Disappear @ MindSay

I'll just stare out the window for I don't know how long, and time will just pass. Out of mind, out of consciousness. It will leave my lair and go out into the world of absence. It will become nothing. It will be gone forever. And I will be brought back into reality and it will have disappeared. It goes where it goes, and how it slides I'll never know. Where do I go? When I leave my mind and go and slide into nowheres. Is time in my mind or reality? Where does it go, where do I leave to? Where do we all go when we don't know we have gone until we're back?

People! I have been cruel to you. I disappear and then come back only to once again disappear. :P

Nothing interesting has been going on lately but I thought I'd post something to let you know I was still in the land of the living.

SOOOOO.......

HERE I AM!!!!!!!

Howdy Howdy all! Well IMBOLC was mighty fine, mighty fine indeed. I spent some time outside, well all day up until 1:00am. That's right 1 o'clock in the morning folks. I know, I know, it is kinda ridiculous to some of you but nothing feels more natural to a bumpkin like me.  I just wanted to make sure that someone was awake to Welcome Spring and see Winter off until next time.

So what did ya'll do with your February 2nd? Hope it was nice and peaceful. Man, the great outdoors is quite the lure. I am itching now more than ever to minimize things further and hit the road. I just have to close out my degree and then the tethers are cut so to speak. I am so close to graduation that I can't leave without finishing. That's 2 undergraduate degrees people. I love school but I need to move around for a time. Think I could get paid as a Frugal Travel Writer? That and freelance writing are shaping up to be the wave of my future. I have to hustle a bit harder to get it but it is more than worth it for the lifestyle I want. Plus, I will need to be available to the kids I might have in the future (foster, adopted or natural, I'm not picky). Of course if I opt for natural I might have to start scouting donors(This is the hard part cuz the dude has to be willing to play dad but not husband)! Must be healthy, athletic, intelligent...ect.LOL! Well I may be in luck folks because..........

The rodeo is a coming to town and I cannot wait! I LOVE the livestock show and I hate to say it...Bull Riding.  As for performers I really want to see Alan Jackson but he is coming March 15th and I will be in Jamaica at the time, hopefully hiking, snorkeling, canoeing or something outside that ends in "ing". So I guess I could gather up my neice and head off to Black Heritage Day which features one of my Favorite Aritists, Maze featuring Frankie Beverly and my neice's favorite entertainer, Raven Simone of "that's so Raven" fame. Myclette will likely want to see want to see Maroon 5 as well. I won't see them either because they perform on the 9th of march and I will be on the road. Man, I do have some sort of cabin fever.....what can the cure be?

Oh well I am pretty tired so I will close this entry with some lovely poetry...here goes.....

Poem #3

  I gather up

each sound

you left behind

and stretch them

on our bed.

each nite

I breathe you

and become high. --Sonia Sanchez

 

Goddess Bless

 

 

I

 

came

 

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disappear