Dope @ MindSay

I am a recoverying meth addict.  And let me tell you recovery is not easy!!  Meth and it's nightmare are real!  It's sad but very true.  I remember tripping so hard that I would hide behind pillars in the yard with a BB gun ready to shot my sons father when he came around the corner.  Mind you it would be about two or three in the morning.  I would always think I had a flat tire or that some one was following me especially if at any time soon I was about to go buy stuff to make meth with. Or if I was about to go be the watch out for my boyfriend while he made meth.

 

It was a nightmare.  I still get paranoid to this day just not about me getting locked up "Praise God"!  There is freedom in recovery!! So much freedom.  I don't have to freak out when I see a cop or a unmarked car.  I don't have to fear being caught with pills (for making dope) on me.  Or that my boyfriend is gonna bet the crap out of me because of some stupid thought that got implanted into his head from staying up two or three nights in a row and smoking dope! 

 

Has anyone been there?  Does anyone appricate there sober time or being sober??

                  So i cant get the fucking Dope videos to work for me but anyway 

 

                  I got tickets to see Dope at the Machine Shop next month its going to fucking rock

                  

"You da' champ. 

This the shit!  This the shit!

Get'm, TIMBO."

"I'm not the champ.

I'm not the champ but I'll fight the champ."



So another blog, another waste of time, another late night.

Another wasted breath.

And so on.


I'll jump right in.  Things with Kalie are getting nowhere.  I'm still stuck doing the same shit over and over, and nothing's being resolved. 

Nothing's goddamn changing.

I need to do something about it.  I know I do, I've known for the past eleven months, but I don't even know where to start.  Where to even begin understanding what to do.  She keeps toying with me, I keep toying with her, we're getting absolutely nowhere fucking fast.  I need to put an end to it, I know I have to.

I work for a photographer.  Her name is Frances Litman, and she's alright at what she does.  I don't mean to insult this veteran photographer, who's done herself this well single-handedly, but I haven't honestly seen anything that's blown my mind.

Then again, who am I to talk, I haven't done shit-all in months!

Fuck Kalie.

Fuck Frances.

Fuck school.

Fuck my feet.

Fuck you.

_{No, not fuck you, I love you, you're reading this, that's fucking amazing.}

And so-fucking-on.

Stay tuned.

Alright, so I figure that maybe I should enlighten you all on some "good" albums that are definetly worth that hard cash.

 

First Off, Definetly go pick up Evanescence's album, The Open Door, The vocals of Amy Lee are amazing and the guitar riffs are wow..Just wow.This is probally the best Evanescence album I have heard, and that is saying alot because all of there albums have kicked my ass. The album doesn't drop until October 3rd though.

 

Secondly, Juggalos gotta get other Juggalos shit, ya know what I mean? Well ofcourse you don't. Theres a new artist on the rise from Psychopathic named Boondox and this man is just...well..He's the Shit. Go pick up his album The Harvest and you won't believe your ears. Coming straight from the backwoods of Georgia, he raps like no other. The album is out now.

 

So there ya'll go for right now, I just schooled your ass. Ring the bells cuz school's out

I am all powerful MUHAHAHAHAHA......but seriously if you're reading this you have just been hypnotised into thinking your loved one is a killer potato.

                                           Thank you.