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Resolutions.......
I need to fix this.
I need to do my homework on time every week.
I need to set my priorities up a little bit better.
I need to remember how much I hate being rumdrunk. I hate it a lot. My body just absorbs it and I don't feel nearly as drunk as I am, and then I feel like complete and total shit the next day.
I need to take care of myself.....not embarrass myself.
fuckme.
I need to do my homework on time every week.
I need to set my priorities up a little bit better.
I need to remember how much I hate being rumdrunk. I hate it a lot. My body just absorbs it and I don't feel nearly as drunk as I am, and then I feel like complete and total shit the next day.
I need to take care of myself.....not embarrass myself.
fuckme.
[Blog #261] --- Content --- [Friday] - Meals & Madness
Friday it be. Today be the day of the night out and Dixie's epic 18th birthday sleepover. :D
Friday is the day I have to go into college for a film studies lesson, so mam drove me there and she even agreed to pick me up afterwards. It was a lesson that passed rather quickly, just another lesson of watching video clips and making notes. Basic stuff. Dixie gets the feeling there's going to be a lot of this.
When I got home, I straightened up my room, planted peas on my FarmVille field and waited around for my guests. :)
Shelly came first, who was swiftly followed by Adam 20 minutes later. We hadn't him knocking on the door becuase mam had a hairdryer on proper loud, so he let himself in.
These are Adam's present:
Aren't they epic?! :D
They've earned pride of place on my gaming shelves. The super mushroom has cherry candies, the 1-up mushroom has apple candies and the power star has "star" candies that don't really have a flavour that can be defined.
Adam said they sold "shitty blue mushrooms" as well and he said they don't even exist in the Mario games. I think they're meant to be from New Super Mario Bros. - so the blue mushroom would be the mini mushroom. If I'm ever in town with some loose coins, I might get it to complete the collection. Perhaps.
Ashleigh came later and the three of us were engaging in our usual banter - Adam and I were fairly hyper while Shelly and Ash were in relativley sane states of mind.
Dad came in just before we were about to leave and pissed me off. If the rest of the night hadn't been so mint, he'd have ruined it all for me. He put me in a shitty mood for the next 45 minutes and I didn't hyper up again till we were in Eston on the minibus.
He came in having a whinge on about the whole personal message thing - making idle threats to Adam and Shelly about not swearing. But he only had to say it ONCE. But he said it OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER. He pissed me off that much I ended up shouting at him - and because he ended up upsetting Shelly because he spoke to them like shit.
I did tell Shelly though that he talks to me even worse than that sometimes.
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The minibus came at half 7, and we went around Eston and Grangetown picking everyone up. First nana and Susan, then nana, grandad, Ian and Lisa - then finally off to get Christine and Roger.
We were playing fucking musical chairs - I was sat at the front to start with and by the end, mam had banished Adam and myself right to the back. I was like "MURRR, BIRTHDAY GIRL HERE, BANISHED TO THE BACK OF THE BUS!"
Joe Rigatoni's was a lot smaller than I expected it. I dunno why I expected it to be a big place like - but anyway, it wasn't.
We had to stand about and wait to be seated - I was stood talking to nana Pat and Susan while everyone faffed about at the bar.
I'd wanted to sit in the middle of the long table - and I SORT OF was, more of the middle slanted to the right. Between Adam and Shelly, opposite Susan with nana Pat on her right and Ian on her left. I couldn't really see Ash because she was sat right on the edge of the table - bless her, she had to keep shuffling out every time Adam, Shelly or I needed a piss.
It was amusing listening to everyone's orders - about 11 of us wanted parmos. :)
OH, AND THEY WERE FUCKING EPIC PARMOS.
Absolutley MASSIVE, but NECTAR.
I didn't finish it entirley - but they did a service where you could get it boxed up and taken back with you, so we did that. :)
I was worried about Adam: the combination of parmo and Jaques had made him feel ill - and he was in the toilets for ages. I went to check on him - just stepping slightly inside the block so I could see if he was alright. He seemed it - but didn't want any more cider, so I ended up drinking the rest of it.
I got a bit drunk again - slightly over what I was at nana's 50th wedding anniversary. Shelly, Ash and Adam thought it was hilarious. I'm not that funny - I'm just sort of hyper, more talkative and my voice is a bit higher and I talk slower.
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Here's some photos:
And of course, the epic Guitar Hero cake. It's in the shape of my beloved LEGEND. :D
Oh, and it was awesome. Mam critiqued my cake-cutting skills, so I made her do it.
It wasn't one of those cakes with the icing to cake ratio 2:1 - there was just enough icing and plenty of cake.
