Friends House @ MindSay

So yesterday  I go to a friends house and she just so happend to have a couple of other people popping up every 10 to 15 mins. Her sister and her sisters friend showed up and they were drunk as fuck and high to. So there we are in a house filled with people of all ages and I hear a kock at the door. They have a camera on teh porch so you can see whos outside but it was to dark to see who was out there or if anyone was out there. I could make out a baseball cap so I opened the door and this guy is standing there and he says oh sorry I must have the wrong house. I say no I dont live here who are you looking for. He says hes looking for a Jack, thats when my friends sisters friend came out the back room and I asked if she knew who Jack was. The next thing I know she is coming inside after talking to him and some other guy that just popped up out of thin air. She says hey they are going to go buy us some drank what do you want. Shit I just stood there and said I dont need anything get what ever you want. Well let me tell you one thing though the girl is 15 yrs old and the guys that were at the door were 21 and 38. So my friend and I and another girl said ok we are going to get some chaser,for the drank that I had bought a week ago and hadnt been able to finish because they had so much when I got there the last time, we got in my truck and took off and what do you know we see the two guys WALKING to the liqour store and we cant help but laugh our asses off. we get our 99 cent drinks and head back. As we are leaving we see these fools running across the street they were trying to get a ride back. Yeah RIGHT like ima bout to let some guys I dont like or know in my truck dont think so. So after they come back my friends brother showed up with some more people. We all drank and hung out till the girl who answered the door when I left got fucked up. Let my tell you though this girl said to us after the guys left that she was going to drink their shit but they aint getting anythan in return. Yeah about 3am she is so fucked up drunk that she couldnt stand straight. I was sitting on the couch and I over heard the 21 yr old say your hot you wanna go fuck. her reply hell yeah. So they get up and leave ofcourse no one sees this and are later asking where she is. I tell them the truth that she left with that guy and they all start laughing.

Well during this hole "party" I was getting lifted with my friends brother I dont know what he was thinking because I started to pass out and here he comes with his clipped on lighter and started swinging it at me. I grabbed it and told him to stop he just kept playing with me. I finally got up and started walking around and he comes up to me and swatts me again. This time I get in his face and try grabbing it from him the then trys to move in and kiss me. I look up at him and he trys again. I just walked over to the couch and stood behind it. He comes up and started rubbing against me. Thats when I decited to sit down again and go to sleep. I sat on the couch and he comes and sits down next to me. Starts rubbing my leg trying to get in closer. Im not trying to have that first off hes 19 im 22 he likes my little sister and tells me this all the time and he cant stop talking about how his new girl dont excite him and that he wants to leave her. Yeah well his sister finally showed up from the other room and he got up and moved to the other couch. After she left the room again he starts talking to me we have a hole hour convo about how he got this girl prego and how he wants her to get rid of it even though he dont believe in abortion cause he wants to brake up with her and go back to his ex. Very NOT exciting convo. My friend started texting me from the other room telling me she needs some advise about her boyfriend and her crush,who just so happend to be there last night., on what she should do and who she should be with. It was a boring night at that point and I had to just lay down.

The 15 yr old was finally dragged back to the house after an hour and half. All she said was I GOT LAID and she was very loud about letting everyone know. She tells me to sit up so she can sit down. She then tells me that she just lost her virginity. I said what did you just say damn girl with him of all people shit. She laughed and said im a big girl so it didnt hurt as much as people say it does. I am still alittle sore though. (a little mental note the guy she fucked ,21, paid one of the other guys 10 dollars for the condom he just used on her) I couldnt believe that she would even do that. What is it with the kids theses days they are either prego or have caught something from another partener. And they seem to share their guys,girls, like nothing. I dont remember all that shit when I was going up. What drives a person to want to do that to themselves? I understand that they dont want to be a virgin for life and everything but could you at least know the guy for a few months or years before you let him take you. They knew eachother for about 4 hours when they did it. I guess im just olod fashioned or something.

It's raining; it's pouring ...

