i am baptised by the fire in your touch and the flame in your eyes. i have done the dumbest thing i can think of...i broke my own heart. i got rid of you thinking things would get better ; it made life worse. i can think of any reason why you would take me back. maybe i am better off on my own. but boy how my heart is heavy. i feel the sadness rush into me like wind thorugh an opened window. there are so may things that i want to say to you but i just cant. its to hard to tell you that you are my one and only and after my moment of idioicy things will have to stay as i made them.