The minibus home was fucking mint. Everyone was sort of drunk - so we were all laughing and merry - sucking the helium out of the balloons. Ash sounds HILARIOUS. I expected her to end up sounding relativley normal, but she does end up quite squeaky. Not as bad as Adam and my dad - they were both talking to each other with their new squeaky tones. Everyone was pissing themselves.
Shelly, Ash, Adam and I were all sat at the back of the bus - so Shelly and I had a lot of privacy to kiss as much as we wanted. I did want - so she gave me lots of kisses. :D
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Ian and Lisa came back with us - we had a few more drinks and played Guitar Hero 5.
I kicked it off with Du Hast - I tried Expert vocals (and bodged them up because the new vocals system is HARD) while Shelly and Adam both played guitar.
I didn't really like Guitar Hero 5. I hate the interface - and I couldn't see properly because all the colours were blurred together, so I just sat and watched.
Ian and Lisa did a lot of vocals while you couldn't get Shelly off the guitar. Ash didn't play much either, so I was just cuddled up to her, playing with her hair for most of the time.
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When the time came - mam and Adam inflated the airbeds and we all threw the bedding, sleeping bags and pillows down the stairs. The sleeping bags proper bounce. :)
Shelly took the 3-seater sofa, Ash got the 2-seater, Adam got the bigger airbed over by the TV and I had the smaller one between the two sofas and paralell to Adam.
We stayed awake for a lot of the time, talking - and trying to shut Adam up because he was listening to his iPod and singing The Veronicas PROPER loud. It's weird being in the dark downstairs. I proper couldn't make ANYTHING out. :)
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Blog #261
Meals & Madness
Meals & Madness
Friday it be. Today be the day of the night out and Dixie's epic 18th birthday sleepover. :D
Friday is the day I have to go into college for a film studies lesson, so mam drove me there and she even agreed to pick me up afterwards. It was a lesson that passed rather quickly, just another lesson of watching video clips and making notes. Basic stuff. Dixie gets the feeling there's going to be a lot of this.
When I got home, I straightened up my room, planted peas on my FarmVille field and waited around for my guests. :)
Shelly came first, who was swiftly followed by Adam 20 minutes later. We hadn't him knocking on the door becuase mam had a hairdryer on proper loud, so he let himself in.
These are Adam's present:
Aren't they epic?! :D
They've earned pride of place on my gaming shelves. The super mushroom has cherry candies, the 1-up mushroom has apple candies and the power star has "star" candies that don't really have a flavour that can be defined.
Adam said they sold "shitty blue mushrooms" as well and he said they don't even exist in the Mario games. I think they're meant to be from New Super Mario Bros. - so the blue mushroom would be the mini mushroom. If I'm ever in town with some loose coins, I might get it to complete the collection. Perhaps.
Ashleigh came later and the three of us were engaging in our usual banter - Adam and I were fairly hyper while Shelly and Ash were in relativley sane states of mind.
Dad came in just before we were about to leave and pissed me off. If the rest of the night hadn't been so mint, he'd have ruined it all for me. He put me in a shitty mood for the next 45 minutes and I didn't hyper up again till we were in Eston on the minibus.
He came in having a whinge on about the whole personal message thing - making idle threats to Adam and Shelly about not swearing. But he only had to say it ONCE. But he said it OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER. He pissed me off that much I ended up shouting at him - and because he ended up upsetting Shelly because he spoke to them like shit.
I did tell Shelly though that he talks to me even worse than that sometimes.
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The minibus came at half 7, and we went around Eston and Grangetown picking everyone up. First nana and Susan, then nana, grandad, Ian and Lisa - then finally off to get Christine and Roger.
We were playing fucking musical chairs - I was sat at the front to start with and by the end, mam had banished Adam and myself right to the back. I was like "MURRR, BIRTHDAY GIRL HERE, BANISHED TO THE BACK OF THE BUS!"
Joe Rigatoni's was a lot smaller than I expected it. I dunno why I expected it to be a big place like - but anyway, it wasn't.
We had to stand about and wait to be seated - I was stood talking to nana Pat and Susan while everyone faffed about at the bar.
I'd wanted to sit in the middle of the long table - and I SORT OF was, more of the middle slanted to the right. Between Adam and Shelly, opposite Susan with nana Pat on her right and Ian on her left. I couldn't really see Ash because she was sat right on the edge of the table - bless her, she had to keep shuffling out every time Adam, Shelly or I needed a piss.
It was amusing listening to everyone's orders - about 11 of us wanted parmos. :)
OH, AND THEY WERE FUCKING EPIC PARMOS.
Absolutley MASSIVE, but NECTAR.
