Dixie Needs Emily @ MindSay

Dixie currently feels:

 Depressed

...Very fucking depressed.

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Here is a numbered list of why Dixie is depressed today:

1. - I had to watch my daddy holding someone else's baby again. I hate it.
2. - I've been thinking about college and how terrible it will be.
3. - Watching Big Brother has made me realise my social phobia even more.
4. - I miss Emily so fucking much now. I'm crying at nighttimes when I can't sleep because I think about her.
5. - June is patchy as fuck, I really don't have anything to blog about anymore.
6. - I'm constantly bored now.
7. - I still can't write anything.

Dixie currently feels:

 Suicidal

I don't know what the point in blogging today is.

I don't mean anything to anybody anymore.

It's been a week now.

And look what it's done to me.

- 27th May-3rd June -