Death @ MindSay

Well me and my hubby have been trying to plant garden, it is getting harder and harder for both of us to do garden. Mike with his bad back and me with all my aches and pain and trouble getting around, our days are numbered with trying to do garden. But we will persevere as long as we are able. We got my tomatoes planted but they were looking pretty sickly. I planted sweet onions, carrots, zucchini squash and green beans. That was all we could do today. Tomorrow if it does not rain tonight we will hopefully finish planting. We have corn, okra, cantaloupe, watermelon, spaghetti squash, and cucumber to plant and hopefully we will be done.

We have very bad news in our family, my GrandDaughter MaKenna Grace, she is now 4 months old has been having a time with her health. She has been having many seizures and had to go to the Childrens Hospital to find out what is causing them. Well the bad news is that she has a very rare disease called:

Glycine encephalopathy, which is also known as nonketotic hyperglycinemia or NKH, is a genetic disorder characterized by abnormally high levels of a molecule called glycine. This molecule is an amino acid, which is a building block of proteins. Glycine also acts as a neurotransmitter, which is a chemical messenger that transmits signals in the brain. Glycine encephalopathy is caused by the shortage of an enzyme that normally breaks down glycine in the body. A lack of this enzyme allows excess glycine to build up in tissues and organs, particularly the brain, leading to serious medical problems.

The most common form of glycine encephalopathy, called the classical type, appears shortly after birth. Affected infants experience a progressive lack of energy (lethargy), feeding difficulties, weak muscle tone (hypotonia), abnormal jerking movements, and life-threatening problems with breathing. Most children who survive these early signs and symptoms develop profound intellectual disability and seizures that are difficult to treat. For unknown reasons, affected males are more likely to survive and have less severe developmental problems than affected females.

Researchers have identified several other types of glycine encephalopathy with variable signs and symptoms. The most common of these atypical types is called the infantile form. Children with this condition develop normally until they are about 6 months old, when they experience delayed development and may begin having seizures. As they get older, many develop intellectual disability, abnormal movements, and behavioral problems. Other atypical types of glycine encephalopathy appear later in childhood or adulthood and cause a variety of medical problems that primarily affect the nervous system.

Rarely, the characteristic features of classical glycine encephalopathy improve with time. These cases are classified as transient glycine encephalopathy. In this form of the condition, glycine levels decrease to normal or near-normal after being very high at birth. Many children with temporarily high glycine levels go on to develop normally and experience few long-term medical problems. Intellectual disability and seizures occur in some affected individuals, however, even after glycine levels decrease. http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition/glycine-encephalopathy

I don't know what her future will be, I know her family and ours will be forever changed. The future looks very scary, we do not know what to expect, we will just have to see how it goes each day. I am so very sad and upset over this news, but it is what it is and we will just have to face it with faith that it will all work out.

Other news , I lost my beloved cat Kali, she adopted me about 5 or so years ago while we were still on the road trucking I would feed her all I could while I was home and hope that she would hunt and take care of herself while we were gone, she was an awesome hunter so I had no doubts of her ability. Then we left the trucking life and I was able to feed her everyday.She was an out door cat, I tried to bring her inside but she was very uncomfortable inside. I was fearful of the road out in front of our home and hoped she would be smart and stay out back which she normally did, I never saw her out front or near the road so I did not worry too much about it. Well she did not show up yesterday morning for her breakfast and I knew then that she was dead. Today we saw her body in a ditch near the road. I am so heart broken over her death. That makes 2 of my loved ones dying from that damn road in 2 months. This year is turning out to be very costly and sad for me. Along with that I have been going through a terrible flare with my arthritis, we had to change insurance and they do not pay very well on the prescriptions so the pain meds that had been working for me I was no longer able to afford and so I have had a terrible time with it this past month. Both my ankles and my knees have been swollen and very painful, I have been spending most of my time in my recliner because I just can't get around with this . But it seems to be easing up for me now and so I am trying hard to get my yard work and house work done. It may take a lot longer to get my chores done, but I will not let this keep me down, damn it. And so it goes. I hope all reading this are having a better time of it than me. Blessed be

The woman who I have been filling in for this year took her life today.  She's been very sick for a long time; was doing so well around Christmas, and then in February or so relapsed.  We don't know anything; it's not even officially confirmed yet, but..........

Chuck walked into our room at 2:30 or so, and his face was white and he looked so serious.  He saw Lisa's daughter on the computer, but she had headphones on watching a movie, so that was okay.  He went over and told Kevin, and based on Kevin's reaction I knew it was beyond serious.  And he told Beth and Lori and I and it just felt like a truck had hit me.  We're all just...I don't know the word for it.  It hits me and then goes away - I don't think I've fully processed it, yet.  The positive thing was this sense of community and love for each other - in the library after Jeanine's emotional speech, in the 3/4 hallway... it's everything I'd want to see when something like this happens.  Tim was pretty distraught, but Gillian...oh G-d.  And Louise was here, too.  Gillian lives on her street; she and Emma often drive C and M to school.

What are C and M experiencing right now?  I can't imagine being a 5th grader and a 4th grader and knowing my mother would no longer be around.  I'm nauseous just imagining what that's like. And they're both such GOOD, SWEET kids, too.  It was yesterday morning that they were outside Gillian's room before 8 and Irene and I offered them a game of checkers to occupy their half hour before school started, and I was ribbing C because he claimed he didn't know how to play.

