Femme @ MindSay

Why does life have to be so complicated? You know when i was served papers in June of '05 i never thought i would have to go through all the hell i'm going through. I love my son to death, and i don't know what i would do without him. You know what pisses me off is all these drug addicted women who do everything the wrong way, and treat their kids like crap, and the goverment allows them to keep their kids. But heaven forbid that a gay mom who does the best for both of  her kids be able to keep her little boy. If the judge takes my son away i promise to everyone here, i will not stop fighting to get him back.That's just wrong why would you take this kid  who loves his mom away from her? Not to mention, i would hate to know what's going to happen to my daughter, if they take him. I think she would go into a major state of depression due to the fact of how close they have been getting lately.

For a long time now, I've been struggling with my identity. I've IDed as everything from FTM transexual to Tomboi Femme. After much consideration, reconsideration, and discussions with Josh, I think I've finally become comfortable with the label of "Butch". "Butch Lite", or perhaps even "Fagboi", but still Butch. I've never really been comfortable calling myself "Femme", and in groups of Femmes, I always feel uncomfortable, like the one guy who's wife drags him to the Bridal Shower... So I think I'm gonna stick with "Butch." At least for now...

You wanna hear something both funny and kinda sad? It was Christmas with my first real girlfriend.We went to my dad's on Xmas Eve. My dad and his wife gave her a Sarah Michaels bath gel set, and I got the flannel shirt. What was really funny/sad about that was that in that relationship, I really was the butch one.
People who know me find this hilarious.