Dream Guy @ MindSay 
dream
he'll be taller than me by some, so i have to get on tip-toes to kiss him. he'll be strong, so he can pick me up and spin me around before gently laying me in the grass and kissing me. he'll have soft dark hair, or shaggy surfer blonde hair, and he'll totally love it when i run my fingers through it, although he'd never admit to it. he'll have the deepest, brightest eyes; sky blue, forest green, or amber brown, and they'll light up every time he sees me. he'll have a soft mouth, impossible not to kiss, quick to smile, and always laughing. he'll have an artist's hands, callused from guitar strings, smeared with ink, or splattered with paint, and his hand'll never be far from mine, and they'll always be unassumedly slipping into mine, or wrapping around my waist, or playing with my hair. he'll have a rich voice, the kind that really makes you want to listen, and when it's just me and him in his car he'll start quietly singing to me, and it'll be something that no professional could ever trap on a cd. when it's cold, he'll wrap his sweatshirt around me, and then hug me until i'm warm. when it's summer, he'll take my sunglasses and give me his hat. he'll want to take pictures of me, then take pictures of us together to post on his myspace, where he'll let everyone know i'm the most important girl in his life. at school he'll write me notes and slip them into my locker. sometimes he'll be right there, outside my class waiting to take me to zoology, and he'll ask me how i did on my test and if i needed some help in algebra 2, and if i could help him edit an essay he wrote. sometimes we'll pass eachother in the hall and he'll just slip a note to me with a wink and touch my hand, sometimes he'll walk up, stop whatever he's doing, wrap me up in a big hug then kiss me, not caring who sees, just because he went too long without me. he'll be intelligent and like to read, we'll read some of the same books and argue about them, and sometimes we'll absolutely love them for the same reasons. he'll be into music, play guitar, piano, or sax, maybe even drums, and he'll write songs or poetry for me. he'll ask me to listen to something without telling me who it is, and i'll fall in love with a new band. he'll be my best friend and we'll talk about everything and nothing for hours. we'll be on the phone and suddenly it'll hit us that it's been so long, but neither of us wants to hang up, and we forget about hanging up altogether until it's really too late, then eventually i'll hang up, unless i hung up last time then i'll make him do it. we'll go to the park and play basketball and go see movies together and go to the beach and swim around and build sand castles together and throw a football around and he'll laugh when i fail miserably at bowling. he'll introduce me to his friends, who are all also tons of fun to hang with, and i'll introduce him to my friends and they'll all think he's awesome and threaten to kill me if i let this one go. we'll be playing video games on his bed, we'll cuddle up, and i'll fall asleep with his arms around me. he'll brush my hair out of my eyes and kiss me softly on the forehead before falling asleep his self, and when we wake up we'll talk about our hopes, dreams, and fears.
i'll love him and he'll love me, and that's all we'll need, and if we want more we know we'll be ready for it because our feelings are that incredibly strong for eachother, and we'll know everything willl just be right...
maybe he's out there... somewhere...
i get a sinus infection at least 2wice a year, if not more. last year it was for about 4 months !!!
so last night i had a horrible dream...
somehow myself, mother, dad & some people were outside of a building. as we were approaching the bldg my mother says "let's see if you're going to get a dead one or a live one" she didn't explain further, just left it at that... there were the usual cement beds of flowers. my niece gianna was sitting on my lap when some stupid guy starts to throw up right behind us. i told him to do that crap somewhere else, cause there were kids around and he pretended to throw up on my niece. i pushed him, and he pulled out a butter knife. a few minutes pass and i end up telling him something about his girlfriend being pregnant. well this upset him, cause the bldg was a psychiatric one and he hadn't seen his girl in some time. in other words, she was preggo by some other man...oops, i said... the guy starts to climb the scaffolds outside the building and everyone is just watching him. i pushed the alarm button in the elevator and yet no one was coming to the rescue. my parents and i walk under the columns to get back outside of the building. the guy looks down at me and lets himself fall to the pavement. as his body is falling, i put my hand up to not see him commit suicide, and move a few steps to my left. his head shatters and my dad goes up to him and washes his hands in the blood. my mother turns to me and says "well, there goes your dead body"... i called 911, the operator says hello and ignores the fact that i'm on the phone... once i get her attention, i tell her someone just committed suicide at so-and-so location. she answers with "we just had an incident there, the fire trucks are on their way..." i look up and i can see them exiting the freeway...
it was hard to wake up from that dream...i woke up sad, if it wasn't for me telling the guy about his preggo girl, he wouldn't have killed himself...
that's what he is
well...
maybe not his past
but this is the present
and he's going to be even better in the future
he calls me his baby girl
and all is right in the world
his sense of humor is hysterical
we laugh together constantly
i love his laughter
you know what i want to do?
i know it's absolutely crazy to even think this far
but i want to go to UNLV,
with him
he said he'd wait for me
and i believe him
and i don't want him to wait, interrupt his life
but i think he would, for me
maybe i'm thinking too deep
he could move back to vegas
in a month or two
and fall in love with megan
and realize that he can do so much better than me
ok... here's a secret
i am an insanely jealous girlfriend
but i'm a good actress
i can't stop thinking about him
i want to be with him
when i'm not talking to him,
i miss him so much
it scares me.
now this is an even bigger secret:
if something were to happen right now
like if he broke up with me,
i think i'd probably be heartbroken
do you know how crazy that is?
i haven't cared about a guy this much
since, well, hmm... let me see
probably buttke.
and i fell for him over a course of about 4-5 years
i've been with jon 10 days
and i love him more
i've never been so afraid of losing a guy
he means the world to me
he's seriously got my 'dream guy' beat
i thought it was a lot, hoping for a sweet, funny, flirty, deep guy
but athletic and generous?
great with animals and little kids?
a family oriented guy?
...not to mention how well-built and good looking he is.
and i can't be sure yet
but i think he might really love me
...not in the obsessive way
but in the real way
i love the way his voice changes
he tells me he loves me
and it goes all warm
soft, and sincere
out of everything he says
every compliment, every secret
these 5 words are what get me
they melt my heart and just everything gets swimmy
my face heats up and i just can't stop smiling
those 5 words, they make me love him more every time
every single time
"baby girl... i love you'
blognapped from sweetnsexy18
Every Girl's Dream
1. Getting kissed in the pouring rain
2. Have that one kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A guy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play your favorite song outside your window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile
20. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A guy that tells you everything honestly
22. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better
27. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A guy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstances.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
35. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you
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2. Have that one kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A guy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A guy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play your favorite song outside your window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A guy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make you smile
20. A guy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A guy that tells you everything honestly
22. A guy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who he is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A guy who tells you that your smile makes everything better
27. A guy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A guy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A guy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstances.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
35. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you
**If you're a Girl and you want this or think its sweet post this with the title "Every Girls Dream---boys read this"
**If your a Guy and you would do this or think its sweet post this with "I'm Every Girls Dream"
Repost this in 1 minute and something amazing will happen to you tomorrow
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So yeah i guess i qualify....any single ladies out there?
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