Cool People @ MindSay

L is for the way you Look at me. O is for the only one I see. V is very very extra ordinary. E...uh what does e stand for in that sound...I can't remember...I want a tiger...a nice white tiger! I want to be with two different people, but I like where things are right now so I am sticking with what I got...Uh...my middle name is Angelica...uh...I don't want to grow up, but I do at the same time...your mom goes to college. There is a baby sleeping in my moms bed right now...and the baby threw up on my B.M shirt...so I have to wash it now and I can't sleep in it...Uh...I luf Reilly...Hmmm...Propst is a dork...I drew a funny picture in one of my classes the other day and Jake laughed at it...my wrist hurts...so maybe I should stop...nvm...lol...I want to have a huge rave this summer and invite all the cool people...like people I think are cool...not all the stupid preppy people...just my friends...I want to go to the club and take a guy with me, but I doubt he would go...I am tired...How annoying is it to have all this put together and not all spread out...me just talking aobut on thing at a time...I am just writing down the first things that pops into my head...uh...I have no heart right now...ok I guess I do...I luf people and I love persons and I LOVE HIM...uh not him as in the guy who sings, but him as in cial guy that I love...Uh...I wonder if anyone will know what I am talking about...for some of this junk...my tummy aches a little bit, but that is ok...I want Taco Bell and Cheesecake with es...mmmmm...yummy!!!...uh...I think I am going to go to bed and stop writing this dorkiness...so that people don't get too annoyed.

I love all my girl friends...and I love all my guy friends...most of all I love my boyfriends! lol JK I love all my friends the same and I don't have boyfriends....with an s...ok there is no s...Geeze. My back and tummy hurts.

Ahhhhhhh ok bye sorry don't beat me up. :D

Reflection, they say is often good to do. I guess people feel like reflecting on past issues might help somewhat in there present situation. This blog is about me, personally. I started off being a geek, most people would never think that looking at me now. The truth is the person that I am now is who I have always wanted to be. I guess alot of people go through that right? You hate who you used to be so in an attempt you try to re-create yourself as someone cool. well lets take a look back at the past for a sec and maybe you can finally figure out who I am. I was born in Waco, Texas as most of you know. I had a really good relationship with my grandpa, unfortunately he died when I was around 11. I guess I've never really gotten over that, I guess sometimes people just don't do that. Anyway...I've worn glasses alot during my life, and have been really over-weight. I guess I just like to eat lol./ Not to say that I am disgusting or anything, actually I am pretty charming when people get to know me. I moved to Bergman when I was about 14 or 15, and since then I decided to change my whole personality. I started being cool, dressing cool, and now I am the definition of "cool". Cocky? Nah...Just Confident. I say all of this to say this, over the past couple of years I have had to let people in my life go. Alot of those people chose to let me go, not for me to let them go. I think sometimes people don't realize how hard it is to just forget about someone. All of the memories, all of the thoughts, all the feelings, just gone and now what do I have left? Nothing. I look at myself now and I see an adult, a guy that has gone through hell and has come back refined. As a metaphor, I feel more or less; like a diamond. For the people who have stuck by me, I want to tell you thankyou from the bottom of my heart. I have alot of people on here that like me, and I'm glad that you could see past the cocky me into the guy that I truly am. For the other people, I just have some words for you. When you reach up to grab my hand when your on the ledge of the cliff, expect one thing...For me to stomp on your fingers and watch you fall, and you can watch me shine on

I am really addicted to this group on Facebook caled "If you remember this you grew up in the 90's". It is a cool place where people from the Gen-X and early Gen-Y can just talk about the stuff they grew up with.It has brought back a whole bunch a cool memories.

There are a few things I find interesting. First thing, alot of people are fixated with the original pink Power Ranger. What gives people? She's like forty now.

The other thing is that alot of shows I grew up watching on Nick and Disney were only made for a couple seasons and then just put in reruns for a really long time. I've looked alot of them up on Wikipedia and most of them had shorter runs then I remembered.Was I really that dumb as a kid that I was fooled into not noticing that I was just watching the same show over and over again? Probably not. The networks knew that most kids have no idea how a TV show is made. They just made the show cheap for a season or two and put it on reruns knowing that most kids wouldn't even notice. And It worked.

We just loved the shows so much that we didn't care how many times we had seen it. I didn't care that I had seen every episode of  "The Adventure of Pete and Pete" it was such a cool show that it suited me just fine if there were only 50 episodes or however many where made.

Also, I think that the people who made childrens shows back then  knew their audience. Kid shows were just so much better then. Today's kids shows suck ass and are so unenjoyable. The shows play down to kids. I think (and this may be me wearing rose-colored glasses) shows back then were made as if they were being made for little adults. I also think that back then producers knew that parents watched these show with their children and put in some subtle winks and nods for them.

I just loved those old shows and wish that they were still on TV. Someone should make a cable chanel that just shows those old kids shows like "Pete and Pete" or "Ghostwriter" for us big kids who miss them. Or put them all on DVD. If they realeased all of the epidodes of "Rocko's Modern Life" I would buy them up in a heartbeat. The shows for kids were just so much better when I was a growing up. 

Thanks for Reading,

Mark M.