
Domestic @ MindSay 
the letter said I could call if I wanted feedback, but that could be an oppertunity for them to be nasty if they wanted, I know the mistakes I made, it would be worse for me to have my self-esteem crushed, best to stop thinking 'bout it
I want to do the volenteer work now, I could ask my manager to boost my hours, and that's what I want to be honest, but I doubt my parents would want to accept that, they'd want me to apply for something else, which I could do, but it means putting myself through the mill again, and psyche myself up, and I don't have the energy to really do that after the degree, and my parents don't understand why I can't just summon it out of nowhere. I have to keep putting pressure on them to get them to be more accepting and understanding - I had another domestic yesterday because I said I was worried about cashflow (just wanted to get it off my chest) - then they get angry and keep telling me to do stuff + I know what I need to do anyway, I don't need more pressure from home, I want to be able to tell them stuff that's on my mind without always having to fight for my right to do things in my own time, their intentions are 'good', or at least they claim, but it doesn't help, intention is important, but it doesn't give them the right to turn a blind eye to when what they do hurts the person - if they really did want to help, they'd improve their ways, and take my feelings as feedback - I get a fight when all I want is support, it makes me frightened to express my feelings, because I know they'd squarely blame me for it, and deny all responsibility
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The American flag, the U.S. Constitution and the Bill of Rights have now been torn to shreads. "Rest In Peace (RIP)", Freedom and Liberty. RIP, "the experiment in democracy".
We have watched in dumb amazement (those of us who have realized what is really going on, that is) as for the past five years the Bill of Rights, the U.S. Constitution, liberty, and freedom have been step by step, systematically eviscerated, first with the so-called "USA P.A.T.R.I.O.T. Act (those who criticize it supposedly aren't patriots)", and then with the latest afront on domestic freedom and liberty, the "Military Commissions Act of 2006," also known among other names as the "Detainee Bill", passed by an almost completely cowed Senate in the dead of night on Friday, the 29th day of September, 2006.
Now NONE OF US is safe. Not civil libertarians, not dissenters, not protesters of even the mildest variety (as virtually everything is now considered "terrorism"), and not even those blind worshippers of the U.S. government or its agents; because, if someone decides they don't like you, or gets jealous or resentful of you, all they need do is CLAIM you criticized the government, defended "rights", felt that certain force used against someone was excessive, or committed some other equally innocent "perceived threatening conduct" (some of the federal government's favorite wording that they now use for those who exercise their inalienable, immutable, inviolable First Amendment rights of Freedom of Speech, Belief and Dissent to disagree with their government), and you will very likely be "disappeared" into custody, stripped of U.S. citizenship, and be interro(r)gated, intimidated, humiliated, terrorized, tortured, and/or very possibly murdered, all without "Due Process of Law" under the Fifth and Fourteen Amendments of the U.S. Constitution, or a fair, unbiased hearing, access to an impartial lawyer, court, judge, or jury; and, if you live through this process, you could be kept secretly imprisoned forever without access to ANYONE important to you. This is NO exageration WHATSOVER; and, if "We, The People" don't repeal this horrific law, or the U.S. Supreme court doesn't overturn it, this is the END of our Republic, of Democracy, and of ALL Liberty and Freedom in "the land of the free, and the home of the brave", and THE END OF ALL protection(s) from a capricious, out of control, dictatorial government.
So, you see, the inviolable freedoms and liberties that we have so taken for granted, and that most Americans now have so little understanding of the supreme importance of, much to our grave detriment, were not overturned by "Islamo-Fascist terrorists", nor by protesting, dissenting U.S. citizens, nor journalists critical of the government, nor any other equally illusory, contrived, manufactured, engineered, and/or U.S.-government-created, state-sponsored "enemy(ies)", agents, assets, patsies, bogeymen, infiltra(i)tors, disinfo-agents, detractors, distractors, naysayers, actors, shills, trolls, hackers, informers, spies, entrappers, and/or agents provocateur, etc., but this act of true terrorism was carried out by the very people in our own government who are literally sworn to uphold and protect the U.S. Constitution "from all enemies, foreign AND DOMESTIC", including from THEMSELVES and other tyrannical, 'absolutely despotic' (to loosely quote the Declaration of Independence) forces in that very government; and the vast majority of them have COMPLETELY failed us and thrown EVERY SINGLE PERSON in this great country OF OURS into limitless danger and threat(s) by that government to the very safety of EACH AND EVERY ONE OF OUR LIVES.
