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"I'd Do Anything"

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything

To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

"How could this Happen to me"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

-month born in

January-----------i kicked
Febuary-----------i slapped
March--------------i bit
April----------------i made out wit
May----------------i dreamed about
June---------------i licked
July----------------i choked
August------------i danced
September-------i fucked
October-----------i tapped
November--------i kissed
December--------i slapped


- DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON

1-------a hobo
2-------a homo
3------- sponge bob
4------- a cherry
5-------my friends pants
6------- p diddy
7-------you
8------- my dog
9-------a ninja
10-------a asain
11-------a monkey
12-------a lezbian
13-------a spoon
14-------a gangster
15-------a pickle
16-------my science teacher
17-------bigfoot
18------- a lawn gnome
19-------my neighbor
20-------a bannana
21-------a mexican
22-------the president
23-------a sexy person
24-------a goat
25-------1000 people
26-------a noodle
27-------my best friends boyfriend/girlfriend
28-------naked
29------- an ugly person
30-------a football player
31-------my uncle

- COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT

White-------cuz i keep it gangsta
Gray--------cuz im sexy and i do what i want.
Pink---------cuz a homo stole my bike
yellow----------cuz the voices told me to.
Blue----------cuz ur mom said so
Green--------cuz thats how i roll
Purple--------cuz i can
Black---------- cuz dat bitch took my taco
No shirt--------cuz someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange----cuz das how i roll

so today, i was watching my cousin's movie and its Hindu so i thought it would be different and cool. so i watched it (oh, its called Aksar btw. =]) and like it had to do with love, backstabbing, mystery, lust? and murder. but like this wife's husband paid a man to make his wife fall in love with the guy that he paid and they "supposidly" fell in love. then they were telling eachother how much they love eachother and shit while they were having sex and groping all over eachother fyi. so then it came to my mind.

my friend kachina really likes this guy named Eric and it seems like hes been playing her cuz he has a g/f but then he keeps on hitting on kachina, giving her the impression that he really does like her and that he wants to be with her. he even told her that he really liked kachina alot. but then kachina told me that she cant keep her mind off of him, simply implying that she wants him and likes him really badly. she also told me that she and him did "stuff" together. at first i thought that she meant sex wise but what she meant was that they cuddled, held hands, and kissed.

then from that point on... i started thinking about Will (my ex-boyfriend). i thought about how horny he got me and how i saw him again in a really long time at the Fruitport Old Fashioned Days Carnival. and i then noticed that i kinda do want him back only cuz i can see him making me really horny and i can see us doing the things that really dont mean a thing.

i then started to think for a while and i started to notice... do we really go for the people that drives us crazy in our pants? or is it the people that makes us feel pretty, sexy to the point where if there were things to happen, we wouldnt be able to stop ourselves cuz of hormones? and cuz that feeling feels so good? or it is really love? i mean my hearts been broken too many times so i wouldnt know this. basically what im asking is that the relationships that we get ourselves into, is it usually lust or love? or is it the fact that you did something with that other person. for example, a first kiss. something that youd want to stay with that one person but in the end, sometimes it really doesnt work out.

im not saying that everyone should know what love really is until they figure it out. but sometimes i feel like we get ourselves into relationships only cuz of sex and what not. but really... thats not what we're all looking for.

x3 angela

iam tired of everybody hating me godddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i could swear thats why i left ceres because everybody hated me now it doesnt madder everybody hates me again, all over again everybody hates me cuz iam dating kevin and because he spends pretty much all his free time with me and alissas pissed cuz i guess hes always with me and never her, then shelbi`s mad cuz she wants him back, iam mad at myself because i hate being without him, like 10 other girls hate me because they like him and i dont want then hugging him. errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate life right now it fucking sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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iam bored but i never have time to just sit down and write a good blog cuz i really have nothing to say iam in a much better mood today cuz ive caught up on some missed sleep, if i think iam missing too much sleep getting up now i just gotta wait till highschool cuz at davis 1st period starts at like 7:45 and at roosevelt it starts about 8:52 or so...well iam going to go imporove my site ohh yea i forgot to say last night i dyed my hair so now my bangs are blonde, brown & red, and the rest is blue black it looks freaky .

~Kk