Forever Truely @ MindSay

tonight sleep evades me partly for concern partly cause I slept most of the day away.

 

I muse now on my muse and the emotions she invokes in me.

 

She is truely beautiful with crimson hair and azure eyes and ivory skin with a radiant smile and laughter that is nothing short of a symphony of joy and delight. her mind is brilliant and strong it can strike like a knife or craddle gently with the care of a mother, her voice can sooth and comfort, can excite and enthrall and it can be awsome and terrible. She is a wonder at every turn and with every feature and no amount of word could ever encapsulate her.

 

Love-For I love her more deeply and truely then anything I have ever known.

 

Hate- I have a burning hatread for all that would do her harm and all that seek to undo her or me or what we have.

 

Joy-a kind that her mere prescence give me a delightful smiling kind that I never tire of

 

Comfort- no matter the horror or the danger, she makes me strong and  true

 

Courge- I can face the world and not only hold my ground but strike down my foe as long as she stands with me.

 

Fear- I fear for her and her alone, I must protect her at all costs.

 

Saddness- when she hurts or suffers I feel a deep ach in my chest and move to comfort her or destroy that which causes her to suffer.

 

Strength- when she lays in my arms tender and soft I feel the strength to proctect her form

 

Whimsy- might is my whimsy but I is only truely known  when she summons it forth

 

Peace- in her eyes I find tranquility and in her arms i may rest eternally

 

Determination- For her sake no force on earth or the verse will stop me.

 

Wisdom- She lays me bear and teachs me how to do things and the better ways and in this I am grateful and

seek her advice and council in all things.

 

Confident- when she says I am beautiful and smart. I believe it and I know I am in her eyes.

 

Hope- She makes me believe that this life is worth living and that there are things worth living for

 

Child-like- the emotions are so pure and true and given so freely truely I feel as though we play in an eden and are children

 

Wonder- I find myself watching in quiet awe of her her as she speaks or sleeps or walks, all she does seems magical and full of mystry

 

Shy- her joyful way of play makes me feel bashful when attempting to do small kindnesses for her.

 

Sorrow- when we part I feel pangs of sarrow that things must be so yet the promise of her keeps me rushing forward to be with her again.

 

Desire- Endless burning desire to be with her to talk with her to love her to hold her to protect her to kiss her

 

Love- ye though i stated it first I repeat for with her all things being in love and all things end in love for it is the strongest and greatest of emotions.

 

Blueeyedtawni, I love you more with each passing moment.

 

-Curtis

 

Not knowing where it was going,

warmth and comfort easing instantly.

over time its devoleping into the best of times.

fullfilling everything you could imagine and exceeding it to infinity.

never going to let go of this love.

i never asked or prayed for a miracle, but each day im thankful to the ones who have created this angel.

my heart, life, and soul will forever be dedicated to the one i truely love.

D not only are you my love and life, but you are truely my best friend. i couldnt imagine life without you and i dont want to try. forever we will be together and someday soon we will be able to show all.

love you with all my heart

J