Soo another chronically of my staying home sick with mono. Meh, I'm hungry. Yesturday I watched Lars And The Real Girl. Cute story, a little slow though. And I'm currently watching Fargo. It's an awesome movie! I love the twistedness of it all. After this I might stick in Dead Poets Society. Never seen it before but my mom thinks I'll love it. But I'm also finding good music while I'm stuck here lol. Like a magnificent Progressive Metal band called The Ottoman Empire. Chick singer is badass. I've also discovered that Popsicles are my new best friend ^_^ <33
I feel like Knox in Dead Poets Society at the moment. I did it. I can't believe that I actually did it. And I got somewhat of the result that I wanted. It wasn't the best response, but I did it.
I still feel like I'm gonna puke though. It's crazy what boys put us through.
An apology to my next of kin For all the things I should have done For all the places I should have been For all the things I have yet begun . . . I am so sorry I was not there For all the special moments-- It is not that I did not care I just had other commitments . . . I should have spent much more time On things that were much more important And I admit to this inexcusable crime And if I could, I would repent . . . It is too late change the past, But maybe the future will be different And I will struggle to the very last 'Til my last bit of energy is spent To be the person I should have been To those of you who are my next of kin.
The Dead Poets Society is as good as the first time I saw it-in fact, it's better. I found it on comcast free movies and I absolutely fell in love with it. amazing.
I have to be careful who I go around admiring to the end of the earth. Because then I listen to everything they say. which is sometimes dangerous.
finals were pretty good-I think I was on a test-taking lucky streak because I made national merit finalist and then my finals came and I just knew what to do. I studied of course, but that doesn't always make a difference.
I've just kind of been walking around lately musing over how beautiful everyone is... not in a physical sense, necessarily, but how knowing someone and watching them grow gives them this light that someone from the outside can't see. All of my friends are growing up, and it's amazing to watch.
I've become friends with a little under a dozen guys this year, which is just about the amount of guy friends that I had for the first 16 years of my life put together. fancy that. guess I've loosened up around guys.
It's cold-in that biting, malicious sort of way. evil.
ok I have an awesome english teacher and an awesome math teacher. let that be known to the entire world. my physics teacher is also hilarious. which is 3/5. which is some sort of record for me.
only one more day of having to deal with danny acting like my neighbor's neighbor's neighbor. one more day of meeting awesome people walking down the hall ( ) one more day of swing-dancing and DDRing during study breaks. one more day of blowing up my head over studying. one more day and the next time fall term rolls around, I'll be thinking about college apps.
I get to sleep late tomorrow! but for now, harry potter 5 and trying to escape my recent insomnia.
) one more day of swing-dancing and DDRing during study breaks. one more day of blowing up my head over studying. one more day and the next time fall term rolls around, I'll be thinking about college apps.