Well this day has sucked, I mean really sucked. And first off I don't think I did so well on the Math exam.
Well it started this morning when Cody told me he might go to Kings Island with Dennis which is fine with me its his best friend. But then he metions Megan and Sara are going to. Just the thought of 2 girls and them going, it really bugs me plus there all really good friends I mean really good. Cody use to have the hugest crush on Sara last year. I woundn't really mind them if they weren't so pretty, I mean pretty and skinny, skinny how I want to be. It seem everytime Cody's around them with me he pays more attenion to them then me and I'm really not there. I don't know if I'm really jealous or parinold. But they make me sick they seem so perfect, even though Cody says I'm the only one he can ever love and the most perfect thing ever-lol, I just feel like I'm nothing when there around like Sara is the one he wants to see and talk to.
Plus theres another thing I told Cody I want to do something different go places this summer, it seems like thats not going to happen. He's taking Dennis. Let me name some places hes going to. Kings Island, baseball...maybe I'm not sure what sport but that game, white water rafting, A huge put-putt place (which I love to go to), I'm thinking he said a water park, bowling, and about 3 or 4 other places I can't think of them. It bugs me that hes going to all these places and I can't go to one because we have no money. And why we don't have money is because someone took $1,000 out of our bank account and were so behind, we have no more tv, little food only when my dad gets payed every other week, behind on all the bills over 100 dollars on each, I have no summer clothers I need to buy some still.
But idk what to do anymore, my life is hell sometimes.
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