Drank @ MindSay

I got absolutely mashed on tuesday. I filled an entire bottle oc coke (About 500ml i think) with whiskey. i drank half of it before coming to college and the second half during my first lesson. at lunch i bought another bottle of whiskey and drank it. in my afternoon lesson i ended up throwing up and everyone at college seems to know by now.

 

i'm beginning to think that my alcohol consumption is becoming a problem however until it results in injury/death i will continue to drink. which reminds me i'm going to my best friend's tommorow to get drunk.

 

anyway,

 

"I was saving that bacon"

I want to pull a good drunk. I need to pull a good drunk so I can blab alllll my problems to the bartender. I want to be like those weird people of long ago who would wander into the truckstop where I worked at 3 a.m. buying a tube of Preparation H and a lottery ticket and proceed to tell me their life story of living with their crazy sister abducted by UFO's and their monumental struggle with anal herpes...I want to be them- just not the crazy UFO anal herpes part. I want to walk around thinking that people actually WANT to hear MY life story. I want to pretend I am relevant. That people will care. That it matters. But I never will because A) I'm afraid of strangers and B)I just can't bring myself to believe anyone really gives a shit. Hell, I never gave a shit when people were yammering at me. (That's why when sales people ask me 'How are are you today?' I smile back and say "Do you really give a shit?" It catches them off guard- and if the person answers honestly, 'No. I don't." I give them my business....)

Oh, who wants to pay $6 for a beer that I'll only drink half of before collapsing to the floor in a drunken swoon anyway....

I'll just blog here. It's free. And plus-  I've never, never had a good experience in a bar, not once. I attract every psychopath, weirdo and bad breath loser in a 500 mile radius. And at least here while I'm ranting no one's trying to grab my boob....hey get your hand off- oh that's, me...

my list for the day:

sleep

watch tv

play the sims 2

not go to class

read

 

i have quite the productive day planned i know. what can i say i'm an overachiever. but anyway. blue newt wine is simply amazing. and so wz the bottle until someone stole it. oh well looks like i'll just have to get another. have a terrific day folks.