Eyesthebye @ MindSay

Ignore my stupid hair...

A coin on a meaningless journey.

So close yet so far.

Purpose has faded.

So has a heart.



February 1, 2008 7:12 PM 

letting the warm breezes of a summer evening flow over her sun baked mind.

"There has to be a reason I'm here." She thought.   Her life had been one of friends coming and going.  And once gone .... they never seemed to return.  She looked to the stars ....

to find an answer.  It was slow to come.  Thoughts rolled .... memories of times past.  Laughs and good times .... the anticipation of sharing ....

A lightening bug flew past slowly right then.  Not in any hurry to get where he needed to be.  "Are you lonely too?" she asked.  He flashed ..... circled and returned as if to say yes.  She held out her hand ..... he landed. 

No words were spoken ..... silence was shared ..... she just shed a tear as he lifted and flew off into the night with one last flash.  "seems once they are gone .... they are gone."   As she lifted her eyes back to the stars she realized she wasn't completely alone .... she had friends in the stars .... friends in nature .... and most importantly she realized that what friends she had was all that she needed .... to have purpose.




Peace.  J.

I'm stealing this from eyesthebye ~

Goodnight~ MerryJane, Jayson, Christopher, Ed, Resa, Bruce, Sita, Callie, Ron, Gene, Diana, John, Cheryl & John, Katie, Derek,  Melissa, Barbie, Lee,  Spice, Barbara, Mike, Laura and Valentina... (I had to use my profile list some...) Sojourner, twentypearls94 & King Richard, Myclette, Krommos and Dobie, Conspiracy, Environgirl, Tommy, Alli and Doot.

Love and peace to all~

The phone rang a few minutes ago ..... my home phone ..... that is rare because I never ever am off line.  Except in the last few days .... the noises from my computer are scary to say the least ..... so if I have a reason to go somewhere and not be home for a few I've been disconnecting.  I went to town this morning ..... a visit to the local "drug" store ..... and the bank ..... so off line I went.

Anyway .... the phone rang ..... I answered ....

Him:  Julie?
Me:   Yeeessss?
Him:  Its Ray !
Me:  Whoa ..... hey, Hi!  How are you? 
(Now in my mind I'm not remembering giving Ray my number but I may have done so)
Him:  Doing good ..... better
Me:  Good good ...... that makes me happy
Him:  Can I speak with Dave?
Me:  Huh?
Him:  Is Dave home?
Me:  Yeah ..... why do you want to talk to Dave?
Him: I need some work done on my truck ......
(Brain clicks about this time ..... out of Mindsay world Julie out of Mindsay world .....)
Me:  Oh .... sure ..... guess you can talk to him then ..... ***laughs ..... feeling mighty stupid***

An ex-coworker of Dave's .... have not seen or talked to him in over a year .....

Easily confused .... yes I am ...... LOL

Peace.  J.