I'm in a bit of a strange place this evening ... Not sure what's going on.  I know I was awakened this morning with a call from my friends in South Carolina ... They're buying a house ... a three bedroom house: one for them, one for use as an office and one for me ... for ME???   But ... but ... but ... what about the kids?  What about ... the house?  What about ... my pooch???  It is not logical, and yet ... it stirs something inside of me.  It is not for today or tomorrow, but ... soon. 

Perhaps I am just wrestling with the change ... processing the idea ... counting the cost.  It is terrifying, the thought of leaving my kids behind, but they are adults (or soon will be).  A new beginning  ...  ?

Just thoughts right now ...

~ B

Have you ever heard something, and just gone, "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?"

I mean, in public and everything.

Why does no one ever tell me anything!? They all just assumed I already knew...

I know the drummer in Bob Seger's band.

Seriously.

I was best friends with his DAUGHTER.

I've been to his HOUSE.

Inside!

I slept over there, and got creeped out because it was so fuckin huge!

My friend got her toe crushed by their fancy marble chairs!

And I thought they were just rich because they owned the Campbell soup company, or something.

Quizzie stolen from mysticpizzaguy who stole it from bettie :P

[1] What is your middle name: My mumsies name. 


[2] What color is your mailbox: Gold-ish. It's like chipping off though. It's UG-ly. 


[3] Last time you kissed someone: Hmmm... My daddy when he left. :( 


[4] Have you ever hit a deer? Umm, I don't drive. Yet. bwuahaha 


[5] Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? ummmmmm... no. (I don't think lol) 


[7] Who checks the mail in your house? It's usually a contest as to who gets it first. :D 

[8] how many tv's are in your house? 2 TVs and 4? yeah 4 computers...

[9] Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? I don't own a celly. YET.

[10] What do you do first in the morning? Stare at the ceiling, roll around, and then about 10 minutes later I climb down my ladder... (loft bed) 


[11] What brand is your printer? HP


[12] Do you enjoy fighting with people? Not really. Not with my mom. or my dad. or my step-dad.


[13] Is your hair naturally straight or curly? It's very straight. Considering that my mom's hair is kinda poufy and wavy. and my dad's is curly-- I mean wtf?!

[14] Who was your kindergarten teacher? Mrs. Ruth. Lol, she was nice.

[15] Are you taller than your mother? Almost! she's like 5'11" I'm like... not. 

[16] Do you have a favorite word: I have a lot. like "oh snap!" that's a fave.

[17] Are you good? Umm, yes? well i'm not evil... if that's what you're asking... 

[18] What do you do to get over a broken heart? laugh. :P 

[19] Do you have a deep dark secret? Yeah, durrh. I mean everyone has a deep dark SECRET. duh. it's like in the handbook... to life. 


[20] Drink of choice: ummmm... I like lemonade. a lot. yummmmm.


[21] Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? Love them. Especially during boring lectures. they brighten up everything. 


[22] Does anything on your body hurt? kind of my back.  


[24] Do you often cry during movies? Well, yeah. Then my mom starts crying and that makes me cry even harder.

[25] Do you hate your life? Uhh, no. I mean compared to others, I have a pretty good damn life.

[26] Do you get mad easily? well... when it comes to things like when I know i'm right about something, and then everyone thinks i'm lying, that gets me pretty miffed. otherwise no. 


[27] Do you drink to get drunk? Can't drink. YET. 

[28] What is your biggest pet peeve? clingy-ness. it's just annoying.  

[30] Do any of your friends have kids? Umm. that are my age? no. older than me? yes.

[31] If you could have a threesome with any 2 celebrities, who? *giggles* since it's a quiz and I feel OBLGED to answer...umm... orlando bloom.... and that british guy from "Uptown Girls"

[34] Do you have any friends? Yeah. Public school is the place. lol :P 


[35] Do you have any mean friends? uh, yeah, fer sure.


[36] What is the ugliest color in your opinion? Puke green. *gags* yuck. 


