Fftl @ MindSay 
I have nothing to say really. Like always. I hate those slut clones. Those mainstream girls. The fuck me off. They think they're all cool, wearing those short shorts and skirts as short as underwear, with their low cut tops that are as big as a their padded bra. Fuck them all. I expecially hate posers. The people who follow the crowd. I knew some people from my old school who would be sluts and then when they herd about what everyone lables "emo" they go with it. They think they're cool. They fuck me off even more. But what's fucking me off the most atm, my Dad. I just want to live with my mum in Upwey again. But shes gone..forever..Rest In Peace mum, I Love You. My dads just fucking annoying. He thinks ill be happy here in a place where i don't know anything, anyone. He thinks that taking away my one friend here will make me a better person. Ill never be the way he wants me to. And he wont let me get my lip peirced. Fuck. I really want it done.
I don't know anymore.
I just don't know.
I wish i could meet Sonny Moore & Matt Good. Why wont they come to Australia..? I want to meet From First To Last & Taking Back Sunday..
Xx_Cuts & Kisses_xX -Jess
There really isn't all that much to tell about the concert.
From First to Last was great! and mighty crazy. They played right after the local band Adair who, by the way, are VERY impressive ... check 'em out. I thought that they would at least be right before Story of the year, the headliners. I just thought they would, judging by their popularity in the music scene. I got the feeling that every girl that was there, was just there to sleep with Sonny moore though, and that's never pretty. Everytime I die played after FFTL, and I wasn't all that impressed. I've heard their songs, good beats... but, there's something about them that I personally don't really like. I don't hate them, but I don't love them. Every other word from them was questionable. Which normally doesn't bother me, but when I choose my music I'd like to know that the artist at least has a better vocabulary than a Junior High Boy who just learned some new words.
I mentioned before that I wasn't a Story of the Year fan, and some of you will be mad at me for saying/doing this. BUT, they were taking forever to get their skinny butts on stage. Therefore, we left. There will be other chances. It's not like I don't like Story of the year, it's just that it isn't really my kind of music. Kill me.
So basically, From First to Last was the only one besides Adair that impressed me. Here was the song set-up...
Failure by Designer Jeans
Note to Self
NEW SONG!... Heck yesss. All I know is that the chorus was like "shame, shame on me. Come again" It's stuck in my head.
Kiss me I'm contagious.
Another new song.
Secrets don't make friends.
Ride the wings of Pestilence.
And that was it. It came and went in a heartbeat. It was fun, and a good show to start this year out with.
-karolyn-
p.s. I am so sore! my rib cage is all bruised and for some reason my ankles are all cut up. Go Figure.
p.s.s.
I've recruited 3 guys for THE CUPCAKE CREW.
From first to last, Everytime I die, Story of the year, Adair ... really great show. For the most part.
Three words.
CIRCLE PIT = PRICELESS.
Oh, and no pics. Camera's weren't allowed... retards.
more later!
-Karolyn-
p.s. he sent me 25 messages ... I think he was jealous. Gotta' love that.
This week has been weird.
Me & my mom have been fighting
on and off, but we're good now.
Oh, new pic ... it's somewhat
sad, because my face is so white
you can't see my nose. I didn't
even edit that one. Oh well, it's okay.
Tomorrow is the concert... Yay!
I'll take pics and post those on
thursday probably. On Sunday
my youth group is going to see
"end of the sphear" ... at the movie
theatre. Should be interesting.
Let's see... He called yesterday.
I might be developing a crush,
and I'm totally scaring myself...
I haven't had a crush in a long time,
and now I keep checking my phone
to see if he's called, and all that stuff.
It's weird & new to me. Man, I
am SUCH a homeschooled nerd.
Hooray for that!
I decided to start up a gang. Yup,
we're going to beat people up
when they're mean. So far I'm the
only person in the gang ... yeah,
so if any of you are interested, hah.
I think we should call ourselves
THE CUPCAKE CREW.
or something along those lines.
I have enough money for a mission
trip next year, I'm just not sure
where God wants me yet. It might
be back in Haiti, but it might
be somewhere totally different.
We'll see...
Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I'm going
to start TEACHING a small group
on wednesdays night @ youth. Crazy, eh?
Yee-haw.
I've started sewing, heck yess! to
add to my nerdiness. No, it's cool...
Now I'm taking in all my Band tee's,
so that when I wear them... you can
possibly tell that I am a girl (haha)
Not that I don't look like a girl, but
if you haven't noticed, many boys these
days look likes girls. I can't let 'em
invade my territory now, can I?
Enough about ... that.
Man, I guess random is making
a come-back with me. Darn it all.
Nah, I like it. I'm over it. Let's party.
