Drove @ MindSay

So, I arrive at work at 730. To find the mess that was left by the lazy POS cart guy from the night before. Carts everywhere, all but 2 of the 12 trash cans full or overflowing. Ugh, I am so tired of this, why can't any of the management at tops actually do anything and fix this fucking problem. Its almost to the point of where I wanna say to my manager. "you, me, office now, were gonna call mike Patti ,put him on speak phone, and your gonna explain to me, why this crap continues to happen day in , day out !?"  It's either that, or I am about ready to fucking walk. I am so tired of all the bull shit!  Ugh !!!

Left there at 4 , which couldn't of came fast enough. Upon arriving home, I find out that I have to quick hurry and get changed cause my father wants me to take him over to the moose. Umm, color me confused, I thought today was Thursday, not Wednesday? Oh, wait, he got his check, guess he has to start blowing all the extra on booze. My mistake.

After dropping him off at the Lancaster moose, my mother and myself went to the Walden galleria. There, we had dinner. Arby's. We made one full lap around the mall. Which resulted in me finding a matching necklace to a bracelet I own. It wasn't that expensive, at least not to me, so I bought that and we left.

Coming back home, and getting out the car. The heat again hit me. Again today it made it to 93 degrees. What fucking city do I live in. Could of sworn this was buffalo, NY, not Miami, fl. What the fuck!! Anyway, I retired to my room. Where I shortened my chain from 20 to 18 inches. Then I sat down on the floor in front of my TV, and watched a TV show. Reba.

Right now I am watching TNA wrestling. With no plans for the rest of the night. I really don't wanna go back to work. I fear I will snap and go off on a manager if I walk into a mess again tomorrow morning. I am just so fed up of all the bullshit. The having to clean up after people, the do what other don't ,  ugh ... I just don't wanna deal with the crap anymore. They don't pay me to put up with all this crap.  grrr...

So, what else is on my mind that I didn't mention. The car ride over to the moose, my father wanting all the details on what I did when I went out the other night. Nope, sorry, the interrogation ends now, no one knows what you do when you go out at 5 in the afternoon then don't come home till 10 min's to 6 am the next day. So why the fuck would I tell you about my night out ? Like you always say when someone asks you what you do, "none of you business". Thankfully the moose is only 15 - 20 minutes from here. 

So, what else... Humm... nothing at the moment. Oh, did I mention, its still 80 out, and its dark ! WTF, when will this weather cool off, and I can sit here without sweating? Grrr...

~ I am just tired of it all

Went to work at 730 am. Where it was yet another normal day for me, or what has become normal day's for me. Seriously nothing happened at work today that is even worth mentioning. At least I don't think so.

Anyway, left there at 4 PM, where I came home. Got changed, ate dinner, and then drove my father to the Lancaster moose. After dropping him off my mother and myself were heading to the eastern hills mall. While at a stop light on the way over there. I look over next to me, to see a guy drinking a fucking miller light while he was stopped at the light. Like what the fuck ?! Do police in this god forsaken town do anything ?!

Upon arriving at the mall, we look around. Only finding the same shit that was there last time. Although while in the mall, I see a co-worker , Jen, we exchanged hello's and continue on our ways. As each of us with our respective mothers. To be honest, I am even surprised she said anything to me.

After leaving the mall, we went home. Where I returned to my room. Soon finding a movie to watch.

Right now, I am watching house. After that, is whatever, until 1235, there is another movie I wanna watch. Pirates of the Caribbean, dead mans chest. Which goes till 315. So, I guess tonight will be my late night.

Other than this, I have no other plans. As no one has asked me to do anything. Big shock, right?

As of right now the only plans for tomorrow, is possibly going to the flea market, maybe the Niagara falls outlet, and mowing the lawn. All this depending on weather conditions, and other peoples mood's. How fun?

Let's see, what's on my mind? My diet, exercising, pendants, stuff like that. Any questions for me?

~ around late tonight

Was woken up at 420 this morning by my mother who needed a ride to work, as my drunken father who had got home around 2 am couldn't drive here. So I dragged myself from my bed, to my car, drove her to work, dropped her off and came home. Going back to bed by 435 am.

Waking to the sound of my alarm at 630 I got up and got ready for work. Then went to and arrived at work at 730. Where it was a typical boring day. With nothing out of the ordinary going on today. It was just way to fucking hot outside. It was around 90 today. Eww, I hate hot weather, it sucks!

I left work at came home at 4 PM. Where I pried my shoe's off my feet, and went to get changed. Then it was right back to the kitchen for dinner. Which was a baked potato, and meat loaf. I swear to god, I am so fucking sick of baked potato's. Can they make you fat, just wondering?

Anyway, I retired back to my room after dinner. Where I laid down in front of my TV and the fan to rest and cool off. I turned on the TV and watched Star trek. What else right?

Right now I am watching Pirates of the Caribbean, curse of the black pearl. It's on till 9. Then I'll watch American chopper, Hogan knows best, and the local news. Then it will be off to bed. While watching this I'll probably work out, to relieve my boredom and try to get thinner.

Let's see what's on my mind? Oh, my mother took my carbon fiber & stainless cross with her to work, and had it blessed. Other then that, there's really nothing on my mind at the moment, I am just genearly aggervated with pretty much everything at the moment. Ugh... Refure to past blogs, cause my life just doesnt change.

Alright, that's all for this entry, if you have any questions, you know the drill.

~ Reply ?

Got woken up this morning at 415 am. I had to drive my mother to her job and drop her off. Then I came back home, and returned to my bed.

Where I slept until 930 - 1030 am. Finally deciding to get up. I turned on my new lava lamp. Then went about dusting my diecast collection, and the rest of my room. Upon completing that task, and being annoyed by a kitten during that task. I brought up the TV guide and found NASCAR Busch series qualifying in Mexico. I watched that until 1 PM. When I had to back to my mother job, to pick her up, and bring her home.

Upon returning home, we found dinner. Which for me was Italian sausage and fries. Then I returned to my room, until about 4 PM. When my mother and myself went to the eastern hills mall. I also stopped at my job to pick up next weeks work schedule. Which I could of guessed and got right.

At the mall we got a Sabres magnate for the refrigerator. I also bought my mother an Irish teddy bear, from the little Irish import shop the mall has. Then we headed for home.

Where I returned to my room ,and to my TV. I just watched the history of star trek. Right now I am watching tonight's buffalo Sabres hockey game.

A co-worker is suppose to be getting me Mr. Daniel Breirre's #48 , autograph over the weekend. I gave her a hockey puck on Friday to have him sign. For this reason alone, I cant wait till Monday.

The only other thing on my mind , and the title of tonight's blog is.... "am I spending to much" on stuff that I am buying at the mall ? Am I buying to much? Am I buying stuff just for the sake of buying stuff? I mean I think my room is getting pretty full of shit. All shit I like, but never the less, there's a lot of it.

I mean the only way I can avoid buying stuff, is by not going to the mall in the first place, but that's like one of the only things to do in this town. Other then going to work everyday of the week. I mean seriously, what is there to do around here?

So, lets just say, if anyone wants to do anything, and would like some company, feel free to ask me. Ok ? I mean what is the worst thing that can happened from asking me?

~ bored / around