First Post @ MindSay 
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Couldn't think of what to write so just trying whatever for now.
I write a word or phrase, you write what comes to mind. 2/1/09 *First Post*
1st Phrase:Men with long hair
About me:
*In February, I will celebrate my 5 year Anniversary with my girlfriend, Shady. We're planning a trip to Disneyland to celebrate.
*I am lucky enough to have been counted as a member of a Lukoi, or Pack for the last 12 years. The Pack has been my family in times when my blood family wasn't there for me.
*We have no children yet, but we have our hands full taking care of our cat, Dutchess and the alien-posing-as-a-cat named Stonehenge that adopted Shady.
*I was informed recently that my first work will be published. I am one of several authors of the book, and I am very excited to be able to give autographed copies of my book out this Christmas.
| Basics: | |
|---|---|
| Name: | Crazy Redheaded Chick or Toad |
| DOB: | January 6 |
| Birthplace: | Medford, Oregon |
| Current location: | Medford, Oregon |
| Eye color: | Blue |
| Hair Color: | Red |
| Height: | 5'5"-ish |
| Heritage: | Mutt |
| Piercings: | Ears |
| Tattoos: | Someday Soon |
| Favorite: | |
| Band/Singer: | Sugarland |
| Song: | "Wouldn't Be This Way" by Leanne Rimes |
| Genre of Music: | Country |
| Color(s): | Purple |
| TV show(s): | Law and Order: Special Victims Unit and Good Eats |
| Movie(s): | Ratatouille |
| Food: | Chinese |
| Store: | Dollar Store |
| Number: | 4 |
| Drink: | Dr. Pepper or Iced Tea |
| Clothing Brand: | Cheap |
| Shoe Brand: | Cheap & Comfy |
| Animal: | Frogs, Wolves, Cats |
| Pizza topping: | Chicken, mushrooms, bacon & black olives on white sauce |
| Season: | Fall |
| Month: | Septober |
| Holiday: | Halloween |
| Flower: | Purple Calla Lilies |
| This or That: | |
| Sunny or rainy: | Rainy |
| Chocolate or vanilla: | Chocolate |
| Fruit or veggie: | Veggie |
| Night or day: | Night |
| Sour or sweet: | Sweet |
| Love or money: | Love |
| Phone or in person: | In Person |
| Poor & happy or rich & miserable: | Poor & Happy |
| Looks or personality: | Personality |
| Coffee or tea: | Same |
| Hot or cold: | Cold |
| Your: | |
| Goal for this year: | Disneyland trip |
| Most missed memory: | Little Tony |
| Best physical feature: | Eyes |
| First thought waking up: | I have to PEE! |
| Future: | |
| Do you wanna get married: | Not really |
| Do you wanna have kids: | Very Much |
| If so, how many: | How ever many my body will make |
| Do you wanna go to college: | Yes |
| What do you want to be: | A mom |
| Do You: | |
| Dance in the rain: | No |
| Smoke: | Not anymore |
| Drink: | Sometimes |
| Shower daily: | Mostly |
| Like thunderstorms: | Yes |
| Curse: | Like a sailor with a stubbed toe |
| Sing: | Yes |
| Play an instrument: | No |
| Think you are good looking: | No |
| Get along with your parents: | My mom, yes |
| Other Questions: | |
| Can you whistle: | No |
| Right or left handed: | Right |
| Your bedtime: | When I'm tired |
| Biggest fear: | Snakes |
| 3 things you can't live without: | My Pack, Books, Music |
| Color of your room: | Purple & White |
| Siblings: | One brother, one stepsister |
| Middle name: | Joy |
| Pets: | One cat, one alien who pretends he's a cat |
| Nicknames: | Too many to list |
| For or against gay marriage: | FOR |
| Thoughts on abortion: | Not for me |
| If you could be anywhere right now where would you be: | Disneyland |
| Do you wear contacts/glasses: | No |
| Are you afraid of the dark: | No |
Age: 16
Name: Ko
Height: 5' 3''
Weight: About 135
Birthday: March 31st
Zodiac: Monkey ( Eastern ), Aries ( Western )
Blood Type: A
Occupation: Student / Restaurant Hostess
There's the basics!
So! Tomorrow I start my diet ( or today technically? ). No snack foods, no meats, add diet pills and more veggies. Let's do our best, everyone!
よくできましょうね。
がんばりましょうね。
I'm not going to do your typical introductory blog post . . . I'm going to dig right into the meat of this and write as if noone is paying any attention. I've had a blog before, and I've no intention of having this one read by anyone I know or have known. I'll make it more personal. For venting. I've been having the sort of thoughts lately that I've thought that I want to record, but we'll justsee if this gets updated or not. Writing things gets things out for me so there'll probably be a fair chance, anyways.
I'm feeling pretty frustrated right now, I feel as if I've hurt someone completely unintentionally. I have this friend, let's call her Button, I'm not quite sure why that name but it seems to fit. Well I've known Button for a long time now, about fourteen years, and we've been sort-of close friends for the last three-ish years. We've gone to school all the way from senior kindergarten to our first year of university, excepting last year when I took a year for an exchange and she did more highschool, but I digress. (It seems I really am explaining things to you, my fictitious audience. Or maybe just to empty cyberspace.) Button is a nice girl, and I tend to joke with her a fair bit; she's the sort of person that seems to need teasing to come out of her shell. Or so I thought. Apparently not so much, and I've hurt her feelings somehow, and . . . that's the last thing I wanted. I don't really know how to change my attitude towards her, nor do I know the details of what upset her, except that I've not been quiet about certain things that are supposed to be quiet and . . .
I really need to be writing my paper.
Except that the thought of this is making me sick to my stomach. That I could hurt her without intending it, or even realizing it. I should really learn when to keep my mouth shut. And I should really learn how to read people better. But then, I've never really been good at that, I've only ever aspired and attempted to be. Too naive and trusting. The aspiration to do good does not equal actually doing good, a lesson to learn.
Also, I should learn not to procrastinate.
As a teenager, my room had a hand painted poster on the door which said, "Abandon hope all ye who enter here." 
Coming as I did from a mixed family - we were called "mixed fruit jam" at school, something that my cousins, siblings and I took as a compliment - and going to a Catholic school first and then to a Presbyterian one before going to a Presbyterian college, I decided that my personal salvation lay in laughing at all of this established religion stuff. And, it seemed to work - the admonition on the door still brought many friends over from time to time and we did have fun.
I learned to cook for my friends because of this - my parents being away for long periods and the servants refusing to cook beef or pork at home depending on which one worked (we loved both, especially fat free pork from boars when I went hunting) and I learned to mix cocktails as we would raid my father's private bar whenever we could, especially when he was not at home.
The get togethers were particularly fun when we met to listen to music or discuss books and that is what I hope to do here - I can't serve food or drinks over the net, but would be happy to swap recipes with anyone who is interested in them, and, if you would like to discuss books, movies or music or just have a cyber chin wag, you're most welcome.
Again, Hi, everyone!
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