[37] Have you ever liked someone who all your friends couldn't stand? Yeah... unfortunately 


[38] Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff? No. Sometimes I wish I had a cliff to push a certain someone off of though. does that count? 


[39] Have you ever been fired from a job? Not yet...  


[40] What year was your house built? Long time ago. dunno when 


[41] When was the last time you slept in someone elses bed? ummmm. last summer? maybe..... 


[42] What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing? I'm wearing old navy khaki shorts. yay :P 


[43] How tall are you? Can't give away "personal info" taller than 5' 5" though 


[44] What is the closest green object? A special access code to view a video performance of the oscar mayer song thing...

[45] What is on your feet? black socks. with a kb on them. no clue what that means... 


[46] Do you always wear underwear? Umm DUH.

[48] Do you want to have kids? yeah. When i'm out of college of course...  

[50] Who is the last person who you would expect to be gay? dunno...


[51] Do you know how to draw?  Yes. love to. 


[52] Whats your mother's middle name? umm. *thinks* can't remember. plus she'd kill me if I gave it out 


[53] Stupidest movie you ever saw: Some of those Sci-Fi movies are REALLY dumb. can't think of one right now

[54] Do you collect comic books? No. I have one. It's an Angel one. Ya know? Angel? LOVED that show.


[55] Do you look like your dad? Yeah, a lot. 

[56] Do you have any TV shows on DVD? Yupyup, Charmed... *squee* 

[57] Are you wearing makeup? Yeah. mascara, and lip gloss. 

[58] Do you have a tattoo? No. not YET. Want to get sometin on my lower back, or my shoulder blade. 


[60] You win the lottery and you: College. First. then some to my dad so that he can pay his freaking stuff and come back

[61] How many pairs of underwear do you have? I dunno...  


[62] Favorite movie of all time: I like a lot of those fantasy flics. Vampire ones too. Liked Interview With The Vampire. that was good. 



[63] Favorite song: "Hundred Years" by Five for Fighting. and umm... A lot of the Panic! at the disco stuff. 


[64] Favorite Actor/Actress: ummmmmm.... a lot of them are in my profile.

[65] Weather outside: Sunny and humid.


[66] Most attractive quality about you: I dunno. Seriously. my eyelashes? dunno.

[67] You're in the mood for: Death. kidding... maybe. 


[68] Can't wait for: School. I guess. maybe. oooh. got it. when we get school supplies. love doing that. 


[69] Number of pets: 1, our cat Mrs. Biggleworth

[70] Is there any animals that scare you: Snakes.. spiders... bugs... bears...  the list goes on and on.

ahoy. dis was stolen from bettie , yarrgh! (everyone seems to have done this one already...)

[1] What is your middle name: mmm... sorry can't tell :p


[2] What color is your mailbox: eh... some light brown-ish color... it's ok but pretty bland


[3] Last time you kissed someone: just a sec ago, my mumz :D


[4] Have you ever hit a deer? No, why would I go around whacking deer!? Gawd.


[5] Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Nopes.


[7] Who checks the mail in your house? My brother, usually.

[8] how many tv's are in your house? 3 if you count the computer


[9] Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? uhh... no. I don't even know how to set my ringtone yet (new phone... its weird)

[10] What do you do first in the morning? turn off my alarm and go back to sleep.


[11] What brand is your printer? HP


[12] Do you enjoy fighting with people? No no no no. Hate it. But it happens a lot in my house, I'm sad to say


[13] Is your hair naturally straight or curly? naturally... wavy-ish I guess, but more of the "you-can't-tame-me-bwuahaha!" variety


[14] Who was your kindergarten teacher? ooh. Miss... H-something. She was in germany... I can't remember. Then I had miss pat back in america.


[15] Are you taller than your mother? maybe. depends on how poofy her hair is.



[16] Do you have a favorite word: no, not one. More like eleven... none that come to mind right now, though :p


[17] Are you good? sometimes. Sometimes I'm pretty mean...

