Dream Analysis @ MindSay

wow...i had the weirdest dream last night/this morning. i don't remember all of it, but i do remember most of it. there was this family, a young girl (about age 7), a young teenage boy (about 13), a teenage girl (about 17) and their mother. They were outside playing in their backyard together, I don't know where the father was, or if he was even alive, but this man came out from the front of the house, clearly not the father. The mother looked concerned as he approached. As he came nearer, the kids all gathered around their mother. He asked them if they would like to play baseball, and if he could bat. They hesitantly said yes, and then the kids ran to get the baseballs and bats. the mother offered to pitch, and the children each spread out around the backyard. Before the mother had a chance to pitch, the man picked up the bat and ran at her, swinging the bat, and hitting her in the head. She fell to the ground, and the man looked to the children. They ran off into the house and tried locking the door. it was no use, the man produced a key to the door, and unlocked it. The children ran to the nearest room, and tried calling for help. The phone lines had been cut, and they could not get through. They heard the man approaching, and ran out the front door. When they opened the door, it was pitch black outside, but they ran anyways. They ran towards a forest, but before they could get there, the man grabbed the young boy, and produced a gun, and shot him. The two girls ran faster, with tears streaming down their faces, and made it to the forest. The older of the two pulled a flashlight from her pocket, and started making her way through the forest, holding on tightly to her younger sister's hand. She would turn the flashlight on for a few seconds, and then turn it off, in order to prevent the man from knowing exactly where they were. After running for about a mile, the older girl suddenly disappeared, leaving the younger girl all alone. After a few minutes, she heard another gun shot. The man was not far behind her now, and she knew she would have to get away some how, so she climbed up the nearest pine tree, and kept climbing until she made it to the top.

There was nothing after that. The last thing I remember from the dream was the little girl sitting in the top of the tree crying. I woke up after that, and was really very confused. I've never analyzed my dreams before, and i've never remembered one so clearly. It was weird.

After posting my dream about having sex with Dominic Monaghan, I've had some time to think over the imagery and what it means to me.  First, let's go over the most important images and ask each image (as if it were a person) "Who are you and what are you in my dream to tell me?"

Not wearing underwear in a public place

I'm your fear of exposure, your uncomfortableness in public places.  You are afraid to be naked in front of strangers.  You fear catching a sexually transmitted disease after all the sex you've had in your life.  You get tested annually because of this fear.  But what this really means is you're afraid of your past catching up with you when you least expect it.  This is also why you drank that whiskey.  You take a shot to medicate your fears.

Dominic Monaghan blocking my way to a restroom

You can't hide from me.  I'm Dom here to remind you that you are still wanted and desired.  I'm here to tell you that no matter how badly you want to forget some of the mistakes you've made with men in the past, I'll be there right beside you to tease you.  I can see through your clothes.  You're always naked in front of me, so why bother ducking into the ladies room?  You're not safe there or anywhere...  I'm coming to get you and you know you want me, too.  Besides, I can't resist someone who isn't wearing any underwear.  And why do you find me so attractive?  Who does Dominic mean to you?

Clothes disappearing

I tell you that you're at the mercy of your desires.  Your clothes will automatically drop whenever you let go of your fears and give in to pleasure. 

Clothes come back on in an orange place where I'm tossed down a ramp and glide out of harm's way

Your "armor" comes back on whenever you're distracted by something other than sex.  Yet you'll be dropped as soon as you turn off the charm.  You safely glide back to the one you desire once you realize that no harm will come to you, that it's only a little harmless sex afterall.

Dom turning on the light in a dark room

The object of your desires illuminates everything.  Who cares if your illusions are ruined?  There's a better reality right in front of you.  All you have to do is let him in.

Having sex with Dom in a dark room

What you desire, desires you and it feels good to give in to him.  You step outside of yourself to watch the sex go on unencumbered by your body.  You watch it like you would a porn.  The fact that the sex happens in a place where film is developed is no surprise.  Dominic represents the kind of man you'd love to be with; someone who is a star yet down-to-earth.  If you slept with him, he'd help you get a job or give you prestige, maybe he'd even end up being your buddy.  You're not to be ashamed of wanting that.  What woman like you wouldn't want to sleep with someone like that?  The sex is a symbol in the essence that it physically binds you to the kind of man you want and the kind of star you wish to be.  Yet even Dominic is an illusion you have to accept as an illusion, not a real person.  Perhaps this is why you left your body and watched the sex go on without you.  You know you're dreaming.

Exposed with semen on my face in my mother's hospital room

Your mother has no idea who you really are or what you've been up to and you feel guilty about this.  Yet to begin to share with her who you are now would only hurt her more.  She clings to who you were when you were a little girl and has forgotten who you grew to be.  That's why she ignores the semen on your face.  Even after attempting to share with her, she still can't see who you are, even if the reality of you is written clearly on your face... or in this case, spewed on your face!

Needing to go to the Ladie's room to hide and get clean

I'm here to tell you that being in the company of other women makes you feel safe and helps you to cleanse yourself of guilt.

