Depresion @ MindSay


 

   
Time flys...

Damn, how time flys..i mean its been soo long sence i have written anything on mindsay...well i guess ill acctually make an entry to my blog now. ill call this one...THE UPDATE! 

 WELL.......this past weekend me n my good friend jesslic had our party for our birthdays, not that many people showed up but i had a good time at tha party part. then at the end Jesslic surprised me with a hummer limo, and we had about 14 of our friends in there with us till about 3:30 am..badass! i loved it..

 but i had to take julio to tha air port early early yesturday..bummer. hes my boyfriend of 5 months now. i really wish that he couldhave visited longer then 1 week..wishing he could have been here for this years Halloween. ohh well tho. he'll be back in about 2 months..intime for my real birthday, n christmas..thats special!

I have depresion. end of story. haha shiitt. i dont like it. at all, because i feel empty inside, and im always thinking about shit instead of juss going out there n doing it. im much more quiet now too. my uncle n auntie are trying to get full custaty of me. i think i might like that. for now i suppose...but i dont think that i can face my mom in court. i juss prey that god will make me strong because i dont want to go back with her...dont want to move back and have things happin alll over again....just like what happend tha first time.....Crazy Bitch.

well im off for now...Muahh, love always Savanna

 
 
   
 

Everybody Hurts

I remember the time,

the time before now,

when all was easy

and we all knew how

to love and to hurt

to smile and be free

but my past is devoured

all of me.

I feel so alone

and I wonder if

he feels the same way,

our hearts feel so stiff.....

 

Then I reilise

don't dwell on the past, present or future,

I'll try new things,

beside this depression..................

 

And I'll have one more chance................................

 

By Tristan Chapman 

 

 
 
 

   
AAARRRRGGGGG!
it cant be explained in words how pissed off i am!!!! I am so pissed at David!!! He was chucking stuff at me and your prob thinking oh my god shes so lame but whenyou put up with it 5 days a week every week it gets annoying. Im also a little pissed at Becci but I dont no why! Well i do but its kinda selfish!!! Its that she nos that i proper hate DAVID and that i wanna kill him and if i dont i will commit suicide (i dont think she nos the suicide bit) but she still hangs about with him around me. I dont want her to stop being mates with him cos i dont have the right but i dont understand why she cant just be mates with him NOT AROUND ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 
 
   
 

The Brooding mind

These days in hell are numbered, drawn down to a very few. The day of demons leaving, the age of Dragon loomes ahead. A darkness has been tirring, crying its way out. It screams for revenge, to return the very pain the birthed it. A new age for me is arising.............



 
 
 

 
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