I didn't finish it entirley - but they did a service where you could get it boxed up and taken back with you, so we did that. :)
I was worried about Adam: the combination of parmo and Jaques had made him feel ill - and he was in the toilets for ages. I went to check on him - just stepping slightly inside the block so I could see if he was alright. He seemed it - but didn't want any more cider, so I ended up drinking the rest of it.
I got a bit drunk again - slightly over what I was at nana's 50th wedding anniversary. Shelly, Ash and Adam thought it was hilarious. I'm not that funny - I'm just sort of hyper, more talkative and my voice is a bit higher and I talk slower.
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Here's some photos:
And of course, the epic Guitar Hero cake. It's in the shape of my beloved LEGEND. :D
Oh, and it was awesome. Mam critiqued my cake-cutting skills, so I made her do it.
It wasn't one of those cakes with the icing to cake ratio 2:1 - there was just enough icing and plenty of cake.
The minibus home was fucking mint. Everyone was sort of drunk - so we were all laughing and merry - sucking the helium out of the balloons. Ash sounds HILARIOUS. I expected her to end up sounding relativley normal, but she does end up quite squeaky. Not as bad as Adam and my dad - they were both talking to each other with their new squeaky tones. Everyone was pissing themselves.
Shelly, Ash, Adam and I were all sat at the back of the bus - so Shelly and I had a lot of privacy to kiss as much as we wanted. I did want - so she gave me lots of kisses. :D
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Ian and Lisa came back with us - we had a few more drinks and played Guitar Hero 5.
I kicked it off with Du Hast - I tried Expert vocals (and bodged them up because the new vocals system is HARD) while Shelly and Adam both played guitar.
I didn't really like Guitar Hero 5. I hate the interface - and I couldn't see properly because all the colours were blurred together, so I just sat and watched.
Ian and Lisa did a lot of vocals while you couldn't get Shelly off the guitar. Ash didn't play much either, so I was just cuddled up to her, playing with her hair for most of the time.
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When the time came - mam and Adam inflated the airbeds and we all threw the bedding, sleeping bags and pillows down the stairs. The sleeping bags proper bounce. :)
Shelly took the 3-seater sofa, Ash got the 2-seater, Adam got the bigger airbed over by the TV and I had the smaller one between the two sofas and paralell to Adam.
We stayed awake for a lot of the time, talking - and trying to shut Adam up because he was listening to his iPod and singing The Veronicas PROPER loud. It's weird being in the dark downstairs. I proper couldn't make ANYTHING out. :)
I'm crazy
I gotta be. Is there any other explanation for being awake at 6am, in my bedroom, listening to hard dance hits on my earphones at a dangerously high level, while sipping coke mixed with pure alcohol – when I have to be wide awake tomorrow at 3pm for another shift of my ridiculous nursing internship?
NO.
Everyone else should be sleeping. Or.. at least clubbing in someplace where there is actual people.. hmm. I have never been too much of a people person anyway..
BTW, my internship will be over in the middle of the next month.. I’m about to start counting the shifts that I have left. I’m SO tired of the pressure of being constantly evaluated.. four months.. that’s too much.
All I can think is.. hmm.. craziness.. not sure what that means anyway. Crazy nights out with a hint of booze? Crazy nights with a hint of EBM sounds? Some rest!? Some time away from my tutoring nurse?
Neh.. I can’t be bothered.. I have plenty of party to be doing until 7am.. LOL.
..being a happy drunk is awesome.
NO.
Everyone else should be sleeping. Or.. at least clubbing in someplace where there is actual people.. hmm. I have never been too much of a people person anyway..
BTW, my internship will be over in the middle of the next month.. I’m about to start counting the shifts that I have left. I’m SO tired of the pressure of being constantly evaluated.. four months.. that’s too much.
All I can think is.. hmm.. craziness.. not sure what that means anyway. Crazy nights out with a hint of booze? Crazy nights with a hint of EBM sounds? Some rest!? Some time away from my tutoring nurse?
Neh.. I can’t be bothered.. I have plenty of party to be doing until 7am.. LOL.
..being a happy drunk is awesome.
Why...
Why can't i forget you?
Why can't i find myself far enough away from you, even after i've put millions of miles under the soles of my shoes?
Why can't i find it in myself to suck it up and realize that you may never come back?
Why can't i look anywhere but the back of my eyelids and not see you?
Why can't i seem to find enough alcohol in my system to make me to even begin to forget, even if i started to black out?
Why am i not even safe in my own dreams from you?
Why didn't i protect myself enough?
Why didn't this whole thing work?
Why do i suddenly want to call you?
Why did i almost text you earlier, even after i deleted your number (but somehow memorized it)?
Why can't i see why you're not the one anymore?
Why am i sitting here, half drunk, feeling so sorry for myself, wishing to God i still had you... when i know you aren't in love with me anymore... and why, God, did things have to change..........
