Depression Lol @ MindSay

S^o i rea_l^ll_ll^l_ly needed an ^update...well i passed my LP test pewwww! o...with a 100 yes....lol anyways schools ok i guess...idk...i just can wait till summer... YAY... nothin really exciting in going on in my life...mostly because i have like no time for it to... i think i'm gunna try to get a job because i really need money... i've never had a job before so i'm kinda scared...lol i have alot to say and i dont really want to bable...lol but w/e i dont feel like putting negitive stuff in here even though i'm kinda upset about stuff right now... but thats just bc i'm stupid...lol ooooo k well that about wraps it up...  lv some

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O well if u no me u no tht i have fucked ma face up gud and proper lol it was coz i wont eating and i hade ow blood suger liek i think every1s blood suger if like 10 lol mine was 4 and i hade a fit lol ma eyes rolled bk and lot lol it wo funny and it wo not funny if u no what i mean lol enyway since i did it salli has bin extra nice 2 me she come down 2 mine ever day since i did i have started eating and i hope i wont do it again lol so a list of what i did 2 ma face lol

1)brocken nose

2)hole stright thow ma lip and carpet burn on ma nose :P

3)dislocated jaw

so ma face was protty fucked up lol i left a right mess on the carpet lol it will teach it 2 get in ma way :P

enyway i wanna say thx 2 simon for holdin me ma glasses and i think some one was holdin me up so thx 2 them 2 so dont worri im not dead not tht it matters if i was lol so if salli snaps at u it coz i fucked up and she cart see me in school i think tht wa she said enyway

PS. i only wright blogs when salli tell me 2 lmao she has complte control over me like i was a little baby

enyway love u salli more then 20% :P and if u wanna no how much it 100% or 110% depends if u being paraniod or not  later every1

heyy guyz sorry ii havent been on lately ii have been grounded...lol

ii am so0o friggen bored....ii hate it!!!UGHHH!!!

well ii have no iidea what to right
lol ill ttyl guys

LUV YAAAAHH
KARISSA

So the sox won! they played for just about 6 hours... it is perhaps the longest game in the world series history. 14 innings! and fuck yah the sox are from chicagooooo- chicago my home town! well basically.. lol.

In other news... I had my speech today on vampires.. the informative speech. I did ok though.. I mean I forgot a lot but everyone else seemed to really be into it.. .so thats good lol. uhm i tried to use the over head projector.. but that didnt work since my things were oblique... hahah. so erm i held them up. lol... but yeah i also kept saying basic and basically.. and i forgot to mention a lot.. but oh well. I still got an A :)

yepppp. so alsooo this morning... my ex from california called.. he told me not to worry about the ticket i got in california because it would disappear in 10 years.. lol plus that it shouldnt affect me since im in illinois and i got the ticket in california.. but yah. im never going to california again.. lol. it was such a suprising phone call... he wants me to call him again... maybe ill call him in a week or somethin... even though i said id call tomorrow... meh. it was nice to hear from him though... kinda weird that it took him like 2 months. :-/

anywho... i hung out with mr. ad tonight... and yah. uhm... it wasnt quite enjoyable. in fact i dont think any of the times ive hung out with him have been that great. idk... we're so differnt... like woah. we barely have anything in common. i seriously dont know what he sees in me.. why he keeps askin to chill... meh. idk...

other than that... i think the guy in my psych class likes me.. haha. then again i kinda thought that for a while...

erm but yah. no butterflies. nope never.

uhmmmm... alisa is really depressed and emotional and im in total awe that she keeps having her period twice a month.. theres gotta be something weird with that... idk...

guys do nothing but make me sad. sigh. and apathetic. how pathetic ;) :-\ :(

halloween is in a few days. pretty exciting. :) i cant hardly wait... lol im going to be a freak... 4th year running! :)

i hope my nana is ok.. i keep thinking of her.. and her health... i will call my mom tomm after class to see how she is...

its funny tomorrow i see mr. geography but ever since i found out he was with ken-doll. that made me kinda bleh towards him.. plus his gross habits... damn he shouldnt be allowed to be so hot. lol

uhmmm tomorrow... i hope will be good. it should be.... we'll see... lol... oh well. ciao <3melissa<3<3

by the way.. yesterday rosa parks died... for those who dont know.. she played unknowingly (at the time) a crucial stand in the black rights movement. and thank goodness she did :) r.i.p rosa <3<3

also i want to throw out some extra love tonight to danesteepler and his cousin in spain who passed away recently. God bless <3

well, goodnight doves.