Dont Waste Money @ MindSay

If I hear that bullshit catch-phrase one more time I'm going to kick the TV in. I despise the very idea of buying expensive stones and metals. Properly investing the money instead of buying the jewelry is a much better idea, in my opinion. If you can put your money in the right place and have it come back to you ten-fold, think of what you can do at the point.

The waste of money on certain goods is one thing, but the sexist portrayals of women in the adverts also irritate the hell out of me. I would never be with a woman who would expect me to purchase such ridiculous things as some sort of "proof" that I love her.

One more thing, if people knew where these rocks and metals come from, the vanity market would plunge.

I just had to do one on brothers after my convo Myclette. I really dont understand why brothers think the world owes them. For me I have 13 brothers and sisters, yes thirteen. Other than my little sister my brothers are lazy and refuse to do anything they dont want to. If my brothers are in the mood to do something they will do it but after an hour if they arent done with it they give up and leave what ever it was unfinished. I actually got one of them to fix my table and chairs well guess what happened next. He got bored with it and decited they were good Enough and that he was done a week later the only thing I had left was the table thank GOD he fix that one first. Not to good for those who fell out of those chairs or through them...lol. This brother in particular has had ONE job his hole life and it was for extra credit for school after a month he quit. His reasoning was I hate washing the dishes they keep making me do it. WOW I worked in a resturaunt for over 4 years and I understand WASHING DISHES. You got to do what you have to if you want to get anywhere. He just doesnt understand that for some reason or another. He even got with draw failer from school and was told that he could not step on school grounds ever again. He spends his days smoking and drinking or playing video games and if my mother or I dont give him money he goes and pons anything and everything he can no matter if they are mine or my mothers aslong as it isnt his he gets rid of it. I have lost rings, stereos, speakers, xboxs, and so much more. He is also very abusive to everyone. If he doesnt get his way he will lose it. He started by taking it out on my car when he was borrowing it. I would get it back with more dents dings or missing mirrors and the broken windows. I has also sent me to the hospital once or twice. I turned him in once and my mother told me that she would dis own me if I did it again. She is always on his side saying that I had to of started it one way or another. Another one of my brothers well he made it through high school and is doing his thing playing college ball but I am the one helping him get through it. I send him money every 3 to 6 days and he says he has a job over there. Everytime we talk I hear in the backround hey whos buying the drink. Or what we doing tonight or we have to celebrate. I dont want to be supporting his drinking and partying every week. I would be fine with helping him with his rent but I dont think it goes to it. If I dont do for him he cuses me out. He swears up and down that he will pay me back I really dout it. I have another brother who gets money hides it from everyone then when he wants to go somewhere and we just so happend to be going to town so we say as long as you have a place to stay ill take you. Well I get a place ot stay for the night and just as I lay my head down I get a phone ringing. Its my brother asking if he can get a ride home. Well I dont want to drive to pick him up on the otherside of town and i dont want to drive an hour to take him home. But if I dont do it my mother will drive in from home and then drive right back out. No wonder she has to move out of her house and try and find a new place by the first of the month. She has already had two strokes and two heart attacks im surpised that she has lasted this long.

 

I really want to help my brothers and my mother but I am starting to have health problems because if it. I have been having chest pains and headaches and I just cant shake the cold I have. My father is no help once he gets paid he pays his drug dealer for more drugs and I dont see him till he needs money or a ride. I really feel bad for the little ones that dont need to see any of this. I try my best to give them what they need but Im not their mother and they have the hardest time understanding why. I help them with homework get their clothes for them make sure they eat and wash. have them clean when need be. I take them to chuck E cheese and to the parks and so on. My mother is working so much and the only time she is home is when they are at school. Our credit is so bad that we cant get any loans and she just got out of bankrupt.

 

 

Hey people how was turkey day for you guys. I had to work that day didnt get off till 12:30 in the morning. it was okay though it was all over time and holiday pay. I had alot of problems this month. my mom ended up in the hospital because she was having chest pains. Turns out that she had a minor heart attack and a stroke. She was also told that if she doesnt slow down and lessen her stress this may be her last christmas with us. We are trying are hardest to keep her calm. I also buoght a car, a 2007 ford focus, I had to make a down payment of 1,853.00 by the 24th of November and I didnt have that money. I did end up paying 1,000 toward it but I had to ask for an addvance on my next pay check so that I could pay the rest. They changed the due date to the 1st and I hope to GOD that I have the money for it and for the car insurance which is 1,017.00 for December and my first car payment is due the 1st and thats another 260.00 I dont have. I will be so happy once December is over with. I think I was my fault that my mother was in the hospital with all my problems. She also just bought a truck around the same time I did. She still owes 2,000 to the guy she bought it from and 2,000 to the guy she borrowed money from. I barley make 800.00 every two weeks I dont know how we are going to do this. Man I just remebered I have to pay my orthodontis too by the 28th of this month. Man if I survive this year it will be a miracle. The stress my kill me before it kills my mother. I have started working over time just to get some more money. Co-workers think im sucking up to the management but I just really need the money. I really think I may die before my birthday. Which is the 23rd of December.  I really need someone to pray for my family and myself.

 

On other news my father is still without work and is drinking more and more. I got pulled over again last night we didnt get home till 4:30 in the morning and I am still tired. I have seen so many accidents and people dying in the last year that I dont even want to go out of my house. I have lost to much and so many. I wish I could just let go it would be so nice to get everything go. On my way to get my dad I stopped and looked at the mountians and the stars....it was so beautiful. I cant remeber the last time I just stopped and slowed down. I miss so much because I cant slow down anymore if I do everything else just fades and Then I end up with more shit to do. Its like I am in the twilight zone. I miss all of my loves and all my lost I will never forget any of them. "Never will I die will I forget who was there for me."-christina santacrose

 

Love always and forever,

Christina

 

PS

Never forget me and never lose me. Always know that I love you no matter who you are if we have had a glance or have talked just once. I will never forget you. you have impacked my life. And I will never froget you for that.

 

 

We all have our celeb crushes. I know i Have mine!!! dont get me wrong i love them just, dont you ever just tell your self to forget about the crush on Ashton Kutcher!!!
What is the point you are never going to meet them well at least the chances are 3000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 to 1 so i just have given up like why even pretend to like them when you know that they dont know you exsist. They lable you as a fan to them you have no identity no name just the label fan!!!!

I HAVE ANOTHER TOPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sit and cry every night looking at the posters on my wall!! you know the tabloids claim that the stars are so called heart broken two days later they're with someonelse
they dont really understand what a person goes through i know they are people too and i respect them for that but they are stuck in our fantasy world they dont get while they are throghing away money by buying there two year olds cars people are suffering there money could be sent to somthing else than rolaxes!!!!!

I cant decide whether im insulted hurt or both.  today Andrea accused me of stealing money from her and katrina.  i wouldnt do this.  true i am poor, i have no job, but to resort to wrongfully taking something from people i respect and like, is crazy.  she knows i dont have a problem asking to burrow cash, i do it all the time.  plus if i was really that desparete i would just ask my mother for cash.  i dont live in a poor house, we have money, sorry its not as much as your father, but we get along fine and whenever i need it theres money that i can have if i just ask.  but i dont like asking for money from my mom.  anyway, Andrea told me i should just admit to doing it and they would get over it, but i dont believe that.  i didnt do it, so i wont admit to it.  Has she forgotten that i got my purse stolen? and never got it back?  i was wronged to but im not accusing her or katrina of doing it.  If i admit to it there will always be that thing there.  that "will she steal again blah blah blah?", but it wouldnt be right because i didnt steal in the first place. and shes going to go on thinking i did.  and fine, go ahead, do it. There have been worse things thought and said about me.  What i want to know is how long has she been holding this in? how many people has she told about my susposed theft?  just today she accused me in front of half a dozen people.  what do they think of me now? i have no clue, and i dont care, but its the principle of it.  I shouldnt have to defend myself from one of my best friends (who should know me better than to think i would steal from her or katrina) about something that never even took place.  but what do i know after all im a "thief"