On a different note, some things came up over the last week of which I am not very proud of. Unfortunately I think they're irreversible. I take pride in almost everything I do, but for this, I can wholely admit that I made a mistake. One that i'd like to take back, but fear never will be able to. If at worst, the only thing I walk away with, is the knowledge of what i've done wrong, and how not to make the same mistake twice then so be it.
I'm not sure where I heard/read this, but it hits home...."Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow"