Dixie @ MindSay 
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Dixie currently feels:
Neutral
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After all this time with no drawings flowing from my fingertips - I've found inspiration with the forum collab-fic!
And here's the link to it: http://moganarchy.deviantart.com/art/Total-Splashdown-93298140!
Really, if I KNOW what a person looks like, I CAN'T draw them!
I'd say Kit looks A LOT more than she does than Taylor ended up.
Me, I just look very demented.
Taylor looks a bit overboard with the magna eyes, mouth and sweatdrop. :)
I did rush the water a bit, because I hate colouring in huge spaces with pencils.
I did try and give it some reflection and shading effects though.
I'm glad I'm getting A LITTLE better with drawing.
I mean, when everybody was little, they drew water as one straight line, with no horizon, didn't they? :)
Oh, and I've got an idea for a second picture about that fic too - so I'm gonna start work on that NOW. :D
Dixie currently feels:
Roxxorz!
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Ach, what a gap.
How long HAS it been?
Dixie cannot be arsed counting the white numbers without clickable links.
But yes, tis all thanks to the legendary poster Animalluver, only Catluver to me on Mindsay now.
(Argh, that's going to confuse me.) (I'd call her by her total, but I dunno if she'd like that. :D)
Well... In July, nothing really HAS happened.
The only major life-changing event was when I suffered a 4-week long period, and got sent to the doctor's. They assumed I was anaemic, and said I needed a blood test.
So being the tyranopanophobic that I am, I waited in dread - losing more sleep at night than I normally do.
On the night before the needle, I didn't sleep at all. I started a new save on Pokémon Sapphire and played it all night, on my DS - with these headphones my mam got with her phone.
OH MY GOD, THEY'RE WELL LOUD.
They proper blow your head off.
Nothing better than cranking the volume up to full every time a Blackbelt or a Psychic challenges you. - My word, their music is legend.
So yeah, I went to the doctor's - and the nurse had given me a local anesthetic cream beforehand, so that got lobbed all over my elbows - and my arms were numbed for the whole day.
Right, so I couldn't feel the needle - but it's not the pain of them that scares me.
But either way, the nurse was talking to me like I was a really little kid - so I felt really small and weak, helpless and that. But she was nice.
Actually, there were two - the first one had to call for a second because my veins are really deep.
But yeah, I think mam was feeling a bit sorry for me after that, so... She took me into Morrison's and bought me some Rolo doughnuts.
Oh, they were NECTAR. Chocolate topping with chocolate 100's&1000's, and caramel in the middle. *Orgasmz*
But over the last couple of weeks, I've done nothing but stay awake till 5-6AM, go to sleep, wake up between 2-4PM, eat stuff - go on the forums, watch Big Brother - rinse, repeat.
How boring am I. :)
Oh, and speaking of rinse, our fucking shower's broken.
I FUCKING HATE BATHS.
I proper don't feel clean afterwards, because I can't rinse my hair properly. ARGHHHHHH...
Mam bought me Guitar Hero: On Tour on Monday. :)
It's a lot harder than the games with the actual guitar, I'll admit that.
I was really doubting it at first, because there's a lot of shit songs - but as soon as I got to level 4, the Greek Arena...
OH MY WORD...
First, we've got some crazy jazz shit about cats! That's Stray Cat Strut, by... The Stray Cats. Rofl.
Follow that up with some ZZTOP, MUTHAFUCKERS!!!
La Grange! It's on Guitar Hero III!
Another song from GH3, we've got Black Magic Woman!
(And for some reason, they censor the word 'devil'...)
BUT OH MY, THAT'S NOTHING!
BEAT ALL FOUR SONGS, AND YOU GET THE FUCKING ENCORE!!!
- THEY CALL US "PROBLEM CHILD", WE SPEND OUR LIVES ON TRIAL, WE WALK AN ENDLESS MILE...
WE ARE THE YOUTH GONE WILD!!!!!!!-
I've downloaded that song, about... Well, it was about 8 hours ago now?
Well, it's already got a play count of 45. :D
Dixie currently feels:
Excited
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I really have destroyed my sleep patterns.
I'm suffering from severe insomnia - the only time I can actually sleep is between noon and 4PM.
I stay up all night now, either playing on my DS, playing Brawl - or hanging about on the forums.