Gillian was visiting Andrea yesterday, and went to give her a hug goodbye and Andrea wouldn't let go.  And she had a dream about something like this, and was up all night.  I need to find a way to reach out to her; she's been our front line for most of this; I can't fathom what's going on in her life right now.

I haven't even known this for 4 hours yet?  4 hours ago life was normal?  I feel like I've turned 30 already (I was 26 this morning, but today, this afternoon has felt like years).

Time for quiet.  Hug and kiss as many loved ones as you can.

Emily

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U.S. Treasury chief economist Albert Li (Jan Eberly) on Friday that if the debt crisis triggered a recession in Europe, the U.S. economy will pose a grave risk, U.S. exports to 17 countries of the euro area total exports of 15 %.

Founder of the euro, the former European Commission recently said the current euro zone sovereign debt crisis has already doomed, eurozone governments have been evading the issue, and ultimately led to the crisis.

Delors told the British "Daily Telegraph" interview, said that nowadays facing the euro-zone countries from the euro sovereign debt crisis had already planted the seeds since the advent of the crisis lies not in the single currency itself, but the leading sponsors of the euro people "wrong implementation", completely ignoring the fragility of their economies and imbalances.

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Delors from 1985 to 1995 predecessor of the European Commission appointed President of the European Commission. He urged the European integration process, one of its merits is that the advent of the euro in 1999 laid the foundation.

If it was easier to kill yourself, I would be gone by now.

Don't worry, I'll find a way soon enough.

Using your real name, this is for you, Peter.

I love you more than anything and I can’t stand it any longer to be without you, knowing you made that decision. I’ll never know why you turned into the angry monster you did, but it crushed me. I tried so hard to help you, but you wouldn’t let me. I’ve lost all interest in everything I was so passionate for before. I hope you’re having a great life because I’m ending mine.

-Nicky

so wtf.. i barely have used this thing in years up until the incident that happened with the car accident about 2 months ago, and i wasnt expecting at all to be sitting here writing again.
tradegy strikes again so close to home; what is going on in this world? ive stared at the cursor for minutes just thinking of something to say, but what is there to say other than how fucked up this world is.  were put into this world not by choice but we, us humans.. every single one is a son or daughter to someone.. so were put onto this planet by our parents.. go through different stages of life.. going through your baby years, to child years, to teenage years, and on.  and as we grow up we learn from experience, learn the feelings of love and hate, well learn all the feelings of life actually and theres a buncha them.. i never thought at this age i would feel so uneasy.. just sitting here and looking at the world around me and hating it.. kids are having kids, people get fucked up and drive, people steal and people kill. people live their lives with so much for granted and it makes me sick. honestly as a kid, i wouldnt even think i would have witnessed the shit ive seen so far.. and as a kid i probably wouldnt even know what half of it was or even meant cause ive seen such messed up shit.. and even myself did some messed up shit that coulda ended up badly and in my case, it didnt.
it sucks to grow up in a society like we do.. people are judged by what they look like, who they hang out with, whether or not theyre wealthy.. whos "in" and whos not.. and people need to not be so fucking ignorant and to learn to understand how others feel and not say mean things and do shit to people to cause them to go overboard..
i really dunno where im going with this but im jus writing down my thoughts cause sometimes theres things that i know i would rather not talk to anybody about but i still like to put it into words to ease myself some so i dont go fuckin insane.. which i feel pretty close to it as of right now. i didnt even kno the girl in the other accident and that shit still hurt me inside, but my close friends sister took her life away. now im not sayin im old and wise or anything but it kills me to know that she was younger than i was and didnt even get to some of the good shit in life yet.. :( im not sure how anybody could cope with something like this but i give them mad props and give all my condolences to those.  i picture myself in their shoes and i would be dreading waking up everyday living with the thought..
and on top of that. there was this one boy who ive been friends with for years.. since like fuckin elementary school.. and where im from.. people are tight since its such a lil town and it seems like everybody knows everybody and hes so close in age (year younger than me) so ive always been in school with him.. had a crush on him for soo long back in the day.. is also gone. we kinda fell apart since we both got into highschool but always had love for him and always remembered him as bein a great guy with a great personality and a smile that can knock you off your seat.. and the best thing about it was the he was always nice to me.  i regret so much not being able to be in his presence one more time. i wouldnt even go as far as asking to hang out for a day.. even if i could see him for 5 minutes would make my life.  i feel like i let him go without him knowing how i felt about him.. not that i liked him but how i appreciate and love him as a friend.. hes apart of who i am now.. i grew up with him and if it wasnt for that i dont think i would be me at all.  i remember the times we shared although it was years ago and hold them close to my heart because i can hear him and i can see him so clearly.  makes me cry just thinking about him because i really havent talked to him in so long and the only thing i could think about today is how i wish i could text him.. even had his number in my phone. fml i just wish i could give him a hug and say goodbye to him, thats all i wish.
my minds goin in so many different directions that i have a massive headache.. i wish i could write all the shit that im thinkin bout but my minds racing so fast and its impossible to do it. 
i honestly hope that future generations dont have to go through shit like we do. this society sucks and i wish all people would change for the better and make a brighter future for everyone to come. 
and now ill say my goodbyes and i hope to god that i dont have to come back and write again soon cause if that happens, who knows where my mind will be then and i dont want to know.

**To all those souls who are gone, but never forgotten.. may you rest in peace.
Hope you can look down and see all the people your precious life has impacted, for the better, and those who miss you and love you so much. <3

I LOVE YOU N.M. <3