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And I truly do mean just about nothing! I'm panicking now. (even though my fiance says "don't panic"). Ma was supposed to be helping with stuff. But since she had a break down, that's not going to happen. After all, she left everything in absolutley no kind of order.

The wedding is November 29th. And its so far outdoors. In Cascade Locks, OREGON. We may want to tell the guests to wear warm coats and possibly snowboats.Its known to be just a bit chilly with a really good chance of rain in November. So Its an outdoor wedding, In the middle of the rainy season, the week of thanksgiving, when everyone's away.

We need a preacher(ours tripple booked that Saturday), a back up plan in case we get rained out,a photographer,decorations and a cake.

Oddly enough, I DO have a dress. I made it myself,because we couldn't find one I liked after severa tries.

i am just so not ready!

Sometime within the next 2-3 years, I will be moving, permanently, to New Zealand.

I researched luggage allowances, etc, to see how much I could take with me, and it seems my hands are tied. All I'm taking with me are 4 pairs of jeans, some long-sleeved shirts, a few t-shirts, a few pairs of shorts, 2 pairs of shoes, a couple sleeveless shirts for pajamas and working out and stuff, maybe 2 or 3 books (I'm sure I won't be able to find them easily over there), all the friken lotion and body soap I have that I've never used (maybe 5ish pounds worth), a few files I should take with me in case I need proof of education, employment, US citizenship, etc, a crayon box with pens and pencils, a few cds and burned movies stuck in 2 cd cases, a jacket or two, personal items (underwear, bras, socks, toothbrush and toothpaste, wallet, bathing suit, etc), and the stuffed animal my fiance gave me for Christmas last year.

I'm really not taking any more than I need, because luggage has its limits. But things are expensive there (for example, a basic cheap bra is $50, and jeans are around $80+), so it's be nice to not have to buy stuff I already have.. ya know?

44 pounds... that's my suit case and jeans.. what about everything else? I'm really only taking what I need, except the books, crayon box, and body soap/lotions. If I have to, I can cut those, but that'd suck to have them but never use them. I only have a little brother, so he's never going to use them. I'm really only worried about the body soap, so I wouldn't have to buy bar soap (because it's a little pricey there).

Any ideas?
How much would it cost to have a few boxes shipped overseas? I'd only need 2 small boxes at the most. I really only need to take 3-4 suitcases (because jeans and shoes take up so much space and weight so much). It'd suck to have to pay for the services of a few boxes of jeans and shirts.. right?

About anything, Cal is taking everything the wrong way, he's just so confused right now about nothing!

I'm just pissed right now, let me cool off, I'll write later about something completely not pertaining to my home life ><

.... the girl that's driving me mad is going away.....

 

Wow. So I've been trying to get a hold of my ex to hang out 'cause we were friends.... and I get this text that says:

"quit calling, you're pissing my fiance off"

So I respond:

"I thought we were friends"

His response:

"no, we were but you always wanted relationship and I love my fiance, so stop and leave me alone"

I didn't even dignify that with an answer. I'm pretty sure it's just his fiance texting me. He and I used to be good friends and now I get that? Bull shit.

That's what's under my skin tonight.

 

 

Okay, here's the whole story, background first:

Cal sold the camaro to a guy, and Cal works security at the mall.

Okay, story is, the guy that he sold the camaro to came into the mall and had some weapons on him, most knives are illegal in a lot of public places, but, he comes in with three weapons, no gun, but he also had a pair of brass knuckles, and my fiance shows what he got to his supervisor, and they had to arrest him for carrying weapons in the mall.  DuH.  But then the guy gets mad and has his friends call Cal and they're all telling Cal that he's going to rape me and shit.  That's not cool.  Okay, if you have a problem with somebody, take it out with them the manly way.  And if it wasn't Cal that had to arrest him, the guy probably wouldn't have cared!

He was just looking for a reason to go all hating on Cal, and then directed it at me.  Sick bastard, I need to go file a report with the po-po :D