Feeling Better @ MindSay

so Mitt Romney is reported to have "looked presidential" when he made his faith statement from the bush library. What does that mean? he is white, over 50, his underwear doesn't show, and he isn't clutching his groin?

I abhore all these religious litmus tests being thrown into american politics. Franklin and Hamilton and Washington and even Tommy J are twisting and turning in their graves about all this I am sure. And Huckabee rails about a new religion taking over american politics called secularlism. "Well Fuck head ", I muttered to the radio while making toast, "that's what American politics is SUPPOSED to be--- S-E-C-U-L-A-R." It isn't a dirty word. It's described in  the constitution.

On the homefront the leaf embossed crown moldings are installed in the dining room. Spousal Unit did a fantastic job with various and many mitre cuts and the seams are invisible unless you hunt for them. I am going to weave a claret  red table runner for the table with a little bits of glitz and bronze thread.

Once again I've hung lights outside to brighten up the short NW days. I have focused everything on the north patio so we can  enjoy the lights and they are slightly visable from the street. this year I have to take in the fountains so the water in the motor doesn't freeze and destroy it. I may set it up in the foyer for an indoor fountain. dont know for sure.

and wednesday is usually my day to see the toe fungus psychiatrist but with recent events I knew i would go there are stay controlled and cerebral because as nice as the woman is she isn't a touchy feely type. Soooooooooo i called the clinic where I get memdical care because they have an LCSW and I managed to get in to see her just a few hours later. and man on man was she ever the earth mother empathy warm fuzzy that I very much needed, within minutes i was sobbing and telling  her the whole story and she listened with such kindness and such a soft expression  that I knew i had made the very right decision. So I will see the psychiatrist a few more times for the meds and then drop that cerebral relationship and work with the LCSW.

Sometimes your gut tells you what's right and I am glad mine was working yesterday because having vomited it all up in her little office with the crispy kleenex I feel much better today. This is the magic of therapy.

And today I will haul my ass down to the museum of contemporary craft to volunteer because i know that true happiness and contentment for me lie in living outside myself and the more I focus on helping (with boundaries) the better I function. so i  have a good mix of teensy jewish kids and crafty places and sewing for the needy to round out my way to make an  impact on my new community. It's a good thing.

I might even get sewing on that brown cotton velvet skirt I cut out a few days ago - I think I will heat emboss a section of it with oak leaves. Sound good? whew, yes.

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yea i know i just blogged an hour ago, but i thought id just let u guys knoiw im already feeling better:) about 10min. after i rote my last blog i started listening to my fav. singer india arie. I know ive mentioned her in the past, but ill say this again: shes not mainstream or anything, so chances are u never heard of her until u herad about her from me:P lol. anwyays, what makes her different from the mainstream singers and bands is that her songs actually have a a lesson that u can use in life. I guess thats y i like her songs..whenever i listen to them it gives me a sence that sumone in hollywood isnt a sex icon and actually cares about isuues like that:) so yea:). Here are sum songs by her that i really love..im not sure if ull like them or not, but o well:P

Ready For love

Beautiful

Good man

Purify Me

Because i am gueen

Wonderful

Talk to her

Always in my head

the truth

beautiful surprise

complicated melody

little things

brown skin

slow down

i am not my hair

promises

Well thats all for now so ttyl!!:)

-:)Kristal:)