[18] What do you do to get over a broken heart? ...


[19] Do you have a deep dark secret? Yep. Maybe. Possibly... sorta? Kind of. Eh... well yeah I guess I do.


[20] Drink of choice: alcohol drink? none. *blech* if anything... that sobe orange-carrot drink. yummalicious.


[21] Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? yes... I have issues with them.


[22] Does anything on your body hurt? mah bwain hurthz.


[24] Do you often cry during movies? I never used to... Hotel Rwanda set me off :(

[25] Do you hate your life? no... it's one of those things you HAVE to love, but get pissed off at a lot. Kind of like siblings.


[26] Do you get mad easily? yessum


[27] Do you drink to get drunk? never.

[28] What is your biggest pet peeve? seeing other people's snot. Makes me want to gag.

[30] Do any of your friends have kids? Friends that are my age...? Hell no!

[31] If you could have a threesome with any 2 celebrities, who? *laughs* you're not getting that out of me anytime soon...


[34] Do you have any friends? yeah... I'm not a total loser. Okay, yeah, so maybe I am. I do have friends, though.


[35] Do you have any mean friends? Yup.


[36] What is the ugliest color in your opinion? puke-brown. or green. depends on what you ate.


[37] Have you ever liked someone who all your friends couldn't stand? As in friend-like or guy-like? Both.


[38] Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff? Umm, well that's probably what would happen if I got behind the wheel. Or if there were any cliffs around.


[39] Have you ever been fired from a job? No.


[40] What year was your house built? umm... I dunno... maybe '93?


[41] When was the last time you slept in someone elses bed? if the couch counts as a bed, then last night.


[42] What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing? no idea *twists around to look at butt*... still no idea.


[43] How tall are you? won't tell. NEVER. Taller than 5', though.


[44] What is the closest green object? Dictionary... pencil...


[45] What is on your feet? flip flops from cedar point... theyre really crapped up


[46] Do you always wear underwear? what kind of question is that...?

[48] Do you want to have kids? yeah, I guess.

[50] Who is the last person who you would expect to be gay? Doug!!! hehe...


[51] Do you know how to draw?  Everyone does, just not everyone tries.


[52] Whats your mother's middle name? Like I'm gonna tell you that.


[53] Stupidest movie you ever saw: Any of those Mary-Kate and Ashley "movies." Don't you think they'd ever get at each other's throats in ANY of them? After acting together in eighty thousand videos, I know I'd hate my twin...

[54] Do you collect comic books? No, I do have a few, though.


[55] Do you look like your dad? not that I can tell. A lot of people compare me to my mom and my aunt.

[56] Do you have any TV shows on DVD? nuh-uh. recorded ones, maybe, but not bought.

[57] Are you wearing makeup? chap-stik... nothin else.

[58] Do you have a tattoo? no :(


[60] You win the lottery and you: I dunno... buy my brother a car... get my mom a massage chair... do somethin with the rest of it.

[61] How many pairs of underwear do you have? no idea. Why the hell dyou wanna know so much about my underwear!?


[62] Favorite movie of all time: oh, god no! I can never answer this question. I can think of at least 4 for each genre... any kind of genre... but I'd have to say overall... Head of State. Or Hotel Rwanda.



[63] Favorite song: what is with the hard questions!? at the moment... umm... god... "When you were young" by the killers or "chasing cars" by snow patrol


[64] Favorite Actor/Actress: friggin questions... why can't you give me an easy one? this is like a test... umm... ok... also at the moment, natalie portman. v  for vendetta was awesome. or maybe angelina jolie. or david wenham... I can't decide!!


[65] Weather outside: humid... cloudy... wet... boring... dreary...


[66] Most attractive quality about you: You tell me.


[67] You're in the mood for: a real conversation.


[68] Can't wait for: school to start... I'm also dreading it... I'm a very undecisive person


[69] Number of pets: none :(

[70] Is there any animals that scare you: centipedes... there was a big ass one on my wall last night... scared the shit outta me.