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Don't want to sound insincere.

I voted.

 

Yep...

 

I know, not that enthused.  But it's true.  I was

practically in tears yesterday and this morning.

And then at 12:45, after I'd eaten and returned

from Pub Lab, I voted.  I darkened that McCain/

Palin dot and I was shaking the whole time. It

was the nerves of taking part in such a grand

thing, and also because it was my first time voting.

How utterly exciting.  And when I slipped that

paper into the shawty tin box, it's like all my

fears were swept in there too.  I'm still a bit

scared of what will happen.  But I've prayed,

given my fears and worries up to God, I've

determined to have Faith in whatever God

decides is appropriate, and I did all I could do.

One vote, just one vote: but it's my voice on

that paper.  It's my cry that's heard by God.

 

We shall see.  O, America, we shall see...

 
 
   
 

I Am And I
I Am A:
Daughter, Sister, Cousin, Niece, Wife, Mom, Aunt, Friend.....
Country girl through and through....
Quiet person until you get to know me.....
CHRISTIAN.....
I:
Love my immediate family which consists of my husband,son and daughter......
Love my extended family from my husband.....
Love my Mom,problems and all......
Love my brother........never thought we'd be so close!!!! .......
Have three very dear, special friends that I have had for a looonnnnggg time,
Almost 30 yrs- Peggy,Lisa And Carolyn.....
 Love CATS!!!..... Love animals period!..... Have fears.... Have Dreams.... Have love to give.... Like helping others....
Miss my kids being little and needing mommy!!! .........Miss Morgan- the laughter in my life.... Miss my little girl.....She looks so beautiful, always....
Miss my father-in-law.........
Miss my Dad,my confidant...................
 
 
 

   
Fear. Wrestle it.
It dawned on me after reading this article (ABBA Drummer Found Dead in His Garden) that the very same thing could happen to me... the greatest threat to my life is MYSELF and my decision to live alone.

Think about all the things that could happen to me while at my apartment. I did. And now I am afraid any or all of the following will happen while I'm at home, and I'll be unable to call for help:

--Choking on something seriously and being unable to Heimlich myself
--Falling down and cracking my head open on something, rendering me unconscious
--Falling and breaking a bone
--Cutting, burning, or otherwise dangerously injuring myself while cooking (or something)
--Any occurrence of fire anywhere in the building

And who's going to help me? My cats? Yeah, right. They'd start eating my body or something after a few days of not being fed.

So what am I saying here? That I'm looking for a roommate to make sure I don't realize my falling-down-cracking-skull-open paranoias? No. Just that, should anyone get a call from me sometime, and I don't say anything, assume that I've fallen down, injured myself, cut myself, burned myself, broke something, choked on something, or otherwise put my head in danger. Thanks.

*wraps self in bubble wrap*


iFeel: Photobucket worried
iTunes: NBC Nightly News
 
 
   
 

FOOD FOR SECOND THOUGHT
Many people of my generation have lived at least part of their lives with the dread of the detonation of a nuclear weapon in some world city. When I was born, no nation possessed nuclear weapons. When I was two, one nation possessed them and used them. Soon, two nations had them, then three, then four, five, eight, ten. Now the total number of such weapons is in the tens of thousands and nearly every nation without them wants them and seeks to possess them—and why not? The U.S. does not bomb, invade, and occupy nations with nuclear weapons. One day we will be shocked by the news that a major world city has been destroyed in a nuclear explosion, just as we were shocked by the news of the WTC attack. Will it be Tel Aviv, Tehran, Mecca, Beijing, Seoul, Paris, London, New York, Omaha? The men with guns will be incinerated right along with the men without guns. Men have always used the marvelous weapons they make against other men they consider enemies and threats. They've used nuclear weapons, and they will again. I don't tremble each day worrying about this inevitability, but not every fear of weapons is irrational.


 
 
 

   
It's a Mad world.

This is the first video that I used my guitar in. I'm not a competent player yet, but I'm working on it. Rhythm guitar is about the best I can achieve at the moment. So I picked a song with some basic open chords. The original artists of this song were "Tears for fears". I purchased this on vinyl in 1982, and I think it was the band's first release. A lot of people will also know this song, ans being sung by a man called Gary Jules. He did a cover of it. It's called "Mad world".

Up to ths point. This vid has had 2,801 viewings.

This is the video in question :)

The youtube stats have been going pretty well, since the parody video I uploaded to my other channel. So here we go with the latest.

I now have 438 Subscribers. It's looking like the 500 target might be passed in April.

My channel views are moving steadily and now stand at 10,698.

Finally, the overall video views are 124,781.

The next song is another one of those Neil Diamond requests.

 
 
   
 

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