Forums!
Which brings me to the reason why I'm so excited. :D
Raven The Ravenous, a user on my forums has suggested that a lot of us get together in threads and work on a collaboration fan fiction.
I've wrote with four other FFN users before, but that was only duos.
This is going to be with 11+ users, with about 3-4 at once.
I don't like to seem like I'm taking charge, because I'm not.
I may be the admin, and I organise the threads and stuff - but I seriously do love organising things.
Due to this, I want to be the fic cleaner. :)
I cleaned all four of the other fics I wrote with others, and I really enjoy doing it.
But yeah, I reckon Raven should be the fic producer, seeing as how it was his idea. :)
A great idea, might I add.
I've asked if I can take part - and be a rival character.
My character's going to be realistic in effect, be exactly like I am, because I'll find it easier to write that way.
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Today I felt like taking lots of photos. :)
So, I've taken some which sort of relate to the way I want to come across in the forum's collaboration fic. :D
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Rival Dixie
1. - Dixie is thinking.
2 - Dixie is still thinking. This is a closer shot, and I can't remember how I ended up taking it, but I like it. :)
3 - Dixie is contemplating.
4 - I found a way to set a countdown on the camera, so I can do a full shot of myself now. :D
5 - I took this one by accident. This is the black punk jacket I mentioned in the "things in common" thread. :)
6 - Dixie, in top form. This is how I'm going to appear firstly in the collaboration fic - sketching gory images in my little black book.
7 - Dixie is glaring at you. I'm actually glaring at the camera, but you can't see my eyes because of my fringe. :)
8 - Dixie is the displeased rival. I'm one not to be crossed. :)
9 - With Pokéball in hand, Dixie searches through this shrubbery in the hopes of finding a Chikorita. :D
10 - ...Pokéball, go!
11 - Don't make me have to use this...
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Rough Dixie
1 - ...Ow... Did that leave a mark?
2 - ...Eww, I can feel blood.
3 - ...Does it look infected?
4 - Beaten and bruised. (I apologise for the camera lens cap being in the shot! :D)
5 - Urrrrrgh... Pain...
6 - *Groans* ...Musn't cry... Musn't cry...
(I want this one to be my new avatar!)
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Pikachu Abuse!
1 - ...Mwah... You're gonna get it, yellow bastard.
2 - ...Oh Pikachuuuu...! :D
3 - Pikachu... Turn around darling... :)
4 - Guillotine!
5 - Pikachu is hanged. :)
6 - Gagged and interrogated at gunpoint. :)
7 - Spider torture!
8 - Skull wound!
Dixie currently feels:
Depressed
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Yesterday, whilst Adam was round here again - he told me he can tell when I'm depressed.
His main reasoning was, whenever I'm with him, I'm prone to laughing spontaneously for long periods of time. I'll laugh a lot at most seemingly normal things he says.
But his reasoning was that when I'm depressed, I don't laugh, I'll only smile minorly.
So I thought, and I applied it - and I found that he was right.
So I'm wondering, am I really that obvious?
When I'm alone in the house and depressed, I'll wander up and down the passage, staring at the floor.
If I'm laid on the sofa in the living room, I'll stare at my reflection in the fireplace for ages.
If I'm in my room, I usually sit differently in my chair - I'll slouch more, whilst I normally sit really straight.
I've also noticed I get less enjoyment from things, and when I think to myself, I swear less, and when I talk, my voice is a lot more emotionless.
When I'm around others, I'll isolate myself.
In school, I'd sit down my aisle, or I'd sit at a table alone.
If I were on a table with others, I'd remain silent, and work quicker, with my head down.
Yeah, I'm starting to realise.
I actually am that obvious.
I must've been really sad yesterday, because Adam actually hugged me.
And that never happens.
Dixie currently feels:
Depressed
...Very fucking depressed.
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Here is a numbered list of why Dixie is depressed today:
- - I had to watch my daddy holding someone else's baby again. I hate it.
- - I've been thinking about college and how terrible it will be.
- - Watching Big Brother has made me realise my social phobia even more.
- - I miss Emily so fucking much now. I'm crying at nighttimes when I can't sleep because I think about her.
- - June is patchy as fuck, I really don't have anything to blog about anymore.
- - I'm constantly bored now.
- - I still can't write anything.
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