The following is very likely the best article on this subject that has thus far been written, at least as far as I am aware; and, therefore, I share it with you at this time to further clarify just how truly catastrophic, life-threatening and consequential the situation we are now in actually is for every single man, woman, child, and little baby in this entire country, and ultimately in this entire world. The world-renowned True Journalist who wrote this great article, Chris Floyd, is also a True Hero and an exceedingly courageous human being for writing such an accurate article of warning to world-citizens planet-wide, and such an accurate portrayal of the extremely dire situation the U.S. and the world are in as a direct result of the subject matter it covers, as follows:
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FATAL VISION: THE DEEPER EVIL
BEHIND THE DETAINEE BILL
("Big Brother" Government
Is Now Here In The U.S.)
By Chris Floyd, T.O. UK Reporter
t r u t h o u t | Perspective
Tuesday, 3 October 2006
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(This is a slightly revised version of a piece that first appeared on the Oct. 2nd edition of Truthout.org .)
There is no week nor day nor hour when tyranny may not enter upon this country -- if the people lose their confidence in themselves -- and lose their roughness and spirit of defiance.
--- Walt Whitman
I.
It was a dark hour indeed (on Friday, September 29th, 2006) when the United States Senate voted to end the constitutional republic and transform the country into a "Leader-State," giving the president and his agents the power to capture, torture and imprison forever anyone -- American citizens included -- whom they arbitrarily decide is an "enemy combatant." This also includes those who merely give "terrorism" some kind of "support," defined so vaguely that many experts say it could encompass legal advice, innocent gifts to charities or even political opposition to US government policy within its draconian strictures.
All of this is bad enough -- a sickening and cowardly surrender of liberty not seen in a major Western democracy since the Enabling Act passed by the German Reichstag in March 1933. But it is by no means the full extent of our degradation. In reality, the darkness is deeper, and more foul, than most people imagine. For in addition to the dictatorial powers of seizure and torment given by Congress on Thursday to George W. Bush -- powers he had already seized and exercised for five years anyway, even without this fig leaf of sham legality -- there is a far more sinister imperial right that Bush has claimed -- and used -- openly, without any demur or debate from Congress at all: ordering the "extrajudicial killing" of anyone on earth that he and his deputies decide -- arbitrarily, without charges, court hearing, formal evidence, or appeal -- is an "enemy combatant."
That's right; from the earliest days of the Terror War -- September 17, 2001, to be exact -- Bush has claimed the peremptory power of life and death over the entire world. If he says you're an enemy of America, you are. If he wants to imprison you and torture you, he can. And if he decides you should die, he'll kill you. This is not hyperbole, liberal paranoia, or "conspiracy theory": it's simply a fact, reported by the mainstream media, attested by senior administration figures, recorded in official government documents -- and boasted about by the president himself, in front of Congress and a national television audience.
And although the Republic-snuffing act just passed by Congress does not directly address Bush's royal prerogative of murder, it nonetheless strengthens it and enshrines it in law. For the measure sets forth clearly that the designation of an "enemy combatant" is left solely to the executive branch; neither Congress nor the courts have any say in the matter. When this new law is coupled with the existing "Executive Orders" authorizing "lethal force" against arbitrarily designated "enemy combatants," it becomes, quite literally, a license to kill -- with the seal of Congressional approval.
How arbitrary is this process by which all our lives and liberties are now governed? Dave Niewert at Orcinus has unearthed a remarkable admission of its totally capricious nature. In an December 2002 story in the Washington Post, then-Solicitor General Ted Olson described the anarchy at the heart of the process with admirable frankness:
"[There is no] requirement that the executive branch spell out its criteria for determining who qualifies as an enemy combatant," Olson argues.
"'There won't be 10 rules that trigger this or 10 rules that end this,' Olson said in the interview. 'There will be judgments and instincts and evaluations and implementations that have to be made by the executive that are probably going to be different from day to day, depending on the circumstances.'"
In other words, what is safe to do or say today might imperil your freedom or your life tomorrow. You can never know if you are on the right side of the law, because the "law" is merely the whim of the Leader and his minions: their "instincts" determine your guilt or innocence, and these flutterings in the gut can change from day to day. This radical uncertainty is the very essence of despotism -- and it is now, formally and officially, the guiding principle of the United States government.
