Dreams @ MindSay 
love
It seems I keep dreaming of sexy vampires and lonely wolves........at least there's no skeletons in my closet.
Wait maybe I should check.;)
Getting ready to make some coffee cause i was to lazy to stop and get my cappuccino for the morning.blah
Working night shift really messes with ur mind. I swear I see deer but then nothing is there. Everyone says watch for the glowing eyes and i see them but poof nada...hmm
Some friends of mine want me to go to a haunted house this weekend but my instincts say keep it close to home.
I may have a movie marathon with some friends.......maybe
What do you think Friday the 13th or Zombie movies,,,,,,I really love Saun of The Dead...haven't seen it in a while. I need to go see Zombieland...damn
the dreams i been having lately are different than before. we hang out and have good times. no fighting. but then i wake up and things are where they Need to be. i'm glad, but then again theres a part of me that misses always laughing. i guess thins like that open my eyes and make me realize i wasn't so miserable, as i thought i was.. i thought i was bad then. i'm not miserable now, even though i can name quite a few people that wish i were. i guess it's just more modivation to take a dive into homework, schoolwork, art, to keep my mind busy and off shitty stuff.
one of my dreams lastnight, i was floating through the air, holding onto a big looooong red ribbon. i mean long. it was like 100 feet long. and adam was holding the other side and we were gettin lifted into the air higher and higher, like gravity didn't exist. we floated so high that we were above the clouds, we were with the mist on top of the mountains, there was times when we got higher than the mountain tops. we started descending slowly, and we didn't want it to end. so as adam started going lower to the ground i'd yank the ribbon and it'd pull him back into the air, and then i'd start descending, and he'd yank the ribbon and pull me back up. we traveled a long ways just doing that. when we fully descended i reached the ground and landed on the grass and adam was in the air still holding onto the other side of the ribbon slowly falling n he reached the ground.
looking into that dream, i know floating represents that i'm content about how thins are in my life, which i am i guess. ribbon represented somethin really positive too. the red had a good and also a bad, but i think it had a more posiitive reason for being there.
there was a point when my dreams got so lame, and every day-ish. it was getting boring. so i didn't bother to sleep much. but lately they're really vibrant and good, positive. i dont know how long it will last, but i hope forever, i just wish someone that keeps appearing in my dreams, would stop being in my dreams. even if they are nice and fun in the dream, i just wish they werent there in the dream. because when i wake up i sigh...a bittersweet sigh.
these reversible athletic shorts i bought recently for tennis/working out are pretty nice..except when you flip them to the silver side, the pockets don't also flip..so then you have this inside pockets, which are just totally useless except for maybe if i were packing heat, which i'll probably never be, so! still useless. been a few days since the non-talking; i didn't break the silence, however, nor do i ever intend to..
applied to a couple jobs on craigslist..got one autoresponse back that basically looked like a scam i'd received earlier..and these careerbuilder emails are full of spam companies as well. you'd think they would have less disingenuous ways to prey on the little people, but noo..
Neutral -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Adding To My Emblems...
My eskimo/polar bear pjyamas are weird.
I woke up this morning with the bottoms inside-out and the shirt buttoned up wrong.
I must have really strange reactions to what I experience in my dreams.
My addiction to Sonic Adventure 2: Battle continued today.
I've gone from around 90 emblems to 120.
I've started work on my Hero Chao - and I've almost finished all of Eggman's missions.
There's a few that I didn't manage to get the A rank the first time, but I should manage it on a second attempt.
I ate chicken nuggets and spaghetti for my lunch, then I put my Wii remote batteries on to charge and I cleaned my room up ready for tomorrow and Saturday.
Shelly's coming to see me tomorrow, and hopefully, Ashleigh and Adam are coming on Saturday.
Adam definatley is, but I haven't confirmed stuff with Ash yet. I hope she'll be okay with the idea.
If she is, it shall be muchos hilarity. I'll be too hyper. :)
family can be distinctly different in dealing with than friends, though lately my being back in fredericksburg hasn't made matters any better. everyone's off in all directions—some still in school or back in school, others working, still others getting married or moving in with their loves. it's odd, seeing people you knew in high school with kids celebrating their first birthdays..and we're not even talking just mormon ones, either.
trying to figure out something to do for the fourth, but it's shaping up to be a lack of really any reasons for me to go anywhere north (dc), south (ric), or southwest (cville), which is unfortunate. at least i've got convention to look forward to in a few weeks..
Showing 1 - 5. [ Next ]
