asked.   She thought Marisol was going to fall over as she saw her roll her eyes. 

"Yes, but a very good soreness.  Its been awhile since I was properly   . . .cared for", Jeanne said.  She laughed and made him laugh as well, but he continued rubbing her slit with his fingers for awhile longer.

The evening continued a bit longer, finishing the wine and enjoying the fire's warmth.  He stood and left, kissing Marisol goodnight he excused himself.   Jeanne followed Marisol into the bedroom and helped turn down the bed.

"Stay close to him and respond to his needs"  Marisol said.  "Simple as that. Our master is a confident man. To serve him well, you will need to be anticipating his desire.  He will find your needs and desires as well, and then act upon them. If you're not careful you'll break something trying to catch up".  Marisol raised and eyebrow and laughed at the look on Jeanne's face. 

"Unless you're given something to do, run a shower as he is preparing for bed.  You'll want to be fresh if he uses you in the night, or he may join you and use you there . . .and you'll get more sleep . . .probably".  Marisol let the little zinger go just as she waved night night over her shoulder.

He looked in on her as she was showering and she turned giving him a good look, an offer to his liking and he kissed her for it.   He dried her and reattached her collar.  She kissed his hand and touched her collar. It was a sign of acceptance and being pleased in her and she thanked him. 

He sat her on the edge of the bed and she blushed, enjoying feeling a man spreading her legs and looking between them.   He handed her a salve for her swollen cunt and she put on a little helpless show as she applied it to the soreness.  It was slick feeling between her thighs and she understood it had lubricating properties as well.  She waited for his approval before setting it aside and turning under the covers near the middle of his bed.   The light was turned out and she was wrapped in darkness, heavy covers, deep pillows and his arms as he slid one under her neck and the other around her shoulders turning her to him, a tender hostage in the dark.