And underlying this edifice of tyranny is the prerogative of presidential murder. Perhaps the enormity of this monstrous perversion of law and morality has kept it from being fully comprehended. It sounds unbelievable to most people: a president ordering hits like a Mafia don? But that is our reality, and has been for five years. To overcome what seems to be a widespread cognitive dissonance over this concept, we need only examine the record -- a record, by the way, taken entirely from publicly available sources in the mass media. There's nothing secret or contentious about it, nothing that any ordinary citizen could not know -- if they choose to know it.
II.
Six days after the 9/11 attacks, George W. Bush signed a "presidential finding" authorizing the CIA to kill those individuals whom he had marked for death as terrorists. This in itself was not an entirely radical innovation; Bill Clinton's White House legal team had drawn up memos asserting the president's right to issue "an order to kill an individual enemy of the United States in self-defense," despite the legal prohibitions against assassination, the Washington Post reported in October 2001. The Clinton team based this ruling on the "inherent powers" of the "Commander in Chief" -- that mythical, ever-elastic construct that Bush has evoked over and over to defend his own unconstitutional usurpations.
The practice of "targeted killing" was apparently never used by Clinton, however; despite the pro-assassination memos, Clinton followed the traditional presidential practice of bombing the hell out of a bunch of civilians whenever he wanted to lash out at some recalcitrant leader or international outlaw -- as in his bombing of the Sudanese pharmaceutical factory in 1998, or the two massive strikes he launched against Iraq in 1993 and 1998, or indeed the death and ruin that was deliberately inflicted on civilian infrastructure in Serbia during that nation's collective punishment for the crimes of Slobodan Milosevic. Here, was following the example set by George H.W. Bush, who killed hundreds, perhaps thousands, of Panamanian civilians in his illegal arrest of Manuel Noriega in 1988, and Ronald Reagan, who killed Moamar Gadafy's adopted 2-year-old daughter and 100 other civilians in a punitive strike on Libya in 1986.
Junior Bush, of course, was about to outdo all those blunderbuss strokes with his massive air attacks on Afghanistan, which killed thousands of civilians, and the later orgy of death and destruction in Iraq. But he also wanted the power to kill individuals at will. At first, the assassination program was restricted to direct orders from the president aimed at specific targets, as suggested by the Clinton memos. But soon the arbitrary power of life and death was delegated to agents in the field, after Bush signed orders allowing CIA assassins to kill targets without seeking presidential approval for each attack, the Washington Post reported in December 2002. Nor was it necessary any longer for the president to approve each new name added to the target list; the "security organs" could designate "enemy combatants" and kill them as they saw fit. However, Bush was always keen to get the details about the agency's wetwork, administration officials assured the Post.
The first officially confirmed use of this power was the killing of an American citizen, along with several foreign nationals, by a CIA drone missile in Yemen on November 3, 2002. A similar strike occurred on December 4, 2005, when a CIA missile destroyed a house and purportedly killed Abu Hamza Rabia, a suspected al-Qaeda figure. But the only bodies found at the site were those of two children, the houseowner's son and nephew, Reuters reports. The grieving father denied any connection to terrorism. An earlier CIA strike on another house missed Rabia but killed his wife and children, Pakistani officials reported.
However, there is simply no way of knowing at this point how many people have been killed by American agents operating outside all judicial process. Most of the assassinations are carried out in secret: quietly, professionally. As a Pentagon document uncovered by the New Yorker in December 2002 revealed, the death squads must be "small and agile," and "able to operate clandestinely, using a full range of official and non-official cover arrangements to ... enter countries surreptitiously."
What's more, there are strong indications that the Bush administration has outsourced some of the contracts to outside operators. In the original Post story about the assassinations -- in those first heady weeks after 9/11, when administration officials were much more open about "going to the dark side," as Cheney boasted on national television -- Bush insiders told the paper that "it is also possible that the instrument of targeted killings will be foreign agents, the CIA's term for nonemployees who act on its behalf.
Here we find a deadly echo of the "rendition" program that has sent so many captives to torture pits in Syria, Egypt and elsewhere -- including many whose innocence has been officially established, such as the Canadian businessman Maher Arar, German national Khalid El-Masri, UK native Mozzam Begg and many others. They had been subjected to imprisonment and torture despite their innocence, because of intelligence "mistakes." How many have fallen victim to Bush's hit squads on similar shaky grounds?
So here we are. Congress has just entrenched the principle of Bush's "unitary executive" dictatorship into law; and it is this principle that undergirds the assassination program. As I wrote in December, it's hard to believe that any genuine democracy would accept a claim by its leader that he could have anyone killed simply by labeling them an "enemy." It's hard to believe that any adult with even the slightest knowledge of history or human nature could countenance such unlimited, arbitrary power, knowing the evil it is bound to produce. Yet this is exactly what the great and good in America have done.
