Curtis @ MindSay

wow where does the time go...

 Happy 1 year  togther  Curtis!!!whisperingowl 

As a  couple and as a  family

I loveded  you  very much....:D

pst..  remember  our first family pic together and our  first picture  that we took   ^_^

Ok yesterday was great! Krysta came over with courtney and daniel and taylor (sorry kid..tyler) WE jumped on the tramoline for a while with krysta in her "hoochie" skirt. Shes funny. yeha i couldnt go see grease at the drive thing last night. i had kid duty. so me and chrys and dave crashed here and watched Rigoletto. thats such a cute movie!!!

   "I lobe the part in faeries tales that's very near the end. Where all the kingdom cheers for their new queen. And all is good and all is right and everyone belongs."

Its a sappy little faeries tale mmovie but i love the music. ok yeah CUBS ROCK!! they won last night..so did Notre Dame! OH YEAH FREAKING LUCKY SPORTS DAY! oh wait its not luck..the cubs dont need it...(notre dame on the other hand...) ok yeha it sucked that the Braves won. NOOO! frikkin demonic team. DIE! the cowboys lost as usual and the brewers lost too. AWW poor allen. he must be very upset right now. ha h a i mock him soo bad sometimes. but All is great. I LOVE You! ha ha ok i need to be philosphical for a minute. ummm  ok here my summer is ocming to an end. I found this out as i was sitting on the beach watching the sun set. Its like it was setting on the past memories of my summer and rising to the new ones. when the sun was setting i had no idea what kind of day the new dawn would be but i could hope that it would be beautiful. and it was. that was the day I had decided that i was going to say i was over a boy who i never would have had a chance with. yeah yeah the whole "i like you but it wouldn't work" is a pile of bullshit and i knew it was better for me to say i was over him even if i was only pretending. But i got my happy ending this time: the next day i left for Camp Au Sable (which i am now thinking means either enchanted or cursed) that weekend i had the most wonderful time. being stupid adding like 30 blonde moments to my list and starting to fall for this really great guy. Hes totally different form gus in everyway. gus and i were too much alike. and now with gus doing as i predicted we never would have worked. i knew that eventually he would fall for kali andi told her. she laughed at me. i hate being right some times. *sigh* but im just hoping that gus gets his girl, kali ends up happy like she deserves, and i get my happy ending. Am i asking too much? i dont know. but i think that i really want to be with curtis..whether or not anthony has feeling for me.  so yeah if aynone reads this ..dont tell anyone named about it. i mean gus and kali can read it but not anthony or curtis ok?? so yeah thanx for listening guys. love ya, Belle akak tootsie pop

SUMMER NIGHTS

Summer lovin', had me a blast
Summer lovin', happened so fast
Met a girl crazy for me
Met a boy cute as can be
Summer days drifting away
To, uh oh, those summer nights

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh!
Tell me more, tell me more
Did you get very far?
Tell me more, tell me more
Like does he have a car?

She swam by me, she got a cramp
He ran by me, got my suit damp
Saved her life, she nearly drowned
He showed off splashing around
Summer sun, something's begun
But, uh oh, those summer nights

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh!
Tell me more, tell me more
Was it love at first sight?
Tell me more, tell me more
Did she put up a fight?

Took her bowling in the arcade
We went strolling; drank lemonade
We made out under the dock
We stayed out till ten o'clock
Summer fling don't mean a thing
But, uh oh, those summer nights

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh!
Tell me more, tell me more
But you don't gotta brag
Tell me more, tell me more
'Cause he sounds like a drag

He got friendly holding my hand
Well, she got friendly down in the sand
He was sweet, just turned eighteen
Well, she was good, you know what I mean
Summer heat, boy and girl meet
But, uh oh, those summer nights

Well-a, well-a, well-a, uh!
Tell me more, tell me more
How much dough did he spend?
Tell me more, tell me more
Could she get me a friend?

It turned colder; that's where it ends
So I told her we'd still be friends
Then we made our true love vow
Wonder what she's doin' now
Summer dreams ripped at the seams
But, oh, those summer nights

Tell me more, tell me more

Can someone explain to me the whole thing about summer lovin? its confusing, annoying, causes way too much trouble and yet i love the memories and want to repeat them in my mind over and over. i had this crazy-mad summer that hasnt ended yet. for me summer doesnt end until i have my last beach party at the lake. i love the lake. its soo beautiful. this summer its soo weird...i mean looking back over my life since may. dang its a freakin soap opera script! But then this is me talking and we have to remember how much i say i love drama. dont get me wrong i had a delightful summer..in and out of love with certain guys..adn now liking curtis....CURTIS IS PURDY!!!ha ha krysta is reading my blog right now..she threatened to give the address to curtis. NOOO i would die! ha ha htat would be funny. so yeah im bored...7 days till i see curtis..oh yeah krysta is coming here on saturday night!! OMG!!YAY YAY YAY!!!

Im standing on the bridge
Im waiting on the dark
I thought that you'd be here
by now
Ther's nothing but the rain
no foot steps on the ground
Im listening but ther's
no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
Im with you
Im with you

Im looking for a place
Im sarching for a face
Is anybody here
I know

Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be
alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

Oh

Why is every thing so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind

Yeah yeah yeah...

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you

YAY for sappy avril songs. Im a big fan of avril becuz every single song the girl has every sang has been my anthem. theres on for every mood. hmm cept for the "imm confused cuz there's this great guy who likes me" ahh whatever. so yeah im still floating thru my days. Its great this...puppy love thing ive got going on. someone once said if you think that you are in puppy love then..you aren't. i mean it makes sense that you wouldnt be able to know that you were but after being thru less intense cases of puppy love i realize that i am. somehow curtis being curtis he makes me laugh at everything. Like today i was being so cumb but i wasnt even really frustrated at myself (i mean what the freaking heck is past perfect progressive tense??) and at lunch marlisa dropped her ice cream onto her plate and was licking it off ...it was soo tempting...i lightly hit the back of her head so she got ice cream all over. OMG i was laughing soo hard i started crying. yeah last night i wanted to cry for this kid who had gotten high with a friend and killed him when he was. When the detectives figured this out he said that he hoped Bobby got of free. "You dont get it! I just killed my best friend..i dont care what happens to me" the poor baby. Should i feel bad aobut a story CSI probably made up to put on their show? show i look at it as tho it is a real case adapted to fit primetime? i dont know. Why is everything so confusing? MAybe I'm jsut out of my mind...(see lyrics above) so yeah love you guys. thanx for listening to me ramble on and on forever about curtis and all my daily blonde moments.                -Belle aka tootsie pop