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Believe it or not,
but I am fucking ridiculously sick again.
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I'm not the one who's so far away.
Today is August 31st and I feel like this date is really significant for some reason, but I cannot for the life of me figure out why.
UGH.
(Magen and I have matching subject lines :] )
UGH.
(Magen and I have matching subject lines :] )
my brain about to explode
So i have this weird quirk about me, that i find annoying but most people dont know me well enough to realize. I am extremely paranoid when it comes to friends. for some reason i feel like when they dont respond to my msgs or txts that they are together taclking about me. idk y i think it but i do. and theni get put in these random pissy moods..which i think have to do with my life turning into a shit hole slowly because i ant find work and my mother financially disowned me, oh and the divorce of my parents which i have yet to have any emotion about. im psychologically messed up a lil from holding in pretty much every emotion to make sure others feel good. i always put myself second which pisses me off but its against my nature to act otherwise. and i wonder why i want to cut myself..gosh now i sound like an emo kid. which im not, ima very happy person who gets very sad once in a while, especially when my brain decides to go on overload and think about too many things at one time which is kinda whats happening now im gonna go eat some shrimp and play with a knife now..its stupid but it makes me feel better <how many ppl who want to cut admit that its stupid?>
blog #22
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okay heres the deal:
two issues to talk about
issue 1) the reason why ive been having so many problems with registering for classes and stuff and checking my finiacial aid status is because the school needs more verification of my residency! D:
what else can i possibly give them? they already have records of my work permit, and my green card, AND EVEN my passport [which they dont really NEED because its a british one!]
so until they get some sort of document from somewhere [which OH YEAH i CANT fax, OR mail! yeah i MUST go there to verify the documents! all the way to orlando!] unless i can prove my residency status i wont be able to go any further.
and by the time i can get such a document, and take it to orlando, it will be too late for many classes because then it will take up to 5 business days to process my papers
fml
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issue 2) aj and i seem to be doing really well, but its already hard enough for us to see each other as it is without school getting in the way
when i start school, im going to be uber busy and a nervous wreck for AT LEAST a couple of months! plus with my job im not sure how much free time i will have :/
aj also is going to be busy. hes going to be a senior, hes doing dual enrollment, and hes got his job to worry about too.
with all this stuff going on both ends of the spectrum, how will we both find time for each other?
he will be going to school during the week, and working during the weekends
and i will be working and going to school simultaneously...
plus i can tell hes feeling as apprehensive as i am... the other day he told me he was really worried that i would go to the new house and have a really hot gay room mate and forget all about him. or that i would meet some amazing guy in orlando and leave him. but i WOULDNT do that! i really wouldnt! but i dont think i reassured him because he texted me last night while i was sleeping:
"fitch... im really scared..."
i dont know what to do about either situation...
any advice?
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btw that happy feeling from yesterday? definetely gone
blog #10be afraid
yesterday i got called in to work at 4. i was there until 8. all i did THE WHOLE TIME was fold shirts. doesnt sound too bad does it? well youre wrong. i had to fold the shirts in the dreaded $13.90 corner [-insert dramatic music here-].
heres the thing, hollister is divided into two sides. bettys [girls] and dudes [...yeah you get it]
these two sides are then divided into separate rooms. like the first room you walk into on the guys side is called "dudes 1" its the room that has all of the clothes from the current season and NOTHING in it is on sale. the same goes for "bettys 1" on the opposite side.
"bettys 2" holds sale items for girls but NO CLEARANCE because bettys has another room at the back of the store completely devoted to clearance.
"dudes 2" holds all the clothes for guys that are on either on sale or clearance [no extra room]. this is where the $13.90 wall is.
okay so the $13.90 corner wall has a 5 level shelf. each shelf has 3 stacks of shirts.
my job: sort shirts by color. then sort by size. fold them and put them back on the shelf neatly.
the thing is, that the $13.90 shelf is the cheapest on the "dudes" side of the store so ALL the guys go there. so while im folding the clothes neatly and singing along, some random guy [or worse; a GROUP of random guys] will start browsing through the shirts id already done; ripping them open and throwing them back either onto piles id already done or the floor. thus ruining everything and destroying my life.
everyone else working my shift sympathized with me. except mike [who obviously made a pact with the devil or something because HIS lucky ass got to take "bettys 1"]. mike taunted me the whole time...
after 4 hours of folding and refolding i was finally done
i walked away and came back 3 minutes later to take a picture because i knew id never see that wall look as good ever again and i wanted people to believe what id done and not think it was some sort of "hollister urban lengend"
but alas when i returned to the corner it was already starting to look shabby. so i spruced it up as much as i could and took this:
...
fml
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just decided that when i go to work today im going to take another picture of the $13.90 wall so you can see what i mean by bitching about folding shirts.
you will see
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back from work... i forgot to take the picture...
sorry!
:(
yesterday i got called in to work at 4. i was there until 8. all i did THE WHOLE TIME was fold shirts. doesnt sound too bad does it? well youre wrong. i had to fold the shirts in the dreaded $13.90 corner [-insert dramatic music here-].
heres the thing, hollister is divided into two sides. bettys [girls] and dudes [...yeah you get it]
these two sides are then divided into separate rooms. like the first room you walk into on the guys side is called "dudes 1" its the room that has all of the clothes from the current season and NOTHING in it is on sale. the same goes for "bettys 1" on the opposite side.
"bettys 2" holds sale items for girls but NO CLEARANCE because bettys has another room at the back of the store completely devoted to clearance.
"dudes 2" holds all the clothes for guys that are on either on sale or clearance [no extra room]. this is where the $13.90 wall is.
okay so the $13.90 corner wall has a 5 level shelf. each shelf has 3 stacks of shirts.
my job: sort shirts by color. then sort by size. fold them and put them back on the shelf neatly.
the thing is, that the $13.90 shelf is the cheapest on the "dudes" side of the store so ALL the guys go there. so while im folding the clothes neatly and singing along, some random guy [or worse; a GROUP of random guys] will start browsing through the shirts id already done; ripping them open and throwing them back either onto piles id already done or the floor. thus ruining everything and destroying my life.
everyone else working my shift sympathized with me. except mike [who obviously made a pact with the devil or something because HIS lucky ass got to take "bettys 1"]. mike taunted me the whole time...
after 4 hours of folding and refolding i was finally done
i walked away and came back 3 minutes later to take a picture because i knew id never see that wall look as good ever again and i wanted people to believe what id done and not think it was some sort of "hollister urban lengend"
but alas when i returned to the corner it was already starting to look shabby. so i spruced it up as much as i could and took this:
...
fml
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just decided that when i go to work today im going to take another picture of the $13.90 wall so you can see what i mean by bitching about folding shirts.
you will see
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back from work... i forgot to take the picture...
sorry!
:(
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