But this should come as no surprise. They have known about it all along, and have not only countenanced Bush's death squad, but even celebrated it. I'll end with one more passage from that December article, which sadly is even more apt for our degraded reality today. It was a depiction of the one of the most revolting scenes in recent American history: Bush's state of the Union address in January 2003, delivered live to the nation during the final warmongering frenzy before the rape of Iraq:
Trumpeting his successes in the Terror War, Bush claimed that "more than 3,000 suspected terrorists" had been arrested worldwide -- "and many others have met a different fate." His face then took on the characteristic leer, the strange, sickly half-smile it acquires whenever he speaks of killing people: "Let's put it this way. They are no longer a problem."
In other words, the suspects -- and even Bush acknowledged they were only suspects -- had been murdered. Lynched. Killed by agents operating unsupervised in that shadow world where intelligence, terrorism, politics, finance and organized crime meld together in one amorphous, impenetrable mass. Killed on the word of a dubious informer, perhaps: a tortured captive willing to say anything to end his torment, a business rival, a personal foe, a bureaucrat looking to impress his superiors, a paid snitch in need of cash, a zealous crank pursuing ethnic, tribal or religious hatreds -- or any other purveyor of the garbage data that is coin of the realm in the shadow world.
Bush proudly held up this hideous system as an example of what he called "the meaning of American justice." And the assembled legislators ... applauded. Oh, how they applauded! They roared with glee at the leering little man's bloodthirsty, B-movie machismo. They shared his sneering contempt for law -- our only shield, however imperfect, against the blind, brute, ignorant, ape-like force of raw power. Not a single voice among them was raised in protest against this tyrannical machtpolitik: not that night, not the next day, not ever.
And now, in September 2006, we know they will never raise that protest. Oh, a few Democrats stood up at the last minute on Thursday to posture nobly about the dangers of the detainee bill -- but only when they knew that it was certain to pass, when they had already given up their one weapon against it, the filibuster, in exchange for permission from their Republican masters to offer amendments that they also knew would fail. Had they been offering such speeches since October 2001, when the lineaments of Bush's presidential tyranny were already clear -- or at any other point during the systematic dismantling of America's liberties over the past five years -- these fine words might have had some effect.
Now the killing will go on. The tyranny that has entered upon the country will grow stronger, more brazen; the darkness will deepen. Whitman, thou should'st be living at this hour; America has need of thee. (Subtitle and/or emphasis added by Wolf Britain.)
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DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IN MYRTLE BEACH AND INSTEAD OF HELP YOU ARE VICTIMIZED ALL OVER AGAIN
According to the State Attorney General's Office, South Carolina was highlighted as the worst state in the nation for the rate of men killing women in both 2003 and 2004. There were 35,124 recorded victims of domestic violence in 2004. The new numbers are not in view as of now, but I am sure they are still ranking among the highest. ASHAME NO REAL PLAN AND IT IS 2007.
Henry McMaster did have training availble to judges, lawyers, prosecutors, and officers for domestic violence. This amazing training only takes an hour and a half and your done! I read he was also putting posters up in Walmart in women's restrooms. This is so the women suffering from domestic violence can rip a phone number off without their abuser seeing. WOW IS THAT PROGRESS I think she could get that number out of the phone book while he is not there. She still has to call the number without him knowing. So either she gets to talk to someone or he catches her. NOT EXACTLY A PLAN TO REALLY HELP but as long as he made an effort right! I have been writing to newspapers and the Department of Justice and so many others for help. I can't change it alone and I need help. I was verbally abused by the Asst. Prosector in Georgetown County and was treated horrible by him. He was so demeaning to me and my son and it seemed though he made it a point let me know I was a horrible person, and mother. He did get to me at first, I think I was in shock. After that wore off I thought I had died and went to hell. AT THAT POINT I KNEW what I was going to do as soon as I got myself together. My experience with this man has affected my life like nothing I have ever experienced before. My passion for helping the women of Domestic Violence in South Carolina is so much stronger than he will ever be. I must thank him for treating me in such a horrific manner. NO WOMAN DESERVES TO BE TREATED THIS WAY. I know this is the South, but it is 2007. My plan is to make it so victims get quality help and have an advocate that has time for them. Mine did not, and she let me know it. No problem, I was used to being slapped in the face. Little did I know calling 911 was only going to make my life hell for months. SOMETHING NEEDS TO BE DONE NOW. I will not give up on this until I make a huge difference for the victims.
DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IN MYRTLE BEACH AND INSTEAD OF HELP YOU ARE VICTIMIZED ALL OVER AGAIN
According to the State Attorney General's Office, South Carolina was highlighted as the worst state in the nation for the rate of men killing women in both 2003 and 2004. There were 35,124 recorded victims of domestic violence in 2004. The new numbers are not in view as of now, but I am sure they are still ranking among the highest. ASHAME NO REAL PLAN AND IT IS 2007.
Henry McMaster did have training availble to judges, lawyers, prosecutors, and officers for domestic violence. This amazing training only takes an hour and a half and your done! I read he was also putting posters up in Walmart in women's restrooms. This is so the women suffering from domestic violence can rip a phone number off without their abuser seeing. WOW IS THAT PROGRESS I think she could get that number out of the phone book while he is not there. She still has to call the number without him knowing. So either she gets to talk to someone or he catches her. NOT EXACTLY A PLAN TO REALLY HELP but as long as he made an effort right! I have been writing to newspapers and the Department of Justice and so many others for help. I can't change it alone and I need help. I was verbally abused by the Asst. Prosector in Georgetown County and was treated horrible by him. He was so demeaning to me and my son and it seemed though he made it a point let me know I was a horrible person, and mother. He did get to me at first, I think I was in shock. After that wore off I thought I had died and went to hell. AT THAT POINT I KNEW what I was going to do as soon as I got myself together. My experience with this man has affected my life like nothing I have ever experienced before. My passion for helping the women of Domestic Violence in South Carolina is so much stronger than he will ever be. I must thank him for treating me in such a horrific manner. NO WOMAN DESERVES TO BE TREATED THIS WAY. I know this is the South, but it is 2007. My plan is to make it so victims get quality help and have an advocate that has time for them. Mine did not, and she let me know it. No problem, I was used to being slapped in the face. Little did I know calling 911 was only going to make my life hell for months.
I never realized how much evidence I had. I have a giant, thick manila envelope sitting on my desk ready to go- just as soon as I record him on the phone being his mean dirty vulgar self, I pop the tape into the envelope and send it off to the local police department, to the Criminal Investigations Unit. The phone conversation I'm not looking forward to but on the other hand, I am looking forward to sending everything in and being done with it all. All I have to do is sit back and let the cops and the DA do their work. I hope it amounts to something. I hope it's enough. I hope this works. If it does, I'd very much like to file for sole custody of the kids and pray that he gets stuck with supervised visits. After all he's done and having already been court ordered to anger management classes, maybe they'll see he's a volatile mess who shouldn't be allowed to pass on his disease to the next generation the way his abusive father passed his illness onto my ex. For the sake of someone's daughters who will someday be my sons' girlfriends or spouses, I hope so.
The weirdest thing in putting this all together is I didn't realize I was a victim of domestic violence until now. I thought my ex was just a huge colossal jerk- but it's so much more than that. Reading through all this stuff about verbal and emotional abuse and recognizing it dead on was very scary. I'm not a dumb person, you know. But it's hard to tell what is verbal abuse and what is just someone being angry and saying mean things- but there really is a pattern. And I can't believe I got stuck in it.
On the other hand, my first memory of even being alive involved my dad and mom fighting- my dad literally battering my mother- so I guess it's no surprise I walked back into it on my own. I guess I didn't really recognize it because there was no hitting. But the things my ex said and the way he made me feel- I wish he would have just hit me instead. I've had nothing to do with him since we split. But when he starts his hatred over the phone, it's like I instantly transport back in time to all those years ago, like I never left.
But filling out the statement made me stronger. Made me more ready to take him on without worry of him getting ahold of the kids. Honest to God, when my youngest turns 18, I'm going to beat that man over the head with a sockful of pennies. I'll go to jail, I don't care. As much as he's put me through while doing absolutely nothing to help-I'm going to break his nose. It's gonna be great. I can already see it in my mind. He'll be at my youngest child's graduation...well maybe, since he can't even be bothered to call on the boy's birthday... but still maybe we'll go over to take pictures and there in one frame will be all of us smiling soooo nicely- and in the next frame it'll be me swinging something- something large and blurred into my ex's ugly mug- and a look of triumphant joy/madness plastered across mine...oh, God I can't wait...
Ah, well. I've got years before this ever happens. But- finally- it at least gives me something in life to look forward to...

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