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I realized what is wrong with me-- can't get over you.


Little dirty girl
;
You should listen to this story of her life.

One last kiss before I go.
Dry your tears;
It is time to let you go.
 
 
   
 

Wouldn't it be really boring?

Wouldn't it get boring as hell if everyday was perfect peace and you lived forever? It sounds good for a moment but think about it....everyday sunshine and lolipops, not trials, no tribulations, no strife.

How would we know that things were good if they were never bad?

I hate to be sick but I always appreicate my health so much more after I'm sick. And when I'm broke , I always appreciate prosperity so much when I come out of the hole. And isn't a good nights sleep so wonderful after a few days of little sleep?

It would be nice if the were no wars, no catastrophic diseases, mo muders, rapes or molestions. But I like a good (not ugly) argument now and then, and a few days in bed with a cold means rest, relax and mend.

If you lived for ever how long would it be before life became mundane and empty?

I mean, is life not about balancing the good with the bad?

Kind of a werid thought I know, but I'm tired...didn't get much sleep last night. So, I think I'll go take a nap. Now, won't that be lovely?

 
 
 

   
Lately

Hey Guys. I though i would start writing blogs on this site again as i miss doing it, and i now have the time to do it because i'm not always working or at college. To be honest i could have continued doing it for a few months now but i completely forgot that i had an accound. Ah well.

 

Anyways. As i mentioned i have no job.. Yes i know *sigh* It's just so hard to get one with this whole crdit crunch ... thing. I went for an interview at a care home and they seemed okay. I just need to fill out my CRB and they're going to give me a banking contract which is better than nothing i suppose. I'm still going to continue applying to other places though. I will do that when my boyfriend goes on holiday, i'll be going back home to Boro for a few weeks.

 

It's really exciting to think that i'm going to be living in Surrey with my boyfriend. It makes me feel more independent. Not having to rely on my mum for things, and it's gonna be great when i do get a job and i'm earning my own money. I'm really looking forward to it all :o)

 

I never thought i'd find anyone like Marty. He's so perfect and amazing.. just everything you could want in a guy. I know that's probably what most girls say about their boyfriends but he's really something special. He never gives me reason to doubt him and he always gives me reassurance when i need it. He'll tell me he loves me and that he'll never leave me because i'm the only girl for him, it gives me the most amazing feeling in the world. He holds me all night, i love falling asleep with my head on his chest just listening to him breathe and listening to his heart beat, it makes mine skip one!

I never thought that he would be interested in someone like me, he's so gorgeous and i mean gorgeous! And i'm just.. not. He can do better than me thats for sure, but i'm glad that i am the one he wants, it makes me feel special knowing he could have anyone but only wants me.

 

Anyways i'll keep you updated on the job thing, that's if anyone is even reading this. If you did then thank you i really appreciate it, drop me a comment.

 

Ciao for now. x

 

 
 
   
 

An interview with Rick Warren by Paul Bradshaw

An interview with Rick Warren by Paul Bradshaw

 Rick said:

"People ask me, “What is the purpose of life?” And I respond: “In a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven. One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body– but not the end of me.

I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act - the dress rehearsal.

We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn’t going to make sense.

Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you’re just coming out of one, or you’re getting ready to go into another one.

The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort. God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy. We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that’s not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.

This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer. I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you go to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don’t believe that anymore. Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it’s kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life. No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for. You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems. If you focus on your problems, you’re going into self-centeredness, which is “My problem, my issues, my pain.”

But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others.

We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her. It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, and drawn her closer to Him and to people. You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy. It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don’t think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease.

So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.

First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases. Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church. Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the sick, and educate the next generation. Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free.

We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God’s purposes (for my life)? When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, “God, if I don’t get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better.” God didn’t put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He’s more interested in what I am than what I do. That’s why we’re called human beings, not human doings."

 

Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.

Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.

Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.

Painful moments, TRUST GOD.

Every moment, THANK GOD

 
 
 

   
Why...
Why can't i forget you?
Why can't i find myself far enough away from you, even after i've put millions of miles under the soles of my shoes?
Why can't i find it in myself to suck it up and realize that you may never come back?
Why can't i look anywhere but the back of my eyelids and not see you?
Why can't i seem to find enough alcohol in my system to make me to even begin to forget, even if i started to black out?
Why am i not even safe in my own dreams from you?
Why didn't i protect myself enough?
Why didn't this whole thing work?
Why do i suddenly want to call you?
Why did i almost text you earlier, even after i deleted your number (but somehow memorized it)?
Why can't i see why you're not the one anymore?

Why am i sitting here, half drunk, feeling so sorry for myself, wishing to God i still had you... when i know you aren't in love with me anymore... and why, God, did things have to change..........


~O~
 
 
   
 

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