Fuck Work @ MindSay 
SO i was meant to finish my media coursework over the weekend but...i didn't. too busy. I needed to kill some Siths and all that jazz. So basically due to me being extremely lazy and unmotivated i left it till monday. that's when the lazyness kicked in again. But i thought...hey i don't do much work during photography so i'll do it then. Baaaaad idea.
I forgot the handouts that told me what i was supposed to write. I forgot the work that i already done and the deadline is in about 4 hours. Fuck. Great word describes my situation perfectly. I'm gonna go see my teacher at break and try and wing a deadline postponement. My one true skill:winging it.
In other news i will take all your advice and ask her out when i get the chance. If it goes wrong i'm blaming God as s/he has no other purpose.
Anyway,
'Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks'
so, i missed class again. i have worse attendance that when i was in high school, and i basically missed everyday..... fuck. though, apparently every time i miss psychology, its when we have a movie..... its lame. because without me getting those movies in, i loose points, and i loose information. fuck, man!!!
so, i need a bf.... but not like a serious one... just one to say, oh, yeah, he's my bf....... and every now and again, snuggle and shit, but other than that..... not wanting. i dont want to have to do the little dance of: i only like you (but there is this kid over here, you know) and him doing the same thing. it's natural to still be attracted to other people, and i really dont care if they hang out with people, or even dates with the opposite sex, so long as they can say its platonic.....or if they want a three some....lol.... kidding becky!!!! geeze. relax, yo!!!! but seriously....
so....i've run out of things to bitch about...... (besides using the word so....have you fucking noticed how fucking often i use that fucking word!! and loook....the word fuck, as well..... i cant seem to stop using the same words over and over again!!! GAH!) lol.....anywho....i'm gonna go talk to anthony now..... :D have fun.
You must have been relieved
to see the softer side.
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything, all rolled into one"
I almost cried 3 times today. Fuck, I'm a mess.
I can't seem to do anything right.
I bombed my homework, horribly.
Sister Peggy wouldn't answer my question, saying she already had 3 times. Then she called upon the class to answer it, since I "wouldn't listen" to her.
My pictures suck in Digital Photography.
Sister Peggy once again insinuated I was asking stupid questions and said it wasn't her problem. Figure it out yourself, she tells me. Then she assigned homework to the whole class because I "didn't understand."
I didn't know how to do the Physics thing.
I didn't finish the Odyssea. We have a test tomorrow, and I forgot my book. I was going to read it tonight. Fuck.
I took crap pictures for yearbook. In the process, I completely forgot about Student Council. Mrs. Tsutsui was pissed and I didn't have a good excuse.
Sorry, I was suffering from a mental breakdown. That doesn't work too well.
Spanish. I just feel like the retarded white girl that stumbled in.
Need to do my Calc project, write the report, write my physics, econ questions, calc homework, take 8 pictures *FUUUCK!* start my marketing project, "read" the odyssea, do a page of spanish. ON TOP OF THIS I need to prep for SAT 2s *Math 2, Lit* and work on my audition piece.
I think it's safe to say I'm a wee bit stressed.
I worked today from 6-6. I work tomorrow from 6-6. I work Thursday from 6-6. Fuck me.
I bought the AAR cd today. It's good. I <3 them.
Josh, Brittany, Michael, Jill and I went to starbucks after I went shopping (actually I met them there), and then we rented Out Cold. That's a pretty effing hilarious movie, right there. Yep.
I bought these really cute shoes today, although when my friends saw them, they told me they were the ugliest fucking shoes they'd ever seen. I was crushed. I'll post a pic of them on here, if I can figure out how.
Michael drove his S2000. Holy tards. It's soooooooo pretttty :)