~O~
Why can't i find myself far enough away from you, even after i've put millions of miles under the soles of my shoes?
Why can't i find it in myself to suck it up and realize that you may never come back?
Why can't i look anywhere but the back of my eyelids and not see you?
Why can't i seem to find enough alcohol in my system to make me to even begin to forget, even if i started to black out?
Why am i not even safe in my own dreams from you?
Why didn't i protect myself enough?
Why didn't this whole thing work?
Why do i suddenly want to call you?
Why did i almost text you earlier, even after i deleted your number (but somehow memorized it)?
Why can't i see why you're not the one anymore?
Why am i sitting here, half drunk, feeling so sorry for myself, wishing to God i still had you... when i know you aren't in love with me anymore... and why, God, did things have to change..........
~O~
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Haha so it seems like I only blog about what I do, and how I party. Hmm xD
Anyways lastnight was pretty fun. Here's what heppend:
Nick picked me up, we went and played pool. I won all four games. Stopped at our friend Zach's and he gave me his ole prepay phone! *squeals with excitment* It's a Special Edition Wild Card. Yeaauh. Left Zach's. He had school this morning hah. We went to nicks house and drank some vodka, and he passed out.
I then went over to my friend Andrews. I met him at the Above Ground, the above part of the Underground bar. I just walked in, there was no doorman haha. :). Didn't drink anything but watched a band called something, whatever. Anyways went up to his apt, which is right above the bars had some whiskey and chilled.
They passed out and went over to an aquantinces houes. It was awesome! They have a fucking heuge place. Like wow. And they are the in the 6th apt of the house! Wowza. lol. Anyway.. white russians.. velvet underground.. marijuana.. (shh) and so that was sweet. Had a wicked conversation with a new friend, John D. Or he just said to call him JD. Word. Anyway, passed out on the floor.. and woke up to kate comming home, I forgot she lived here too! (Kate is Andrews GF). Yep. Just hung out and chatted and joked aruond a bit. Yep. John's a Pisces too. I think we'll be good friends :).
Again, I restate that I need a voice recorder. I had one on my MP3 player but that is lost now. Meh. I'm saying this because the thoughts I want to blog about-things I was thinking about lastnight-are lost forever!. Meh.Believe me.. they're more substantial than this crap lmfao. Idk.
I love you girls, and you know who you are.
Oh and I guess I love you guys too xD.
That's it for now. PEACE OUT NIGGAS.
p.s. I still need to get an unlimited text card for my phone. There's no minnutes on it so yeah. It's activated.. I have 20 bucks but I need money for tax! I think I'll take a nap and then bother my mom for money and hike down to SA, it's like half a mile there I swear... it's freezing too :'(. Yep. SO I HAVE A CELL I"M SO GIDDY EEE <-- Squeal.
Anyways lastnight was pretty fun. Here's what heppend:
Nick picked me up, we went and played pool. I won all four games. Stopped at our friend Zach's and he gave me his ole prepay phone! *squeals with excitment* It's a Special Edition Wild Card. Yeaauh. Left Zach's. He had school this morning hah. We went to nicks house and drank some vodka, and he passed out.
I then went over to my friend Andrews. I met him at the Above Ground, the above part of the Underground bar. I just walked in, there was no doorman haha. :). Didn't drink anything but watched a band called something, whatever. Anyways went up to his apt, which is right above the bars had some whiskey and chilled.
They passed out and went over to an aquantinces houes. It was awesome! They have a fucking heuge place. Like wow. And they are the in the 6th apt of the house! Wowza. lol. Anyway.. white russians.. velvet underground.. marijuana.. (shh) and so that was sweet. Had a wicked conversation with a new friend, John D. Or he just said to call him JD. Word. Anyway, passed out on the floor.. and woke up to kate comming home, I forgot she lived here too! (Kate is Andrews GF). Yep. Just hung out and chatted and joked aruond a bit. Yep. John's a Pisces too. I think we'll be good friends :).
Again, I restate that I need a voice recorder. I had one on my MP3 player but that is lost now. Meh. I'm saying this because the thoughts I want to blog about-things I was thinking about lastnight-are lost forever!. Meh.Believe me.. they're more substantial than this crap lmfao. Idk.
I love you girls, and you know who you are.
Oh and I guess I love you guys too xD.
That's it for now. PEACE OUT NIGGAS.
p.s. I still need to get an unlimited text card for my phone. There's no minnutes on it so yeah. It's activated.. I have 20 bucks but I need money for tax! I think I'll take a nap and then bother my mom for money and hike down to SA, it's like half a mile there I swear... it's freezing too :'(. Yep. SO I HAVE A CELL I"M SO GIDDY EEE <-- Squeal.
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