Dominic blocking my way again, preventing me from cleaning

Here I am again, standing in your way.  If you wipe off my stain, you'll no longer be reminded I was there.  In order to get clean again, you have to confront me and let go of your fears and desires.  Just let me take care of things.  I'll make you feel better again.

My teeth falling out after hard core sex with Dom

Well, you've been having problems with some of your teeth because you haven't been taking care of them as well as you should be.  I'm here to remind you that things will start falling out if you don't watch it.  You also worry that somehow you have some physical defects that may make it impossible for you to enjoy a sexual relationship again.  Dom helps you extract a broken tooth, so at least he was being somewhat helpful, yet it's up to you to heal on your own and that's the hard part.

Had another dream last night. Only, this time I was an exchange student staying and some young girl's expensive mansion. She wanted me to fit in with the other students, so she threw a huge pool party. Only, I disappeared for awhile without attending the party. Then, without warning, I'm suddenly sitting in the jaccuzi with all these strangers. But, it goes black and then I'm in this gigantic bedroom with this young girl and we're studying. Then, somehow, I'm searching through the mansion to take a shower in only a towel. I pop into this row of showers to find someone else there. I yelp, because I'm naked, but the next thing I know I'm sitting outside underneath a tent while its raining in the huge party.

Mansion - to dream that you are in a mansion, denotes wealthy possessions for you

Studying - to dream that you are studying, signifies that your intellect and knowledge will catapult you into a path of success and wealth.

Bedroom - to dream that you are in the bedroom, signifies aspects of your self that you keep private. It is also indicative of your sexual nature and intimate relations.

Strangers - to see a stranger in your dream, signifies a part of yourself that is repressed and hidden.

Pool - to see a pool of water in your dream, denotes that you will find much happiness and pleasure in love and marriage. Your social life will keep you busy.

Party - to dream that you are at a party, suggests that you need to get out more and enjoy yourself. If the party is bad, then it indicates that you are unsure of your social skills.

Jacuzzi - to dream that you are in a jacuzzi, suggests that you need to cleanse your emotions and rid yourself of all the negativity you are experiencing in your sex life.

Naked - to dream that you are naked, denotes the fear of being found out and exposed about your activities and misjudgment. To dream that you suddenly discover your nudity and are trying to cover up, signifies your vulnerability to a situation.

Shower - to dream that you are taking a shower in clear, fresh water, denotes spiritual or physical renewal or the need to wash a burden out of your life. It is also symbolic of forgiveness.

Tent - to dream that you are in a tent, signifies of a refreshing, but temporary change in your daily routine. It may also mean instability and insecurity in your current situation.

Raining - to dream that you get wet from the rain, signifies that you will soon be cleansed from your troubles and problems. Rain also symbolizes fertility and renewal.

MOOD: Tired of Sneezing

MUSIC: None, watching SVU

dream a little dream of me.  Well, thank the fucking gods I finally had a fun dream.  I slept all day, and I was rewarded very well.  WOOHOO!

I had a crazy dream.  I was staying with my aunt, but it wasn't my aunt's real house, it was crazier.  I slept in this little square bed.  Pat and Ben were there, and Ben was dating a bottle of floor-cleaner, and I unscrewed her lid and dumped her out, and mopped the floor.  Ben said we needed a push broom.  I was thinking more of a push squeegie.  At one point, I had a hammer, and there were lots of people chasing me around at a gas station, and I was running around bashing them in the heads with my hammer.  Then I found a very good place to hide, way up on top of one of the gas pumps.  I found some of my panties in the median of the road, and I traveled around the roads on wheels on my belly, along with a lot of Ashley's clothes, and she was there and said she'd bring 'em home, because I had to get back to have a shower.  There was some sort of game with two teams and a volleyball net, It seems like we were heaving a basketball around.  That's about all I remember except Ben and I leaning over this square hole in the floor, looking at people down below, or maybe we were looking at bottles of cleaning products.  I don't remember.  Fucked up dream.  Oh yeah, there was also a part where my mom and I, and one more person, I don't remember who, were four-wheeling up this crazy little dirt road in a gold dodge avenger, and we were making it just fine until we saw this huge tree in the middle of the road, with huge roots that stuck up out of the ground, and we tried to get around it, but the car turned up on its side, and then just did a 180 on that little dirt road, and it tore the bottom out of the car and I scraped my foot up on some rocks below.  Okay, that's really all I can remember right now.  Yaaay dreams! 

Psycho-analyze that one, mister.  ;)

I read a hilarious story today about a jellyfish and a wet suit. If I can find it I'll have to post it on here. lol

So today when I took a nap, I dreamt that I had woken up from my dream. And when I woke up from the dream that really was still a dream, I couldn't open my eyes because the sun was to bright. I was trying to look at people but I could only do it with one eye. It was very odd...

Even though a lot happened today, I really don't feel like typing it all out, so I guess on that note I'll be leaving. Hasta!